
Arriving at home, Ariel holds her bag and also the light of the moon in her right hand. As he opened the door, he saw Luna in the living room with Aunt Imah and Aunt Neni. Luna must have been waiting for her.
"Home home, Mom?" luna asked while taking her husband's briefcase.
"Yes, here I bring you the light of the moon, love Auntie too. I bought three kok" said Ariel, giving the moon's light to Luna. But Luna scrunched her forehead while taking the light of the moon from her husband's right hand. Then Luna gave the moon's light to Aunt Neni and Aunt Imah as well. The other is in his own hands.
"What's wrong with you, honey? How do you not like that?" ariel asked to see that Luna had no enthusiasm at all, different from before. If bought a snack, Luna will say thank you over and over again while hugging and kissing her cheek. But now Luna's attitude is normal, there is a sense of happiness or whatever. It really looks bland.
"Mas Ariel Tumben bought me the light of the moon?" asked Luna looking suspiciously.
"I just want to give my wife a gift, am I wrong?" ask Ariel back.
Hearing that, Luna simply chuckled.
"Because I forgot that I haven't eaten gini for a long time" Luna said, making Ariel feel guilty. Aunt Imah and Aunt Neni who did not want to disturb them both, secretly went to bring the light of the moon given by Luna earlier.
"I'm sorry, baby," said Ariel shedding tears.
"Why apologize, I'm wrong with me?" ask Luna to pretend to be stupid.
"I'm sorry that I've been holding you too tight, honey. You are forbidden to eat this and that. I'm really sorry, "Ariel replied with a look of regret.
"Look easy, Mas. I'm not papa, really. My tongue is not used to eating such food anymore. I prefer to eat healthy now. So there is no need to feel guilty," said Luna, but if you look more specifically, in Luna's eyes there is a deep pain. But Luna was so good at theatrics, covering the wound with a smile, as if nothing had happened.
"Sorry, Honey. I'm sorry, so sorry."
"Of that, let's go to the room. Ini later bright moon for Mas only yes. I don't like eating food like this. Next time do not try to buy me food," said Luna while holding Ariel's hand and taking her to the room.
After the room, Luna put the briefcase and the moonlight on the table. Then Luna helped Ariel open her socks and clothes. And prepare a change of clothes after Ariel finished bathing later.
"There was a bath first, Mas," said Luna because now Ariel only uses ************** only. While all the clothes and trousers have Luna open and put it in a dirty laundry basket.
"I'm sorry" Ariel said.
"Here you go, don't talk about it anymore. I'm not papa. I've accepted all the rules I've made. So, don't make me a dissident's wife for violating what we agreed at the beginning," said Luna and heard that made Ariel could only sigh violently.
"You won't be the wife of a dissident just because of the rules I've made before. I'm gonna break that rule, honey. From now on do whatever you like, the important thing is that you keep your health and your body. I won't care anymore, what do you want to eat. Because I'm sure, you can definitely control yourself," Ariel said as she approached Luna and hugged her.
"It's too late, Mom. I prefer my life now than ever. It was difficult at first and I was almost desperate, but I'm getting used to it now. Its okay no papa, I understand why Mas lakanin this for me," said Luna trying to toughen up.
"Oh, don't talk about it. Okay, better take a shower and keep praying, then we take a break."
"As for the light of the moon, I will buy it for you" Ariel said, glancing at the moonlight on the table.
"If you want, Mar Ariel will eat, but if you don't want to, tomorrow morning I can give it to Aunt Imah or Aunt Neni."
"Yahhh .. whereas I bought it specifically for you. Can't you taste a little" he asked.
Luna shook her head.
"I don't want to."
"Why?"
"I'm afraid of getting hooked and spending it, not to mention that if it's good, I can ask Mas Ariel to buy some more food."
"No papa, really. I can bring you the light of the moon every night."
"No, Mas. I don't want to. It's not easy for me to be in this position. To get used to the tongue I no longer eat those foods. It's not easy for me to miss it all, throw my mind away every time I remember my favorite food. I try so hard not to eat what I like. Plus I was scared, my weight went up. So please, don't force me. Moreover, I also do not want to eat dinner with heavy food like that. Please respect me, let me live my whole life, I eat healthy food."
"But it can numb your tongue, dear."
"No papa, really. I've thought about it all."
"Darling ... "whimper Ariel, he still wants to penetrate the wall of his wife's defense, so that he can slightly eliminate his guilt. Since she was the main cause, Luna could be like this.
"Once a time, keep not. Don't make me angry, Mom. Or we split the bed today," Luna threatened to scare Ariel.
"alright. I'm giving up."
Ariel immediately went to the bathroom with a mixed feeling, while Luna, he sat on the edge of the mattress while sighing rough.
"Why are you sober now, Mom? Why did you just realize, after I had a lot of trouble. And after I succeeded, you told me to eat it without wanting to know, how I used to be desperate to no longer eat my favorite food. I even cried because I wanted to eat on the side of the road like I used to, but I couldn't do it because you were against my will.
I even refused every time Aunt Imah and Aunt Neni ate a lot in front of me, ate voraciously and ate whatever they wanted. I could only swallow and see how delicious the food was. Too much of my life you've been holding back, even though it hurts a lot, but now I've made it through. And I hope, you are the same as before, firm on the rules that I have to live by. Not even let me be like this, telling me to eat when I'm no longer comfortable and no longer like to eat foods like that." Luna could only make up, because she could not bring out the uneg-uneg in her heart. He didn't want to, Ariel knew what he was feeling right now. Let all Luna keep tight in her heart, enough she who knows, how she must fall awake, in order to be like now. Be obedient and do what is ordered by her husband, without asking first her favorite and whether she wants to do it or not.