
Beyond Kailani's expectations, Kailandra actually closed his eyes. Either it's just pretend or it's real sleep. To be sure, Kailandra did not show any reaction again even though Kailani hugged herself like a bolster. Until dawn, Kailandra was still asleep. Unlike usual, where the man always asks for an additional bonus before taking a mandatory bath.
Kailani began to have a dilemma. Because, he had already given permission to Kalvin to pick up after morning prayers. However, looking at Kailandra's current attitude, it clearly gave a tremendous amount of concern in his mind.
"Yanda .. It's dawn." Kailani carefully touched the shoulder of Kailandra. Not getting an answer, the woman also brought her lips closer to the ear of the husband. "Yanda, pray, yuk!" whispered.
Kailandra just a little wiggling. But the man's eyes were still perfectly closed. It's out of the ordinary. Before, let alone Kailani touch and whisper like now, Kailani went down first from the bed even Kailandra was awake.
Kailani decided to take a shower and get ready first. After that, while waiting for the dawn prayer time to arrive, he sent a message to Kalvin. Despite loving her job so much, leaving home in a state of disagreement with her husband - she certainly can't.
"Yanda ... already adzan loh. Let's pray! I'm not going to Bandung." Kailani is approaching Kailandra. Sitting on the side of the empty bed next to the man, she gave a slight shudder to her husband's hip.
The real Kailandra had woken up before Kailani got out of bed, choosing to remain silent. Although in his heart he was smiling triumphantly, but Kailandra still wanted to keep his prestige in front of his wife. Do not let Kailani assume he was indifferent from last night just because he did not agree with the plan of Kailani's departure with Kalvin to Bandung. Moreover, Kailandra is still not satisfied with Kailani's answer about the drug hidden and taken secretly by the woman who has given birth to three children for him.
Kailani, who felt her attempt to wake up Kailandra had not been fruitful, opted out of the room to seek reinforcements. He was sure, Keiko could definitely make Kailandra wake up very easily and quickly. Not that she did not know her husband was actually awake, but Kailani chose to follow the husband's game. Enough to be a lesson for him, when it has been hit by jealousy-just keep the dominant childish nature of Kailandra appeared.
Kailani's guess is so precise. Just as Keiko got on the bed and took out a single word, Kailandra immediately opened her eyeballs and took a sitting position. Even she had thrown such a sweet smile at Keiko. However, once he saw Kailani re-enter the room, Kailandra pretended to put on a sleepy and lazy face.
"Kei, tell me dad took a bath. The mosque has adzan. Later we will pray late at dawn. Yanda if the bath likes a long time," Kailani told Keiko. Though Kailandra certainly can also hear clearly his words.
"Kei, please tell mommy, dad's taking a shower this time isn't long." Before stepping foot into the bathroom, Kailandra placed his tail glancing at Kailani who was looking at him in annoyance. "Basic women. He's the one who's wrong, he's the one who starts, he's the one who's going to be angry. Look at it later" said Kailandra in his heart.
"Huftttt .. the fathers made Kei dizzy," the boy continued as he descended back from the bed. Then with a manyun lips Keiko immediately left the room.
Kailani soon followed Keiko who certainly headed to musholla where all residents of the house used to pray in congregation. Besides Kailandra, all are already in the place except Kanaka and Kanaya which is not the time to get used to waking up that early. Kailani has its own benchmark - when is the right time to start inviting baby twins to learn to understand worship or religious science.
As soon as Kailandra comes. The morning prayers were immediately followed. Not until thirty minutes, the obligation of the morning before sunrise was over. Some immediately started their work routine, some returned to the room first, and some immediately asked to make food because they were hungry before breakfast time arrived. Who else if not Keiko.
Suspecting Kailani is making food for Keiko, Kailandra rushes back to his room. The man immediately took the medicine hidden in the wife's CD drawer. Using his high-tech flat objects, Kailandra immediately found out about the drug from the application of the encroachers. Not until a matter of seconds five fingers, a selection of articles appeared containing information about the drug he was looking for.
