Not the Surrogate Mother
Kailandra is still in mourning

After hearing Kailani's words, Kailandra decided to leave the burial ground. Along the way, the man remained silent. His face continued to look up with his eyes closed. Kailani again chose to ignore. No more desire to say a word or two as an encouragement or solace for Kailandra.

As soon as the car entered the yard, Kailandra opened his eyeballs. "Take the kids home, Kai. Pity them if they can't calm down here. You must be tired too."

Kailani just nodded slowly. Although in his heart he did not have the heart to leave Kailandra alone, but returning to his own home was better. The existence of himself and the children in the midst of the sadness of Kailandra, may make the man not freely vent his emotions. Kailani can understand, it is very impossible for Kailandra to cry and scream freely if there are children especially Keiko.

"Don't break up praying, yeah. Only prayers are expected by Bu Kasih now" Kailani said shortly after the two got off the car driven by a Kailandra driver.

"I trust the kids to you, Kai. Make them obedient and devoted children of you. Don't let them grow up like me" Kailandra sped up after saying that. Far away left Kailani still stunned by Kailandra's unusual speech.

The atmosphere of the house is still so crowded. Petaziah came to one another and wanted to say condolences directly to Kailandra, ranging from relations to employees. Although his face was clearly showing tiredness, sadness and unwillingness to speak, Kailandra still tried to greet those who came.

Waiting for the right gap to say goodbye, Kailani also asked the babysitter to get ready first. Keiko herself from earlier was still sitting quietly beside Kenzo noticing the unusual bustle for him.

"Kei, farewell to Oppa, yuk! We're home!" take Kailani while reaching out to lead Keiko.

"Why don't we stay here, Bun? Kan Oma Kasih died, Oppa must be sad. Oppa was crying." Keiko with a lazy movement welcomed Kailani's hand. Although still not even eight years old, Keiko is quite smart and sensitive in understanding the situation.

Kailani stopped her steps. The woman slightly bent her body to equalize her face with Keiko's face. An equally gentle smile and gaze was aimed at the princess.

"Oppa is sad, Kei. We go home doesn't mean we don't care about Oppa. There are times when a sad person needs time to be alone. We just pray that Oppa can get through his grief."

Keiko returned Kailani's gaze with her teary brown eyes, Kailandra's sadness apparently contagious to Keiko. The little girl suddenly hugged Kailani so tightly. "Mother never leave Keiko. Mother must not leave Keiko as Oma Kasih left Oppa."

Kailani returned Keiko's embrace tighter. Without feeling, clear lips also wet his cheeks. It was too early to explain the death case in detail to Keiko. Kailani chose not to answer with words. The woman kissed her eldest daughter's forehead while saying prayers and hopes in her heart for Keiko's happiness in the future.

"You want to go home?" kailandra asked in a really raucous voice because the man had not slept all night.

Kailandra smiled faintly at Kailani's long words. "Thank you, Kai. Take care of the kids."

Kenzo who had been there also felt an incredible newness. Although all this time his relationship with Kailandra can be said to be not well-established, but he can also feel how broken the man's heart is now. From the eyes of Kailandra alone, Kenzo can capture the message of regret and sadness that is implied there.

After the return of Kailani, Kenzo and his children. Thailand leaves its guests. He was silent in the mother's room. His face was bowed staring at the frame he was holding. A frame containing a picture of him in his childhood with his mother.

"Why did you go this way? There's still a lot to talk about, ma. Mama wants Kai to have a whole family, right? Kai is still working on it. Why did you leave before Kai could make it happen? Kai knows actually mama is just afraid Kai is disappointed again because Kailani rejected. Mama wrong... Kai had already prepared Kai's heart for it. Kai knows himself, ma." The man continued to shed his complaints.

The grief that Kailandra felt seemed to be too deep. Second by second through it with the rest of the kink that there is. It is quite difficult for Kailandra to rise. But he also did not give up completely. One month after the death of Kasih, Kailandra became a very different person than before. Every time he comes to Kailani's house to see Keiko and the baby twins, he avoids talking or just stares at Kailani.

Kailandra has avoided meeting with Kailani as much as possible. However, such meetings are often inevitable. In fact, Kailandra has visited at a time where Kailani is thought to still be in daycare as well as early childhood education schools that are now actively running. In fact, Kailandra and Kailani can still be met with various coincidences.

Like this time, Kailandra who is already at the door of Kailani's house must be disappointed. Only Katami met him. Kanaya's babysitter said all residents were in daycare because there was a tasyakuran event. Having already bought Keiko's favorite food, Kailandra decided to follow to the place.

"Vin?" saya at once asked Kailandra on the figure who was standing next to the door of the room held tasyakuran with a position like a person who was stalking something.

"Eh, Kai," replied the figure who was none other than that Calvin. With a stuttering voice and a misbehaved facial expression.

"Why don't you come in, Vin? Do you still keep your promise not to see Kailani?" search Thailand with a low tone of voice.

"Of course I still keep my promise, Kai." Kalvin answered while stepping away from the door. He did not want his presence to be known to Kailani.

"Can we talk to you for a second, Vin?" ask Kailandra.

"Not here, Kai. Just there." Kalvin agreed by pointing to a room he knew as a meeting room.