MySam
I'll be Fine

Maya is eager to find out what requests along the solemn prayers Sam says after their maghrib prayer, Maya sees her husband more often down, raising both hands while both eyes close together.

He did not dare to disturb Samuel, even though he just patted the man's shoulder gently. On the other hand, Maya felt a haru taste that enveloped her entire heart. Seeing Samuel now is very much different from the old Sam.

Maya rounded all her black eyes when she saw Samuel rising from his prayer and prostration, the man now folded his sleeves up to his elbows, while walking towards Maya who was attached to look at her from the balcony terrace of their resort room.

"Have you finished your prayer?" ask Maya while offering a cup of warm tea for Sam, do not forget also Sam's favorite coconut biscuit snack.

Samuel nodded in reply, grabbing the warm cup of tea that his wife had thrust just now. "What prayer was that? really serious?" maya's smile briefly spread on her lips, while looking fixed on Sam's face who was sipping warm tea.

"I pray we can always be together, May. I don't want God to separate us." Sam paused for a moment, this time standing on the edge of the balcony and circulating his gaze towards the end of the beach which could be seen from the top of their balcony.

"I'm afraid of losing you, Maya," Samuel's great-grandson softly.

"Sam, I'm sorry about what I said." Maya approaches, hugging her husband's waist from behind, scattering her face on Samuel's back.

Right, nothing could scare Samuel to death unless it was about him. Samuel was only weak when it came to him. Maya is Sam's weakness.

The cold-hearted man, who used to have no weaknesses, but after Maya enters Sam's life, everything reverses everything, now the man is very afraid of losing Maya.

Samuel's far-flung nature changed from Sam's, and only Maya was the girl who changed all the vices.

"My words earlier don't you think about it anymore, husband.." Maya's great-grandson this time, still one of her cheeks stuck to Samuel's warm back, Maya tightened her arm circles around the man's waist. It felt really nice, hugging her husband's burly body like this. Maya doesn't even want to trade this moment for anything.

"I'm still here with you and forever will be, Sam." Maya is calming.

"Promise?" Samuel took off Maya's embrace, turning his body to face Maya. Looking fixedly at his wife's face, it was as if Sam didn't want the girl to go all the way from his side.

Maya nodded slowly, "Promise, dear." Maya replied gently, her sweet smile flashing out as her black iris looked at her husband's handsome face.

A long breath was created from Sam's lips, he was a little relieved by what Maya had said.

"So.. What you said was not serious, right, husband? Eum..... about the adoption?"

"I'm serious, honey. We have adopted a child."

Maya pouted looking at Sam. "Ih... Sam, not exciting ah! I want to have my own child from my womb, your dear child. Our flesh's blood."

"Everyone, same child." Sam was still adamant about his attitude.

"Yes different dong, baby."

"What's the difference?"

"Different, Samuel...! if the adoption will accept so, it is big anyway. If it's my own child, we'll take care of her from when I'm pregnant until she's born." Maya paused for a while, coming back towards Samuel and this time wrapped her arms around Sam's neck.

"I also want to know how it feels to be pregnant and giving birth. If other women can do it, why can't I?"

Maya again stopped her sentence, this time looking at Sam. Seeing Sam who kept silent, Maya cupped her husband's face while rubbing it gently.

"Trust me, baby.... I'll be fine. Everything I said on the beach won't come true."

"You believe in destiny, don't you, Sam? after what we've been through, I believe my destiny is you."

Samuel nodded slowly.

"Don't talk about anything that scares me anymore, May, I'm serious."

"Yes, sorry."

Sam landed a kiss on his wife's forehead, "Apardon was received" Samuel said.

Maya smiles, and then hugs her husband. Scrape the distance between them, letting the lips of the two get closer to each other until finally small kisses are created there. The lips of the two clinging to each other gently, Samuel clenched tightly to Maya's body.

....

Maya awakens when she feels numbness in her right hand. Maya's gaze was immediately fixed on the handsome face of Samuel who was still asleep, remembering that Sam slept last night by always hugging his body tightly.

The face of Samuel was fixed. It has been a few years since their meeting for the first time. Keep the sharp eyes and jaw firmly it never goes away even though the owner is asleep. Maya even forgot the numbness in her hands as soon as she looked at the face that was sleeping like a big baby.

Maya moved, bringing her face closer to Samuel's so she could feel the warmth of Samuel's breath. Her hands were raised to caress her husband's face. Maya smiled, so handsome was the man before her at the moment that it could not make her turn away from Samuel.

How could he fall in love with another man if the man before him right now was so perfect?

Samuel could make her fall in love every second.

"I love you more, baby."

Maya is surprised, trying to pull away to see Samuel's face, but Sam just tightens his arms. Her right hand, which was used as Maya's head pad, was bent around the girl's shoulder to be more tightly attached to her body.

Samuel kisses Maya's head and pulls her head to look at her face.

"Good morning, honey...."

"M-morning, husband."

Seeing Maya's nervousness made Sam giggle amusedly. "Are you satisfied?" samuel's seduction creates a red hue on Maya's face.

Maya blinks her lips. "When did you wake up?"

"Since you've seen me," explained Samuel as he tidied up the messy strands of Maya's haircut.

Maya grunts, Sam's habit of waking up early after he pretended to fall asleep to work on her then catch her wet as she is today.

"Hobbies, I'm."

"Don't frown. Deliberately get morning kiss from you."

"Ih, you are.." pouted Maya while pinching Samuel's sharp nose, while Sam just chuckled amusedly.

"That's a great wake up first you keep."

"Udah baby habit," Sam smiled for a moment. "We're praying at dawn now, you haven't been praying, have you?" said Samuel.

Think of Maya's plan as the answer. Sam slowly wakes up after once again landing a kiss on Maya's forehead.

He walked a little shaky towards the bathroom, rubbed his face slowly then heard the sound of water taps from inside the bathroom.

.....

"You still going to the beach this morning?"

"What time are we going home?"

"No doubt that you still want to go to the beach first" said Samuel.

"Your cafe doesn't have a problem, does it?" ask Samuel again.

"No, there's my assistant there" Maya said.

"Martha didn't go to the cafe ?"

"Sam, it's Sunday. Martha must be the same husband and Ocean," replied Maya again. There's just an oh answer from Samuel, making Maya a little funny conical.

"So, you want to go to the beach again? before we go back to Jakarta?"

Maya nodded quickly, with a full-fledged smile on her lips.

And Sam returns Maya's smile, grabs a white hoodie and puts it on Maya's body. "I don't want my wife to get cold this morning" Samuel said as soon as the plain white hoodie stuck to Maya's body.

"Thank you husband.." said Maya expression spoiled.

"Welcome, baby..."

Then the two walked away from the resort, set foot on a sandal flip flops on a stretch of white sand until they find roll after roll of waves accompanied by a noise when the waves break hit the rocks and then disappear on the lips beachfront.

Sunrise that morning looked very beautiful, Both of them were silent for a moment. Still sitting next to each other on the edge of the beach, on the white sand with their legs extended to the beach so easily greeted by the small ripples of waves that run to the edge.

This morning they just want to feel the peace, enjoy the sunrise and look at the vast ocean that is going somewhere towards the end of the edge.

"I don't want to lose you, May. I love you."

"I love you more, Sam."

Maya gently kissed Samuel's cheek until the kiss dropped to the end of Samuel's thick lips.

That morning they just wanted to sit enjoying the atmosphere of the beach with the current position, hugging each other tightly.

to be continue.....