Nackal Duda
I'm Grateful

Tara's. With a pretentious attitude he came to us who were chatting with a smile.

"You don't talk to me, Gas? We are neighbors! If there is an event, take dong! Moreover, there are children here! I would also like to join you guys." Tara said with his cue.

"Eh there's Tara?!" greet Riko. "healthy, Tar?" tanyanya.

"Health, Ko. How y'all? Who's here? New gebetan?" answer Tara.

"I'm the same Sony. If Bastian has started to follow Agas. Loyal to one woman." said Riko.

"Ah time anyway?" Tara glanced at me. I ignore his existence. Dance is sensitive, if I respond later can be angry again like this morning.

"Which room, Ra?" sony asked, but he already knew that Damar had not returned home and often spent time at the club while talking.

"Either?! I don't care!" Tara then looked for an empty seat and sat down without permission. He is a little person and does not care about it. I used to like his indifference, but now for me it is disrespectful.

"Gue saw Damar at the club, Ra. Bumpy. Do you not refuse?" sindir Bastian's.

"You need cake, you want to make cake. I don't care. I have filed a lawsuit. I want that cerein guy!" tara answered lightly.

My heart feels very emotional. Was I that low in Tara's eyes? If He treats Damar like that, it is not impossible that He also used to treat me like that.

I feel like I'm in her eyes so worthless? Only Damar that He got with many sacrifices was treated as such. Especially me first?

At once I felt very pleased with what He was doing. A lovingly built household He easily releases only for the sake of his inner satisfaction.

Don't you think Tara never loved me all this time? I'm just an obsession he's had to achieve all along. When He got me, He was satisfied and he got bored and he just threw it away. Now that he has Damar, he is not comfortable and he threw it away too. Finally He felt that I was better than Damar, and now I am the one He is chasing again.

Where's his conscience?

"Gue grab some food first!" I stood up and left Tara. I feel sick of being around him.

I went to the kitchen too. Dari is preparing a snack assisted by Mbak Inah that I paid overtime today.

"To dong's snack, dear!" I said while hugging the waist Dance from behind.

Dance looked at me in wonder. "Tumben Om calls Dance a darling!" insinuations. "Again acting? Who's front?"

These few days, Dance has gotten so bold that she talks to me.

"No. I love you the same. From now on I'll call you baby!" I said while peeping his cheek.

Mother who saw felt clumsy. "I'll take the food ahead first yes, Neng!"

"Oh yes, Ma'am!" said Tari is not happy.

Dance then hit my hand that was coiled around her waist. "Have you finished not acting yet?"

"Gee! I don't act out!" I answered without letting go of my embrace.

"Who's up ahead? Sister Tara?" guess it.

I nodded without saying anything.

"Suddenly spoiled patties like this! Would you like to see Tara's sister if we were a romantic couple?" insinuations.

Dance this bike because it was me who had been hurting her so much. I used to treat her kindly just for the sake of seeing Tara. Now when I do it really He doesn't believe.

"I'm not acting. I really want to hug you!" answer me honestly.

"Why? So tumben!"

Dancing silent. I could hear his heartbeat. I kissed his shoulder and sipped the fragrance of his body which made me opiate.

"I love you! I am grateful to have you as my wife! The more I get near Tara, the more I'm grateful for my decision to marry you. I'm sorry that I hurt you so much. I'll learn to remove little by little the wounds I've made."

Then I felt tears falling down my hands. Dance crying.

I let go of my arms and turned her body so we could look at each other. I wiped the tears on his face. "Don't cry. I just want to see you smile and be happy. Don't waste any more tears on brengs*k men like me."

Dance then hugged me and gently rubbed her hair. "Later we hug again huh. Now many guests!"

I don't want my friends teasing us with hugs. Can be long business. Can be fed all night. Riko and Sony won't waste my chance. If Bastian is indeed my soulmate will definitely defend me all out.

Dance nodded. "Want to dance in front?"

Dari thinks I need her help facing Tara. I'm shaking. "Don't. It only adds to your heartache. I'm in front! Not good with the others. You believe me, right?"

Dance nodded without hesitation. "Dance to believe the same Om!"

I smile. I know He let me fly free, because Tari knows I'll just come back to him and I won't let down the trust he's given me.

"I'm taking this snack forward, right?" I pointed at a plate full of his homemade cake.

"Bring this pitcher of ice too, Om. Let's have a chat over ice. Later the glass Tari bawain forward!" Dari gave a teapot that he had made his concoction drink.

"Are you really okay if you see him?"

Dance nodded confidently. "Dance has Om. No one's afraid of Dance anymore."

I smiled and ruffled her hair lovingly. "I'm ahead!"

I brought him snacks and ice. My arrival was greeted by another boisterous.

"For a long time, Gas! It's the chicken!" Riko.

"Yes! Why did you first go to the same dance in Dalem? Main lo ya?!" chirps Sony.

"Talk to dance for a minute. Your brain is gone! Where here replace me who burned the fish!" I said replace the place Riko occupied.

"Yes, here! You are the host. Lo who entertained us dong!" Riko stood up and I instead sat in his place, flipping through the fish that was being burned. No need to be fanned because there is already a fan. Just simple to make.

I know Tara's been staring at me. I ignore his existence. I didn't invite him to come.

"Eh there's Dance! Nyariin Agas huh?" sony teased when he saw Dance coming.

"No, Mas. I want to drink a glass. Om Agas took it hard." Dance gave me a glass. I watched Tara continue to look at him with a dislike look.

"Call him still Om! No call, honey?" ledek Riko's.

I'm not gonna let Tari answer. Let me just. "Tari dari mamun Om it is a call dear. Make me look young. If you call Beb, Honey, Love is normal. Calling Om is more friendly. Is that right, sweetheart?" I smiled and held his hand.

"Withow! Show teroos! Make people envious of terooos!" riko Syndir.

"Eat he has a girlfriend! Marry! I'm following the Agas trail! Don't be so stubborn!" sahut Bastian while pinning the heads of Riko and Sony alternately, as a result they ended up playing prank.

I laughed when I saw them coming back to each other. Dance also smiles. Only one person looked at us without a smile. Yes, that person is Tara.

I glanced and saw Tara looking down, no longer staring at the envy of my affection. Never mind, we're over. I realized, why does He still hope?

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