MySam
It's God's Destiny

Maya awakens with a faint frown on her forehead as light pierces the retina of her eye. One of his hands raised touched the head that was pulsing violently. His frowning forehead found a circular bandage wrapped around his head, as well as an infusion needle had been stuck in his veins.

While semi-conscious, Maya finds it difficult to move her body. Moreover, the pain is extraordinary, radiating around the back to the base of the waist when he accidentally tried just a little to move.

Am I in the hospital? inner Maya.

A flash of events a moment ago faintly flashed and revolved in his brain. At that time he was about to enter the car and suddenly a black minibus car that came out of nowhere immediately grabbed his body tight resulting in him bouncing a few meters from the scene, after that, he remembered nothing.

Even who took her to the hospital, Maya doesn't remember.

Maya touches her stomach, which is strange because she can no longer feel life inside. And what is even stranger.why her stomach is now more flat and not like before, even though she can still remember her pregnancy has entered the age of five months more.

You're okay, son? ask Maya again in her heart while gently rubbing her stomach. And...

"Aarrggh....!!" suddenly Maya groans in pain when her hand accidentally touches a scar on her stomach. Maya's face suddenly panicked.

Oh my God what happened to my son? maya again.

Maya turned her head as the door creaking rang out, Samuel's figure stepped into the room and walked up to her.

"Sam.." Maya's great-grandson was weak, making Samuel swiftly approach her.

"Honey, thank goodness you are conscious" said Samuel with a cheerful face, slowly Sam approached to the side of Maya's bed. Squeezing tightly on his wife's fine fingers.

"You don't move much, baby." Samuel restrains Maya as the girl tries to get up and tries to sit on the edge of the hospital bed.

"Ouch... Sam's sick.." Maya erodes as she tries to move her body. The pain is so intensely re-spreading around her back, and Maya is still trying to guess what is really going on with the child in her womb.

"Darling, said the doctor you should not move first. What do you want? thirsty? I'll grab a drink."

Samuel quickly grabbed a bottle of mineral water and a straw for Maya. Sam brought the straw to his wife's mouth. "Drink first. You should drink plenty of water, May." Samuel said softly, a small head-band from Maya responding to an offer from Sam.

Right now all that is in the mind of the girl is how the child is in her womb.

"Our son? How's he doing, Sam?" maya's great-grandson with a slightly vibrating voice.

Samuel was silent while looking down deeply.

"Maya. Don't move much, okay." said Sam softly, he couldn't even return his wife's bead look at the time. Sam could not see the sadness in his wife's black iris.

"What about our son, Sam? He's all right, isn't he? Why isn't he moving around in here? Sam....answer!!"

With a slight cry Maya tried to figure out the answer from Samuel's eyes.

Spontaneous second netra Maya condenses thin, she understands her husband's frail facial expression.

"Jawab Sam, please.." she asked again, Maya hopes there is a little miracle at this time.

"He's gone, May...."

Both of Maya's eyebrows shot up staring at Samuel's nano. "I mean....?"

Samuel sighed, looking deeply at Maya's wounds. His tears could not stand it anymore.

"You miscarried, baby.the accident took away the fruit of our love," said Sam lirih. His hand, which had been clutching tightly all of Maya's fingers, was now raised and carried the taut fingers into his gentle kiss.

Maya is moved, suddenly silent. His mouth opened, astonished at Samuel's words just now.

"W-what did you say?" ask Maya again. He hoped that his ears would hear him wrong this time.

"You miscarried, May. I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you. It's my fault I should have picked you up today, baby." Sorrow Sam with a bowed face. Samuel said that, so that Maya did not blame herself for the calamity they experienced.

Maya shook her head in disbelief, her gaze suddenly blurry and her tears just casually flowed. "No way....!! You lied to Sam?! Tell me you're lying...!!" maya's cry broke. More and more tears came out of her eyes making Maya's head throb even more intensely.

Samuel, who could not help but cry, tried to hug Maya's body, wanting to try to calm his wife, who was currently sitting leaning against the head of the hospital bed, who could move up and down.

"We can deal with this together, baby." Samuel's embrace was tight, while Maya's tears still flowed in Samuel's chest.

Suddenly Maya brushes Samuel in her arms and pulls the collar off her husband's shirt. "Tell me if it's a lie, Sam! Tell him he's all right! Say...!!" frustrated screams.

