Nackal Duda
Resignation

Dance back to being a jolly girl as usual. Prepare a meal for me and repeat the course lessons with lots of practice at home.

One day, two days until finally a week no news from Mama. The spirit of Dance began to slacken. The hope that was originally owned now feels just empty wishful thinking.

His smile began to diminish. His eyes began to show sadness. I feel what He feels.

"Want me to call Mama?" I asked because I couldn't bear to see him constantly grieving like that.

"No, Om. Maybe from the beginning Dance should not be too hopeful! Dance should just accept the fate of Dance's life."

"Hush! Don't so. Don't be discouraged! Mama won't break a promise, believe me!" I said encourage.

"Thank you Om, it's been comforting me." then Dance seemed to remember something. "Om, wasn't that time Om Agas' friends wanted to play here?"

"My friends? Bastian and the genk?"

"Yes. Inget not our time at the discotheque, they said they want to play. It seems that they haven't played yet!"

"yes too. I just forgot. Oh yeah, I remember. At that time they were canceled because there was an event. Then I was in an accident and they didn't tell me when to come back" I replied.

"Weekend this is it, Om! A delicious Masakkin Dance. Barbeque can be too."

Good idea too. "Can. Try me chatting them in the group."

I also contacted my friends. They also agreed with my request. We all celebrated our wedding, even though we were married for almost two months.

"The kids agree. Saturday they're here tomorrow. What do you want to do? I'll accompany you shopping."

"Most grilled chicken, grilled fish then various seafood. Let you barbeque here rather than hanging out on discotheques!" insinuations.

I smiled, I ruffled her hair lovingly. "That could be so bad! Today I'm taking you to a course. I'll go home and get it!"

"Aren't you going to the showroom?" tanya Dance.

"To showroom. Just for a minute and pick you up. I want to take you somewhere!"

"Where?" tanya Dance with sparkling eyes.

"There is! Let's get ready!"

"Good, Boss!"

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I drove Tari to the course and then went to the showroom for a while. When I got to the room, Cici knocked on my door.

"Why Ci?" ask me while checking the documents from the finance section.

Cici handed me an envelope. "Cici wants to submit a letter of resignation!"

"Are you graduating from college?" ask me while still checking the documents that I have been checking since.

"Have you got a new job?" ask again.

Cici shook her head again. "Not yet."

I closed the file I was checking and looked at it fixedly. "Lantas, why are you resigning? Do you have a lot of money until you don't want to work anymore?"

"It's not because of that, Om." Cici seemed to be arranging the words, until then He said again. "For what Cici remains here if Om Agas no longer need Cici anymore?"

"Just because of that? Then where are you going? What about your college? Done yet?" I strafed Cici with many questions at once.

Cici shook her head again. "I think Cici will go back to Cici's hometown and will not finish college again."

I snorted as bad as hell. A mocking smile was on my face. "The reason you quit your job and didn't finish college is really childish. You only attach importance to your emotions for a moment and you have disappointed many people. Have you ever thought, if all this time your two parents put a lot of hope in you? Have you ever thought, they want to see you become a very proud child? Are you ready to see the disappointed faces of your parents?" Cici was silent not answering my question at all.

I just continue my talk which is already spicy like this satanic sauce. "You're a student, but why is your mindset actually losing to children who do not have education at all? Just because you're heartbroken, you're disappointed and then you forget everything you've accomplished so hard! How cowardly you are to be a person! I have no pity on you for saying such cruel words. I feel more sorry for both of your parents who have put a lot of hope in the same baby. Just because of me, are you giving up all your ideals?"

"Hey, I'm not worthy of you! Your life can still be successful. You can still meet other guys better. Why should it be with me? Don't tell me why because of love?! It's not love, it's Obsession!"

Spicy right?

Cici was already crying tears now hearing my cruel-sounding words. Trust me, I say it like this for his own good.

"You know why I never fucked you?" ask again.

Sobbing, Cici replied "No." with her voice choked.

"You know, any girl close to me will end up in bed? Only you are not. That's because I know that you're a good woman. I don't want to ruin you. Circumstances that make you reckless to do things that are not your own will. I, though not a good man, do not want to take a chance in narrowness. Yes honestly if offered service yes I would like. But to ruin you, I will resolutely refuse."

The chirps are getting more tears.

"Your future is long. Don't sacrifice the happiness and hope of your parents just for the sake of a br*male like me! I believe you will find a good man who will love you with all his heart."

Cici wiped away the tears that never stopped flowing from her two eyelids.

"Keep working until you can finish your studies with your hard work. Make your parents proud of the daughter they care about. The problems between us, they let it be the past. Open your heart to other men. If you look around you, there must be good men who will love you wholeheartedly and are determined to make you happy."

I stood up and took some tissue. I wiped the tears on his face. "I'm sorry. Sorry for hurting your heart all this time. You're a good girl. I sincerely pray that you find a man who loves you sincerely. I look forward to seeing a photo of your graduation with both of your parents smiling with pride. You want to do that?"

Cici nodded, her tears even more. "Thank you, Om. Cici is happy to know Om Agas. Cici also hopes that the Om Agas and Tari household will be blessed."

"Aamiin." I accept his sincere prayer. "Work, work until the money comes to you. No need to chase money anymore. I believe you will succeed. Even if I can't love you, I'll consider you my friend. You were right, you were the one who accompanied me when I was lonely. I'm so grateful to you. Therefore, I want you to succeed. I don't want to ruin you. Promise me that you will live right from now on. Let our past be a memory. You want?"

Cici nodded. "Om is good. Maafin Cici who always forced Om to love Cici. Cici will continue to work and present Cici's college graduation with Om!"

I smiled hearing his determination. "That's dong! The spirit!"

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