Not the Surrogate Mother
Asking to be together again

"Ma ... Why does my mom live here? Kailani can handle children alone. Kekeyi is here too." Kailandra tried to make her mother change her mind.

"Mamma believes it completely. But as a woman who has no partner, obviously she also has to make a living for herself. If he works or has a busy life, it's impossible for the kids at home to be with Kekeyi." Love with a tone of voice that still seems haughty to express his opinion.

Kailani forced a slight smile of hers. Not wanting to prolong the ongoing debate, she chose to come in with Kekeyi to sleep Kanaka who was still slumbering held by her babysitter. Kasih followed Kailani's footsteps behind her.

"Although small, here it is convenient. I can still accept this situation," said Kasih. Still trying to get a response from Kailani.

"If you really want to stay here, go ahead. I don't mind at all. But I don't want any new rules. About the twins, as long as they are in this house, all let me follow my rules" said Kailani.

"As far as you are." Love put Kanaya to bed in the baby box carefully.

Kailandra took a deep breath. Already understand the nature of Love, making it even more unsettled. Not nothing, women who have given birth and raised him include a figure who often forced desires on others. Indeed, Kailandra is increasingly worried that his relationship with Kailani will deteriorate even after this.

"Why are you still here? Not work?" tanya Kasih once saw Kailandra daydreaming while leaning on the door frame of the baby twins and Kailani room.

Kailandra does not seem to hear Love's question. The man was still swept away in his own thinking. Until Kasih approached and patted his arm, Kailandra only realized that someone was inviting him to talk.

"Want to be taken home?" tanya Kailandra looked a little stuttered as she said that.

"Just go home. Mama wants to stay here. You should go home there. It's time for work. Kanaka and Kanaya are safe with us. Don't look for excuses to stay here" expel Kasih.

Kailani simply shook her head softly while taking a slightly heavy breath. The calm seems far away to be achieved. The journey curve still has to be passed either by half running or walking slowly. Again, it's not just about him. It's not just about Keiko. Kanaka and Kanaya are also present.

"Kai, can I talk to you for a second?" Kailandra ventured to say this in front of Kasih.

"Speaking just talk, why ask permission," ketus Kasih.

"It's just the two of you, Ma" said Kailandra. The voice and the look on his face both show a real annoyance to the mother.

Kailani and Kailandra came out of the room. As Kasih said, the two decided to speak on the porch of the house with a sitting position next to each other with a wide enough distance. Kailani looked so calm. His gaze was flat towards Kailandra which actually seemed wrong to be stared at like that.

"Are we still going to talk about Keiko?" Kailani chose to start the conversation immediately.

"No, Kai. Keiko's problem, we close the book until Kei has time to know the truth. There are more important things to do than talk about the past. We raised Keiko together. The kids should have got the best."

Kailandra returned Kailani's sharp gaze. The look in the man's eyes implied a hope. They are stuck in a bitter past. It's time to shape the future and put aside all the egos that exist for the common good. There is no need to go backwards to find out who is right and wrong. Circumstances will not turn around just because everyone involved in it is compactly lamenting the past.

"Kai, give me some time to sort out my problem with Karina. After that, let's live together again. It's not just for the kids, Kai. Without them even once, how much love I have, you know" Kailandra said.

Kailani pulled the tip of her lips so cynically. After the events that have passed. The words of Kailandra sound too simple. As if everything can be built and repaired easily.

"We can be good parents for kids, Kai. We can bring a whole family to them. It's all up to you" insisted Kailandra.

Again Kailani just replied with a cynical smile. After what he went through, obviously having a life partner is no longer a priority for the woman. There are a lot of things he has to do first. Problems of the heart and life are again spoiled because of the presence of children.

"Kai, please. We fix things together. You and I both had a hand in this mistake. There would be no event today, if we put the word if this and if so in the past. If loving me again is very difficult, at least accept the fact that I am the father of three children that you gave birth to. I'm not forcing you to answer now. Just think about it." Thailand stood up. Realizing Kailani may indeed be unprepared for her request to return too soon.

"I'm sober, Kai. As a man, I don't deserve to be with you. I've scratched the deep wound in your heart. But I promise. I will never fail to be a father to our children. I'll make sure of that. If being with me to you is an impossibility, I accept." Kailandra left Kailani alone. He walked to his car to go to the office.

The love that had been stealing from behind the wall beside the main door immediately appeared in front of Kailani who had not yet moved from her seat. The female over middle-aged was sitting beside Kailani exactly without distance.

"The biggest mistake of my life was to pursue pleasure on my own without thinking about what the impact would be for Kailandra. All things I do as I please. The heartache and disappointment in his father Kailandra, I vent in crazy ways. At that time I didn't care. In the end, I lost Thailand for years. It was only then that I realized, as a mother, that every step should be well thought out badly. But it's all too late. Kailandra is already ruined."

Kailani looked at Kasih's eyes that looked teary. I don't know where the arrogance that has always been displayed in front of Kailani.

"This is what I fear. With all the injuries we have contributed so far, can you accept Kailandra back? It won't, will it?" tanya Kasih's. His voice and gaze both implied helplessness.