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Stay at the Cafe

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When I arrived at the cafe, my tears were dry. I thought I could cry with satisfaction in the cafe, but I didn't. Lately I have become like I am not myself.

Sometimes I become someone who is sensitive, irritable, crybaby, stubborn and sometimes even like today, sad heart but can not cry. Where did the stock of tears that had been so abundant in front of Abi?

Is it because there is a part of my stomach in Abi? Does this kid demand attention from his ashes? Hence, every time my emotional nature tends to change.

I actually want to sleep. My body feels tired all day. But my eyes feel dry. I want to fall asleep but I can't. What should I do then?

In this cafe there is indeed a TV, but, lazy to watch TV shows. Nothing interesting. I went out of the room and chose to cook in the kitchen, instead of thinking about it and not sleeping better when I spent my time preparing for tomorrow's meal.

I also began to bruise the chicken that will be used as chicken katsu Nori seasoning. I also made soy sauce chicken for the rice filling team. I think I still want to do something else. I also practiced making brownies. One of the materials in the course taught by Pak Adi.

I've determined that brownies will be a mandatory menu in the cafe that I have. Because it is too busy, this mandatory menu I nomorduakan. Now, I'll make it a dish for tomorrow.

I also made brownies as much as 2 panes size 30 x 30 cm. A lot of money, I know. If not, I will make cake in jar.

The plan, cake in jar I will sell Monday so that there is a variety of menus so that my cafe is not boring. Chicken katsu is done, the chicken soy sauce is done and the brownies are ripe. I saw a clock on the wall. 3 A.m., and I haven't slept at all.

I decided to pray tahajud first, praying that there was the best way out of every problem I faced. The completion of the drowsiness prayer never came. All right, just keep going until morning when I'm gonna fall asleep.

I also decided to make a cake tape. This menu is a lot of people like. When my cake is ripe, it coincides with the morning prayer. I took ablution and prayed to God. I ask that my household always be protected from all kinds of temptations and slander that befall us.

"Oh Allah, I love Abi very much. I love Abi so much. I know, Abi is the woman's dream man because of his excellent nature. Abi is the father of the child I bear today. Can I be greedy this time, God? May I ask for happiness for myself and my son this time? Can't I be happy? Can't I feel the beauty of a household? Abi loves me now. He was very kind to me and he wanted this child. However, why did you give us a try when we were enjoying the beauty of the household? O Allah. Give the best way out of all our problems. If Abi is indeed the father of the child conceived by Vira, strengthen the heart of Your servant O Allah. Give the strength to the servant to sincerely accept all the destiny you make to the servant. However, if Abi is not the biological father of the child in the womb of Vira, I beg you, please open all the truth from any door. Return the happy servant's household, O Allah... Aamiin's."

After praying and pouring all my turmoil on the owner of this world my heart became a little calmer and began to sincerely accept that I was being tested at this time. Instead of doing nothing, I put the cakes I made into a plastic bag and arranged them in a display case.

I tidied up the trash I had cleaned up and threw it away. I opened the cafe door and saw that the sun was starting to shine on the universe. I walked towards the trash can at the back but my steps came to a halt as I exited the cafe.

I found Abi's car parked in front of the cafe. Wait, don't tell me that Abi hasn't come home all night? Don't tell me Abi slept in the car all night? Astaghfirullah!

After taking out the trash, I went up to Abi and knocked on his car window. Abi who was asleep felt surprised and woke up when he saw me standing next to his car.

"Can't you come home last night? Didn't Abi just say that I just didn't?!" I flocked Abi who had just woken up with a question.

"Hoam... It's noon, huh? Geez! What time is it? I have not prayed!" Abi closed the car door and entered the cafe. He ignored all the words I said.

Patience Dance... Patience... Let Abi carry out his duties first and interrogate him.

While waiting for Abi to pray, I made a cup of ginger milk and served it with brownies and sponge cake tape that I made. I waited until Abi came and sat in front of me.

"No brownies? Didn't you do this yesterday? Wasn't yesterday all the food in the storefront gone? When did you do this?" Abi then touched my face and must have seen the dark circles under my eyes because I hadn't slept all night.

"You also promised that I would keep you and your child in your womb. Butwhat? You're not sleeping either, are you? At least I slept in the car. But you? You don't even care about your health!"

Now his angry position changed. I should have been the one who was angry, eh Abi was the one who changed angry. Be the one who should apologize because my mistake turned out to be heavier than the mistake of sleeping in the car all night!

"I can't sleep, than I can just shut myself up there's no better activity I'm making a menu for today" I replied honestly.

"Everynight? You work all day and you still work all night? What the hell are you doing? You are pregnant again! You can't be tired! This is you are instead forcing your energy and ignoring the health of your fetus, your health as well!" Abi also lectured me at length.

"It's what makes me so calm to go home. I'm afraid at the cafe there's a thief or you're scared all night being here alone or what's the cake! That's why I didn't go home. I also slept not too soundly, I put my ears up and opened a little window of my car just so I could hear your screams. So worried about me but you're not here to worry about yourself?"

I bow my head. This time I was wrong. But I can't sleep, how else dong? A lot of work and I can't sleep, why don't I just do my job?

"I'm sorry, Bi. I planned that after the chef came to bed. I have finished all the work for today. So I'll take a break today and ask not to be disturbed."

"Of course no one will bother you. Whoever annoys you will be my omelette! Already, now you just sleep! What message should I send to the chef? Don't wait until Chef comes!"

Abi Agas's orders cannot be disputed. I can what? I was wrong this time!

"Titip order, the menu for today I put in the freezer. I'll go to sleep first. I'm tipping this cafe."

Abi followed me into the room. "What else is it?"

"I couldn't believe it before I saw you sleeping! Sleep on!"

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