Nackal Duda
Tara Anggraini

Tara Anggraini

My life is actually complete. I already have a home, even though I'm still in installments. I have a car, although it's still old. And most importantly, I have a husband who loves me with all his heart.

I don't know what demons rule me until I think my marriage feels bland and needs variety. Maybe because I'm used to being a career woman. Get used to seeing and getting along with the outside world.

Before marrying Agas, I was an employee at one of the companies with a fairly qualified position. In fact, I can buy my own car in Agas' showroom.

That was the first time we met. I was fascinated with the handsome face of Agas and fell in love at first sight. Just like me, Agas also fell in love at first sight with me.

After our car sale transaction, Agas suddenly invited me to have coffee at a coffee shop near his showroom. Honestly, at that time I could not resist the charm that Agas gave.

I feel that Agas is a perfect man. Handsome, Agas has a well-established job, and a guy who I think is very gentle.

The first thing I remember about Agas was when He opened the store door for me. Trivial thing, but in this day and age manners for a man has begun to diminish.

Agas offered me a drink he recommended. A drink suitable for girls, who prefer the sweet taste than the bitter taste of coffee. It became a plus for Agas in my eyes.

We chatted with each other even though we had just gotten to know. Our conversation was quite exciting and connected. I can laugh freely and I can be the real me.

From the chat, he asked for my phone number. Of course I give, who the hell can resist the handsome charm of Agas? After her admirable attitude today, it was only natural that I would also get to know her more closely.

We also started to get familiar. Agas likes to send messages that contain humor that makes me laugh.

He often asks me how I am, has he eaten or not? Where am I again? Then small concerns such as do not forget to eat, do not sleep too late, do not mostly overtime and much more...

That makes me feel that Agas is a man who makes all women think: oh this is the man that all women on this earth want.

Our relationship is progressing as well. Agas picked me up at my workplace.

I was a bit suspicious at first, why showroom owners like him actually even have a car that is not up to date. The car is like the output above 5 years ago, but no problem, after all the physical already represents everything.

I'm blind to the charm that Agas has. I'm in love with him and I want to be with him. Agas also, it does not need time for us to linger in the approach process. I like it and Agas likes it too. We were dating too.

When dating, Agas is more attentive to me. He picked me up and gave me flowers on special days. Giving chocolate, surprise birthday cakes and gifts that are not expensive but have value in my eyes.

My love for Agas made me start to get greedy, I wanted Agas to be mine. I want our relationship to be more serious than just dating.

At that time Agas just started his new business. The sales are not so much, but I don't care. I want to go with Agas and I want our relationship to rise to a more serious level.

I introduced Agas first to my parents, Agas finally did the same. He introduced me to both of his parents. He even told his parents that he wanted to have a serious relationship with me.

Both of Agas' parents agreed, because they thought I was a good and ideal son-in-law. I have an established job and come from a fairly well-established family. Like, seeds, bebet and my weight are appropriate for the criteria of the Agas family.

We were a very happy married couple, Agas took out all his savings for the DP of the house we were going to live in. He bought a house despite having to pay for 15 years. No problem, I can help him.

Then our home started to shake the storm. Agas wanted me to stop working and become a housewife. I initially refused. It's a pity with the career I've achieved so far.

We also started to get involved in small fights. How Agas wanted me to be home while I couldn't because I loved my job so much.

Our quarrel intensified as we went to the family's quarters, I began to be asked when I was pregnant?

We have just been married 2 months, have many asked if I have filled it or not? Is that worth it? I don't think so!

Agas also began to be influenced by the words of his family. He reasoned, because I was busy working so I found it difficult to have children. Eventually, I gave up the job I loved and became a full-time housewife.

Agas was very happy because I obeyed his orders. It turns out that our problem did not get there, Agas showroom experienced a decline in sales.

The stock of goods sold in the showroom began to decrease, and to capitalize on it again, Agas has no money at this time. Want to apply for a loan at the Bank, the process is difficult and not as easy as I thought.

I donated my car to his showroom. The sale proceeds I gave to Agas to be used as capital. Although not large, good for income.

Apparently Agas thought that he had to refund the sale of my car. He worked even harder to get it back.

That was when our house grew cold. Agas was busy working day and night, and left me in a lonely house.

I used to work in the office, started to feel that my life was boring. Just cleaning the house and cooking and entertainment I just TV. Really bored.

I could have asked Agas for a walk in the mall, shopping, snacks, eat this but I didn't. I know Agas' current position no longer has any money. I can't add to the burden on his mind anymore. He may not come home because he is busy.

Looks like God wants to test my household with an even bigger storm. At that time I was introduced to Agas' friend Damar.

Damar is sturdy and has a pretty handsome face even though it is still handsome Agas anyway. The advantage of Damar is that he is the son of a rich man. His request was always obeyed by his mother.

Damar was assigned by his Mammya to study working in companies starting from a low level first. He cannot be found out if he is the owner of the company.

So, every day Damar came to our house to leave his motorbike and wait for the car office invitation to come. Damar routinely does. He worked hard as well.

When Agas went to work, Damar and I were both at home. While waiting for the pickup car to come, Damar likes to invite me to chat.

Damar used to come when Agas had left for work. He was a great friend and I started to get along with him.

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