
Kailani rubbed her cheeks wet from tears. "Be strong children, for whatever reason you are present in the world, may much love accompany your every pulse."
The figure who noticed Kailani gulped her saliva with great difficulty. The figure that is none other than Kailandra is backtracking his steps. The cries of two tiny babies that from yesterday only sounded soft and short. This time, so loud and long.
Kailani tried to turn her own wheelchair. But the former incision surgery is certainly still wet, limiting its ability. While the nurse who had helped Kailani, had come back because there was another job.
Kailandra does not not know the difficulties experienced by Kailani. However, he hesitated to help. Really, his mood is mixed right now. Question marks about Karina, the worrisome condition of the baby twins, and now finds Kailani talking to her baby with affection. Even if not misheard, the only woman who was able to make him heartbroken, had said the word "mother" when talking to his daughter's son earlier.
"Bang Kai's...." Kailani looked very surprised by the appearance of Kailandra.
"What are you here for?" Kailandra asked curtly to cover up her heartbreak.
"I heard that Bang Kai's son was also born prematurely. I just want to see them."
"Make what? What interestyou? Why should my children call you mother?" As usual, Kailandra always put forward his emotions.
Kailani smiled smirkingly while taking a deep breath. "They don't have to call me that. If you don't like it, you can even have them call me whatever you think you deserve. You've become a father, Bang. Learn to control your emotions. In the condition of children like this, put aside your bad thoughts first. I know Karina can't give ASI. I brought a little for your children. They need that."
For a moment Kailandra fell silent. He did not refute a single sentence Kailani said. The man seemed to be thinking. Not long after, he said, "I don't expect your mercy. I can pay other women to breastfeed children."
"What is your heart made of, Bang? Do you think everything can be done and bought with money? I remind you that if you forget, money is not always you hold. You ever fall and lose everything, is your money now, can give you happiness? No need to answer. Because you feel it yourself." Kailani cast a sharp glare at Kailandra. Although his eyes were glazed over and his voice was also slightly trembling. He won't be flustered this time.
"One more thing, Bang. Do you think it's easy to find an breast milk donor? How much will you appreciate the source of life for your children? Howmany? If your money alone can't make your wife give her own breast milk, how much can you pay someone else? Please, Bang, stop judging everything with money."
At the same time, the door of the room opened, followed by the appearance of a nurse and also Kalvin. The tense talks between Kailani and Kailandra stopped immediately.
"It's over, Kai? I'm sorry I took my cell phone charge in the car." Kalvin approaches Kailani.
"Already," Kailani answered briefly.
Kailani and Kalvin left Kailandra without saying goodbye. The baby twins cry is still heard. The nurse who entered with Kalvin pressed the nurse call button to ask for help from another colleague.
"Let's give this ASI dedek a little. We just use the spoon. Who knows ketelen," said the nurse earlier to his friend who came as fast as lightning.
"Alhamdulillah they can cry fast, yes. Why not from yesterday, his mother came here. The inner contact of mother and child is amazing. Especially at the beginning of a birth like this. Months of being in the womb, then suddenly being in a world that is not as warm as the mother's womb, of course the baby will feel anxiety. We cannot use common sense. In essence, under these circumstances, the role of the mother is the most important."
Kailandra finally decided to return to Karina's nursery. The man was trying to quell the disappointment that now plagued his mind. Hearing the nurse talk, made her assessment of Karina's speed as a mother even worse.
"Hows it? Can you give ASI?" Kailandra immediately threw the question as he closed the door.
"where can. Said the midwife, there is something strange about Karina's condition. The midwife suggested USG Mammae," said Kasih in a pretty slender tone.
Kailandra scrunched his forehead, he did not understand what his mother meant. USG Mammae is one type of ultrasound that is specifically done to check the condition of the breasts and detect disorders and various forms of abnormalities in the breasts.
"It's done?" ask Kailandra.
"Of course not yet. Karina says tomorrow. He was wringing his stomach like it was being squeezed. After taking the medicine, your wife went straight to sleep." Kasih glanced cynically towards Karina whose eyes were pretending to be closed.
Kailandra widens its pace close to Karina's gurney. With a vexation that could no longer be held back, the man patted Karina on the shoulder a little hard.
"Kar, you may sleep. Aren't you thinking about the condition of the two children you just gave birth to?" The sound of Kailandra blaring filled the room. Thanks to the shock of seeing the unusual anger of Kailandra.
Karina opened her eyes with a stuttering condition, the woman clearly could not hide her surprise at what Kailandra had just done.
"Kai, what else? Stomach hurts. Can't I just take a break?" karen tried to act like normal. This time his feelings were really bad.
"Sleep for a moment? Wake up, Kar. don't sleep on. After giving birth even you continue to be on this sickly bed. How can you say as if you lack rest? Aren't you thinking of seeing baby twins?"
"Kai, my condition is still not able to walk far and I can't stand if I have to stand for a long time" Karina said.
"Who told you to walk, Kar? You can use a wheelchair. I just met a woman who also just had a cesarean section, Kar. She was able to get to the baby room despite being wheel chair-pushed. But you what? You're acting normal and looking healthy when you're lying here. But why is it for your children's business to be instantly weak and in pain?" kailandra.
The slightest love does not want to break up the debate between the child and his daughter-in-law. What Kailandra says is true. The attitude Karina showed, clearly did not show the attitude of a true mother.
"Every woman's condition is different, Kai. Don't compare. Your words make me hurt. I just gave birth to your son. Supposedly, your treatment is not like this to me. Don't treat me well, just thank me no." Karina still dared to chimed in the words of Kailandra.
"Tell me what you've done so I should thank you, Kar? Say it!"