
"Gas, would you like to eat first before going to the workshop? I'm hungry and I haven't had breakfast yet!" bring Tara.
"No. I had breakfast at home." I refused.
"Judah I eat, how? You don't pity me if I'll catch up?" persuade Tara.
"Drink medicine let me not maag! Why also invite people's husbands to eat together?" Dance started again insinuating Tara. I glanced at him at a glance, seeing his face harden withstanding emotions.
"Why is that why? I don't eat, not check in at the hotel! No problem dong?!" sahut Tara's.
"It's a problem, Ma'am. Om Agas has become the husband of people, do not want to eat. Nebeng his car should be grateful. This is not even knowing yourself!" wow Dance is getting spicy.
"If the man's husband wants to eat, what? Applause can not be one hand only, should two hands together can only be heard the sound. Don't blame the dong! The one invited, if you want to be equally wrong!" reply Tara.
"The person who was invited didn't want to! It's too aggressive to be a person!"
Tara started to get emotional, "You want Gas, eat with me?!"
It's not the first time they're like this. Dance can fight Tara decisively. But this time he needs my help.
"I told you, Ra. I have eaten! Tari cook for breakfast. The cooking dance is delicious. Mama and Papa were overjoyed once." I rubbed the hair of Tari lovingly, as a form of pride in my efforts.
"Om, Mama wants to teach dance to sambal pecel. Mama said that she likes the most sambal pecel homemade. Dance told to stock later if Om wants to eat live melairin. Let's eat a lot of vegetables!" Dance told me a story like we were alone in the car and forgot about Tara.
"Well, you started conspiring with Mama! You want to make me eat a lot of vegetables, this daughter-in-law and in-law! Okay, I'll eat. Be healthy!"
"That's dong! His name is Om Imam Soleh and Smart!"
"Oh so my nickname is getting longer huh?" I smiled at the name that changed again.
"Yes. All along my love is the same Om!"
"That's dreadful! Who is teaching? Learn from YouTube too?"
"No! From the Korean drama. There is a lot of science about love. I think this is!" Dance crossed thumbs and index fingers to form a heart symbol.
"What?" ask me not to know.
"Saranghaeyo, Oppa!"
I couldn't help but laugh at her adorable behavior! I pinched his cheek with a pinch.
"Most of the movies are like this!"
"Ih Om! It is a symbol of love! Om also try his hand like a gini!" He also taught me. I occasionally glanced while still focusing on driving.
"Lookin?"
"Well yes! Kayak. Oh, about pinter!"
"If it's pinter, give me a gift dong!" godaku's.
"Please don't be a tacky person! Alay really have to do this scene in front of others! Like again a charade! Do you guys usually play kayak gini?" sindir Tara's. I forgot about Tara Loh!
"Sorry, I forgot that there's still you, Ra. We both are like gini. Yeah, sometimes alay and sometimes like people playing. The truth is we are what this is. Sorry for seeing such a tacky sight!" answer me with a ketus.
"That's right, Ma'am! We both if we're tacky it's like this. Norak. Tomorrow if the car is in the workshop, ma'am take a taxi! His brother told him to stay all the way, must be calm mama's life!" Dance answered. Makes Tara even more upset.
I stopped the car in front of the Dance course. He hutted the car door for her and he saluted me. I saw Tari get inside and just get back in the car.
I was surprised when Tara had moved to sit in front. "Why did you move?"
"This was supposed to be my place from the beginning. I'll let the kid occupy it for a while before I take this place again!" tara answered confidently.
Turn on my car engine and leave the Dance course. "Don't you think everything you want you can get easily. You who have given up your position, do not expect you will get what you have released again!"
"I'm not just hoping, but I'm trying. Gas, my divorce process won't take long. I have evidence that can make the process easy and quick. After I get divorced, we can start our household again. I'm sure you still love me. Me too, Gas. I love you so much!"
Hearing Tara's words made me laugh. "Ha.ha... Love you say? Not wrong? When I cheated on Damar, you said you loved him so much. Forgot already? I think it was my concussion! Why are you having problems with his brain?"
"I used to think Damar was my dream man. I have everything I want in Damar. Handsome and rich kid. But I was wrong. My in-laws just showed me off in front of their friends because I was beautiful and educated. Then when I wasn't pregnant, she even likened me to a maid. Asking me to come to his show just to get me to serve food. I was told to hide, the more meaningless I was,"
"Then Damar began to change. He started being rude to me. She forced me to do so just so I could conceive her child. My mother-in-law kept pushing me so I could get pregnant. Does everyone think I'm just a child-printing machine?" Tara spoke while crying tears. He took out a tissue and wiped away his increasingly flowing tears.
I want to say that all of this is a consequence! Reply for betraying the trust and sincere love that I have been giving. But I was just silent.
I heard the words of Tari, if Om replied to them what is the difference between Om and them?
I'm different. I don't want to add any more wounds to Tara's heart.
"You never ask me why I cheated?" ask Tara suddenly.
"For what? Isn't it obvious because I'm weak in bed? You like what satisfies you, right? What else am I asking?" I said cynically.
Tara shook her head. "That's just the reason I'm because you're busy working and too tired to make love to me. If you're off, I'm satisfied with your game."
What does it mean Tara said that to me? Want to praise me after I was humiliated?
"If it was Damar, his mother and Damar who forced me to have children as soon as possible. You never forced me, Mama you didn't force me even though I was hopeful. My father's extended family forced me."
I was also tempted to ask. "That's why you cheated? To quickly have a child even though the child of another man?"
Tara shook her head. "Not that. Because you were never there to protect me from the cruelty of my family's tongue. You always hide behind the word busy. You don't know how I've suffered all this time. All you do is be busy working and working. Do you know every time they insinuate me, I'm getting lower?"
I'm speechless. I let Tara keep talking.
"The room that was beside me. Comforting me from those who insult me. Accompanying me to face my difficulties. You don't exist. Then I started handing myself over to Damar. I blame all our divorces on you! Yes, if only you were by my side when I was suffering. But apparently not. Many times I confided, but you even overslept because you were tired of working. That's why I left my family when I married Damar. I want to start a new life. But unfortunately, I was in the same hole."
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