Nackal Duda
Nightmare

Utari

Maybe because I'm tired...

Maybe because of the gentle pats on my back that made me comfortable to take me to sleep...

It all made me sleepy and in the end I fell into a deep sleep...

I want to forget all the problems. Forgetting all the hate for the cruel fate of my life...

When I close my eyes, I want to see a beautiful place. A place full of flowers. A place where the air feels fresh. I could even breathe as much air as possible to fill my lungs.

Dream realized. I was in a flower garden. My surroundings are full of blooming flowers.

Where is my HP? I want to take pictures of myself with these flowers. I checked the clothes I was wearing, a dress without a single bag. Well... I didn't bring HP. All right, I'm just enjoying this beautiful view with my eyes tel*nj*ng.

"Mommy!" a little boy's voice called me. I turned around too.

A beautiful girl of lush stature ran towards me. Her face is beautiful but her face line is very similar to Abi. My reflex opened my hands, welcoming her arrival with a warm embrace.

"Mommy!" He called.

Oh... So this is my son.

"Who are you? Where's Abi?" my many.

The boy pointed towards the back. I was a bit glared at it because the sunlight was bouncing towards me. I raise my hand blocking the blinding sunlight.

I saw Abi walking closer. Abi is not alone. He walked while holding the hand of a handsome boy.

The boy was also holding someone next to him. A female.... Wait, isn't that Vira?

Degs....

So it was Abi and Vira's son?

I held back my tears that were about to drip. I hid it from my son who kept looking at me.

"I'm with Abi, Umi and sister. Look at Mommy, Umi's pretty, right? My sister's funny too, right?"

Degs....

My son calls Vira Umi?

Nah! That can't be!

"You can't call her Umi! He's not your Umi! Mama you're just Mommy!" I said while blocking my son's hand and forcing him to obey my orders.

"I don't want to be with Mommy! Evil mommy! I want to be with Umi! Uwaa... Umi.." The boy cried constantly. He struggled and kept on wanting to leave.

As hard as I held back, he finally managed to escape from my check. "Wait on! Don't stay with Mommy! Waitaminute! Wait!" my yelling.

I saw my son now holding hands with Abi and Vira.

"Please... Please don't take my son! Help me!" I asked while crying.

"Don't take my son! Don't take my son!"

I ran after them but they got further and further away. "Don't! Yep! Don't take my son!"

Then I opened my eyes. My breath is still roaring. Sweat as big as a grain of corn soaked my face.

This where?

I tried to remember where I was and realized that I was in my room in the cafe.

I tried to sit down and resist the dizziness that suddenly hit me. How long have I been asleep this time?

I took my HP which was on a small table beside the bed. This bed is just a small bed. In accordance with the size of the room that is not too large.

2 O'clock in the afternoon. Whoa... I just want my dreams to be weird. I have been asleep for too long apparently!

Belly sounds. Ask to fill it up apparently. I decided to pray dzuhur first new to the kitchen to eat.

Just as I folded my mukena, Abi came with a tray full of lunch with chocolate milk for me.

"You're awake? I brought you lunch!" Abi put the tray on the carpet.

"Why don't you wake me up early? I slept too long" I said, sitting down and drinking warm chocolate milk.

I then take the rice and the fried capcay made by the chef. It must be Abi who asked to be made. There's my chicken katsu on top, too.

I ate fried capcay. Hm... So yummy! Why does this vegetable taste so fresh on my tongue?

"I didn't wake you up on purpose. Let you sleep enough. The plan is I want to wake you up so as not to miss the prayer dzuhur alone eh you already woke up first." Abi saw me eating voraciously. "Slow down just eat it! If less, I'll ask you to do it again!"

I really enjoyed my meal this time. I hungry. I forgot when I last ate. Yesterday afternoon or afternoon? I don't know!

"Where is the cafe?" my many.

"A lot! Your chicken katsu menu is selling well. You are so smart! I am proud of you!" Abi ruffled my hair lovingly.

"Later home tonight! Don't stay in the car anymore! In addition to the danger will also make your body ache!" I said while finishing my capcay.

"I can stay here too? L'm... Can't sleep if there's no you!" i'm Abi.

"No need! Just sleep at home. Get used to it! I can do it!" I answered coldly.

I remembered my dream. If Abi is going to take responsibility for Vira, I will keep my son by my side. I'm not gonna let my son be taken!

"Why are we so? We should have faced this problem together. Not just avoiding each other like we do right now!"

"Yes, Abi just solve Abi's problem with Vira. This is your problem. Whatever the outcome, I will accept it with sincerity!" I said to hide my true heart.

Where is there a man who sincerely loses the person he loves and gives it up for the devil in the guise of his best friend? There's none! So was I! I won't, but what can I do?

"What results? I'm pretty sure I didn't impregnate him! Why can't you trust me? I can see which women are good, which ones are just for fun. Vira, it used to be just for me to have fun! I'll be careful, I don't want to get in trouble for impregnating a woman like that!"

I put a spoon over an empty capcay bowl. The rice brought to me is still intact, katsu chicken is still a lot. I haven't eaten at all. I've lost my appetite.

"In fact, Abi has a problem right now, right? Does Abi know who Vira is? Who are Vira's parents? What can both parents do?"

Abi frowned. "I don't know, I just forgot when I made love to her! One thing is for sure, I don't care who the parents are! I'm sure that I'm not the father of the baby he contains!"

Abi is looking at me fixedly. His eyes shone with suspicion. "You know Vira very well. I get suspicious, what's your relationship with Vira?"

"Nothing! Just know her!" my lies.

Abi looked at me more and more, looking for the truth in the look in my eyes. "Did he bully you back in school?" guess Abi.

Is.deg...deg...

My heart is too fast.

Abi could guess. That's grand!

"Really?" Abi repeated the question because I didn't answer it either.

"No!" I answered while throwing my eyes away.

"Don't lie! I can see you covering it up. I can see the fear in your eyes! Is he the one who ruined your life?"

I was silent and did not dare to answer again.

"I won't let him ruin your life again!"

Abi then left and left me alone in the room.

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