Sam takes off Maya's grip and replaces it with another hug, but this time Maya rebels.

"Deliver! No way.." Maya's crying broke the atmosphere of grief in the room.

"Can't he go....!! There's no way my son's gonna leave me, Sam...!!" maya yelled frustratedly in Sam's arms. Her roaring screams blared out of the room, making both Samuel's parents and Siska hear it.

Anita and Siska also cry to hear Maya's cry inside, while Samuel's father Permana can only look down lethargic. Though if you remember again how happy Maya after knowing if she was pregnant. Although her bar-bar behavior is still visible during pregnancy, who would have thought if the accident would befall Maya.

....

Anita who saw it immediately moved to Martha and hugged her, as well as Siska.

"How are you doing, Tant?" martha asked the two of them after Anita let go of her embrace.

The two middle-aged women were silent and did not answer, but the painful sound of Maya's screams could be heard in Martha's ears.

Martha was about to step inside but Harris held her back.

"Not now, baby." Harris said, knowing that Samuel was not in their midst. Of course the man was calming Maya down inside, so Harris held off Martha to give Samuel and Maya time together.

"But I'm worried about Maya..."

"Wait until Samuel comes out" Harris replied, wiping a trail of tears from his wife's cheeks.

"Love them time" he continued.

Martha sobbed again, while Harris hugged and rubbed Martha's back to calm down. It feels like there is a connection between Martha and Maya, although the story of their friendship began with the enmity of seizing the same man, Samuel. But over time the friendship between the two just intertwined. Whether it starts from nowhere but the two girls are both comfortable with each other.

Martha's crying never stopped as if she knew what Maya felt at this time, especially she was also pregnant. And Martha knew that a mother's greatest fear was the departure of the baby from her arms.

Harris gently kissed Martha's head. "Don't cry, we're like our babies" she said, stroking Martha's belly gently.

....

A few minutes passed, Maya's scream was no longer heard. Likewise with Martha who now looks calm in the arms of Harris.

The sound of the door squeaking was heard, making all the pairs of eyes that were there turned towards Samuel who had just come out of the hospital room.

Martha spontaneously withdrew and approached Samuel. "How are things, Sam?" ask Martha to worry.

"Maya is still in shock. The news of her miscarriage left Maya in shock."

Anita and Siska also feel the sadness of Maya, especially Martha. The girl could feel what Maya was feeling right now.

"Can I come in?"

Sam nodded slowly. "Come on Tha, who knows she could have been more calm to meet you."

...

Martha entered the room. On top of the safe, Maya looks curled up behind her staring at the window.

Martha approached Maya, the girl was also hit hard to see her best friend and partner had a miscarriage.

Even though they have made plans to both look for the right name and shop together for the needs of both births.

Even Maya had teased, if their child would be born and the opposite sex, they would match him.

But God wants something else.

"May.." call Martha. Maya then turned her head and at once her tears flowed back uncompromisingly.

"Tha... I lost my son. and it's my fault Tha.." Maya cried bitterly.

"Don't say May, you're not wrong and it's all God's destiny, May."

"I wish I hadn't come out that afternoon. I killed my own son." cried Maya.

"You're not a killer, May. It was an accident and it was the wrong person to hit you." Martha grabbed Maya's little shoulder and hugged her tightly, trying to give her peace.

"You are patient. Be assured of God's will. He will not give more trials than the ability of His own people" Martha said again.

"Why did God take my son? She doesn't love me. hicks.... God doesn't love me....!!!" maya screamed as she continued to cry. His hands he stomped rough on the mattress Brankar, so he did not care about the infusion stuck in his veins.

"Hustt... Maya..you're calm yeah, don't talk like that." Martha approached to grab Maya's weakly lying shoulders, trying to calm her best friend down.

"Maybe this happened because God loves you. And God wants him to be the bridge for his parents to heaven."

Tears still continued to flow falling on both of Maya's cheeks, her body squeezing. He can only lie down while crying for his future baby. The loss of the child she bore was God's toughest ordeal.

Slowly the two Maya blinds closed in, with streams of tears constantly barging out at both corners of her eyes. The more tightly his net closed, hoping that if he woke up later, the news of this miscarriage was just a nightmare that tomorrow if he woke up would only be a sleeping flower.

to be continue...