More than four Kailandra articles read to convince themselves that the information they are looking for is not wrong. However, even with different explanations, it remains the core described for the use, dosage and how to take the drug the same. Kailandra breathed so heavily. His jaw felt more stiff. His eyes were reddened and teary-faced with anger, disappointment and also sadness.
"What do you mean you lied to me, Kai? If you don't want to have any more children from me you can talk nice. Why should I lie? Did I ever force you to have children? No, right? I really want you to get pregnant again. But I also never chased after you constantly to have another one immediately. Why, Kai?" Kailandra threw the medicine packaging along with its contents towards the door.
Kailani who was still very surprised by what happened, could only fall silent. His hands were a little trembling. It is no longer possible for him to cover up what is the reason for taking pregnancy prevention drugs on the husband. But to be honest, he was afraid that he would even make Kailandra think no-no to him.
"I'm talking to you, Kai!" The tone of Kailandra's speech is a little higher. If the call has already switched to a name, it means Kailandra's anger is mounting. Throughout the marriage, only this time did Kailani find her husband so angry with her.
"I'm sorry. As Yanda said. I'm still entitled to my own body, aren't I? For now, I don't want to get pregnant. I want to focus on the kids and us. Honestly, I feel we also need more time together to fully recover our feelings of love. Sorry, Yanda. I was traumatized by pregnancy. Because in every pregnancy, big things come with complexity. I'm afraid, when I get pregnant later, Yanda leaves me either with a reason or any path as the trigger."
Kailandra scooped his face violently. A clear thread did not feel dripping on his cheek. He wanted to be angry, his disappointment was also incredible. However, seeing such a deep sadness in Kailani's eyes, she felt guilty instead. He shouldn't have to bother about this, there were already three children they had. And again, all the flavors that imprint on Kailani, obviously there is most interference. The humiliation and the curse was not fully healed. Kailani may have made amazing love to him, but the problem of the child, obviously a much different thing.
"I'm sorry, Bun'ay. I'm sorry that I've always been reckless and angry." Kailandra held Kailani's body into his arms. "Sorry I forgot myself. I'm sorry I'm too high to put my hopes in a heart that I still need to heal."
"I'm the one who's sorry, Yanda. I was just a hypocrite-enjoyed and so happy to make love, but in fact there were still wounds left. This is as low as I am, soaring and harboring heartache in the same person." Kailani says it with a trembling voice holding back the cry.
"No, Bun'ay! Don't say that. I understand, really. Our time is long. I have a lifetime to try my best to make Bun'ay's heartache completely disappear." Kailandra peeped at Kailani's forehead at the end of her sentence.
Kailani smiled faintly. Actually he didn't want to say what and the truth. But seeing the anger of Kailandra, he felt it would be even more sinful if it covered up all the longer.
"Bun, may I ask you something?" kailandra asked carefully and answered a nod of his head slowly by Kailani.
"So all this time, if Bun'ay made love to me, Bun'ay just pretended to enjoy it? Is it just a liability?" Kailandra was more careful when asking.
"It was originally due to obligation. But it's a lie that I don't really enjoy it. I am still a normal woman. It takes touch and also comfort. Remember, Yanda I'm an ordinary woman. Where women can hold love, hate, anger and also disappointed in the same heart. We are forgiving creatures, but hard to forget. When making love I forget, not infrequently afterwards I even remember how you used to treat me."
Kailani's soft but clear-cut voice meant that she drew warm smiles at both ends of her lips. "I'll make you forget my harsh words. At all times, only words and sweetness will I give. You're gonna be queen here, Bund."
Kailani squeezed Kailandra's nose with anxiety. "Namexo ... Nausea-inducing words, Nda. I'm not an abege who can be as flattered as that seduction. It doesn't work."
"Then, don't try seduction. Just like this." Kailandra immediately sipped on Kailani's lips impatiently. The wife's offer, wasted last night, must be paid for this morning.