Not the Surrogate Mother
Kenzo's Regret

"It's just a misunderstanding. Sorry to disturb Kailani's calm." Kalvin pulled Keysa's hand harder. His eyes looked at the woman who was still his wife sharply and intimidatingly. "Go home, Key, or I don't hesitate to embarrass you more than you've done now" Kalvin said.

With a clear footstroke hinting at his frustration, Keysa was forced to obey Calvin's will. However, before it actually passed from the room, the woman had time to say, "I mark your face seductress, someday if we meet again. I'll make the calculations with you."

Kenzo immediately shut the door of Kailani's room as soon as the uninvited guest had actually passed from there. With a breath so heavy, the man approached Kailani who looked down with tears.

"What's up, Kai. Who is that man really? Share your burden with me. I believe what the woman said must not be true." Slowly Kenzo sat his butt on the empty side of the gurney where Kailani was.

Instead of answering, Kailani's cries became more and more. Tired of his soul this time. As strong as he keeps the heart to stay strong, of course the heart has its own patience limits. And wounds, always have a way to shed one's tears without needing to talk.

"Cry, Kai, don't get arrested. Shed all your tears until you feel like there are no more tears left." Kenzo is back to support Kailani. Although he does not know exactly what kind of burden is being borne by his ex-wife, but Kenzo is sure, if until like this Kailani crying-obviously the thing that happened is not a simple thing.

"I'll wait until you're ready to tell me. Please don't be stubborn this time. You can no longer lie by saying everything is fine. The fall of your tears is proof of your inability to hold your wounds." Kenzo picked up some tissue for Kailani.

Slowly, the woman began to catch her breath. To reduce crying and also tightness that squeezes in the chest. "I'm pregnant, Ken," she said on the sidelines of sobs that were still occasionally heard.

"Pregnant? With that guy?" Despite his shock, Kenzo tried to remain calm and non-judgmental.

Kailani shook her head slowly. "No. I am not pregnant because of husband and wife. But I'm ...." Kailani told her plainly about her deal with Karina. Including his ignorance if it turns out that Kailandra is the husband of Karina.

"Why are you doing this big thing, Kai? Even if the man is not Kailandra, still you should not do it. If you have financial problems, you still have me" Kenzo said. The man until massaging the base of his nose because it is not out of thought with the way of Kailani's mind.

"It's not a matter of money, Ken. It's a matter of return that we can never pay for. Even with all the treasure we have."

"Reply to what else, Kai? After you let go of your happiness with Kailandra for the promise of service to your mama? Now what else?" Kenzo held back the intonation of his voice that began to rise.

Kailani's gaze looked glared far ahead. Closing his eyes, he began to tell stories. The memory of the woman immediately returned to the events of a few years ago. When the age of the womb still reaches the number 32 weeks.

Tears that flowed between enduring pain and sadness mingled syahdu with rainwater. Not to mention the fresh blood that poured between the thigh gap, did not dampen the slightest determination of Kailani to survive in order to get to the goal.

"We need to be strong. Mother will do anything for you, son. Mother only has you." Throughout Kailani's steps, that's what continues to be voiced quietly to provide reinforcement.

Until a car stops and offers Kailani help. The driver of the car helped Kailani to take care of the emergency delivery process carried out. Kailani, who only has money no more than ten million rupiah, is clearly facing new difficulties. The cost of the surgery at the hospital was twice the value of the money he had.

The problem does not stop there, when the operation process has been done and the beautiful princess Kailani can be expelled. The baby apparently experienced some complications in his internal organs. Of course, it requires a team of doctors to immediately perform medical actions that make Kailani must pay a deposit amount first.

The rider who was deliberately waiting to make sure the woman he helped was no problem, knock his heart to help. Not only the deposit, in the end she was the one who paid the entire cost of giving birth and the care of Kailani and her baby.

"I'm sorry, Kai... Sorry." Kenzo's voice that was raucous because it held back tears, awakening daydreams accompanied by a story that Kailani conveyed with a trembling voice.

"Keiko was in the hospital for two weeks. I don't charge a bit. The one who helped me back then was Karina. It's not about how much she spent on Keiko's birth. But time, power, and speed in making the decisions he did. If there wasn't any Karina, maybe I'd be dead on the street with a big belly." Kailani came back crying.

Kenzo shed his body on the floor, the man crying as he pleased. Condemn his stupidity and cruelty to Kailani at that time. "I'm sorry, Kai. What can I do now? Tell Kai, don't take it all on your own. I should be in charge. Not you!" Kenzo looks very emotional. The man's eyes were reddened and very wet with a ringing of clear hair.

"It's all happened, Ken. Want to be regretted, want us to cry until our eyes are blind even once, the situation will not return to how it was. I still believe, there is no rain that does not subside. There is no heat that cannot be replaced by the cold of twilight. God still borrows my shoulders to convince Himself, that the happiness that HE will give-doesn't make me forget myself."

Kenzo could not speak anymore. Ashamed, angry and disappointed in yourself. That's how he feels right now. Because of his selfishness and excessive jealousy, to leave Kailani who was pregnant just like that. Even with cruelty he always makes Kailani fired from her job. And he himself?

"I have one request for you, Ken. I think this is the best now" said Kailani with a heavy sigh.

"What Kai? Whatever I do, Kai. Give me a chance to atone for my sins."