Nackal Duda
If You Could Go Back to the Past

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I could feel a groove of tears dripping from both of Dance's eyes. A combination of happy crying and sad crying.

"I believe God will unite our love again. Be patient!" I said gently, I tried to calm her down and give her some support.

Dance nodded and wiped her tears. "Did you have breakfast first? What do you want to dance for?"

"Later. Let me hold you a little longer!" I said as I buried my face smelling the scent of his fragrant body after taking a bath.

"Don't! Go to bad luck. Take me to the course?" tanya Dance.

"You want to go to a course? Don't get tired all night staying up late and have to course today?" I asked, now I let go of my embrace and turned her body towards me. I noticed that there were no dark circles under his eyes.

"I slept well last night. After Abi came home, I saw that the food stock in the freezer was still there. Mondays are usually not as crowded as weekends. So I decided to go back to sleep and just wake up at dawn. I've had enough sleep and I've been refreshed." she replied honestly.

I noticed her face looked different during pregnancy. It looked so bright and its aura seemed to come out. It looks more beautiful.

I pressed my body and kissed her lips gently. Feeling the sweet taste of sugar that always makes me addicted. I want more. We have not had husband and wife relationship for a few days.

I lifted her up and sat her down on the kitchen set. My lips did not come off and continued to kiss her with excitement.

Dance put her hand around my neck. He returned every kiss. We let each other escape the longing that had been hidden.

Then I heard the sound of the front door of the cafe opening and the laughter of the employees who had arrived. Although I refused to let go of my kiss so as not to be caught by others and took down Dance from the top of the kitchen set.

Our faces both must have been flushed with embarrassment. Unrestrained desire and demanding to be channeled but hit by circumstances. Huft...

"I'll remove the CCTV first. Make me a simple breakfast! I'll take you to the course!" I said to break the tension between the two of us.

"Yes." Yeah."

I then went into the Dance room where the CCTV was installed. This cafe is not too spacious, Dance room as if a versatile room where everything can be stored in it.

This room is neat, of course if there is Dance all must be neat and clean. The child will take care of the things around him.

I turned on the computer and started deleting our videos while in the kitchen. But wait, I'll see ah. I zoom in a bit and see the face of the red-coloured Dance.

Hm... Do I stay at the cafe tonight? Who knows we could....

"Udah, Bi?" ask the Dance that went into the room. I quickly deleted the video. Fortunately, it was not discovered that I even watched our own video.

"Udah. I just deleted it. You're not changing clothes?" my many.

Dance looked at me. "I will do nothing with you. Nowow. But I'll never promise!" godaku while smiling.

Dance take a yellow dress from the closet. I love it when he wears yellow. Looks bright on his skin.

I subconsciously watched Dari as she took off her shirt. His stomach was starting to bulge a little. I smile. There's my son in there. Ah... I want to nengokin!

"Why, Bi? How do you keep seeing me? I'm so embarrassed!" dance Protest.

I smiled, pointing at his stomach. "Udah began to stand out a little. Usually your stomach is flat."

"Ah time anyway?" Dance approached the mirror and looked at her stomach. He didn't realize he wasn't wearing clothes yet.

"You miss my touch, right?" godaku's.

Dance and then let go of my embrace. "We're late. I'll use powder first!"

Dance take the dress and wear it. He then brushed his hair and put on a thin lipstick. I want to finish the lipstick on her lips with the help of my lips.

"Come, Bi! I'll be late!" The dance that had taken her bag pushed my body out of the room. He knew my mind was going in another direction.

Dance with her employees. In the car, he was quieter. He watched the beautiful view outside the window.

"Going back to the course to the Mall first?" take me.

Dari took her eyes off the window and looked at me. "Why not go to the showroom again?"

"Yes, you can arrange that!" my answer.

"I am the one who cannot be arranged. I'm going to stock up on food for the weekend. If I laze around from now on, then our weekend cafe will run out of stock." subtle way to reject my invitation.

"Just for a second. We ate at the mall, not muter-muter. Or eat meatballs on the side of the road. The important quality time both." invite me not to break up.

"Quality timenya if Abi's problem has been finished, yes." decline Tari.

"Why? I will definitely solve my problem, you calm down!" I said confidently.

"I can't calm down. Abi's getting further away from me. Abi could have divorced me and married Vira, if he had been proven to have impregnated Vira. I don't want to get my hopes up. I want certainty in our relationship. Don't be disappointed in the end."

"Why are you talking about that anyway? I will not divorce you! From the beginning I had absolutely no intention of divorcing you! Not in love with you yet I don't want to divorce you, especially now. I love you and will fight for our home. I'd rather go to jail than marry Vira!"

Dance looked at me sharply. Tears began to fall from his eyes. But his gaze was filled with anger. "Is this what men are responsible for? Because you don't want to marry better in prison?"

"Well, not so, honey. That would be an example. If. Suppose that. I'm praying the boy's not my son."

"Not most of the adultery! If asked to take responsibility even confused yourself!" reply Dance with ketus.

"That's the past. If I could repeat the past, I would look for you and marry you without a second thought. Then I will invite you to live out of town, so that you never meet with Vira and Adi, your course teacher. I want to open a new page with you!" I took out a piece of tissue and cleaned the tears on Dance's face.

"If I could repeat the past, I would go far. I chose not to know Abi." replied Tari bitterly.

"What the hell is that?!" my protest.

"For I don't like Abi. Because I know, marrying Abi means being willing to accept fate if there is a woman who holds Abi accountable in the end."

I was washing my lips. "I'm sorry, honey. I won't have any more fun out there. You still doubt me!"

Dari did not answer and looked back out the window. "Although I go back in time, even though I went away, though I dodged fate I was convinced that Abi was the only man I loved. So, even if I stay away I will definitely come back. So, Abi solve Abi's problem so I can go back."

I stopped my car in front of the seat.

"I'm a course first, assalamualaikum!" pamit Tari while kissing my hand.

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