Not the Surrogate Mother
I don't want to talk about the past anymore

Kailandra swallowed his own saliva with great difficulty. The man's head was clearly bowed. Let alone returning Kailani's gaze, just straightening her neck she was unable to. So many words that had crossed his mind. However, not a word can be said by Kailandra. It felt, sorry alone was not enough to replace all the accusations, treatment and spicy words that he had given to Kailani.

"If you come here just to stand up. I'd better get in. I still need time to rest" Kailani said, turning around to close the door.

"Attep, Kai. Give me some time." Kailandra held the door leaf so that it would not close.

"my time is precious, Bang. Can't even be bought with your money." Although Kailani's tone was quite slow. But what was said from his lips, as if a slap in itself for Kailandra.

"I already know why you left me, Kai," said Kailandra, finally with great difficulty.

Kailani smiled cynically. "Continue?"

"You shouldn't have done it, Kai. If this is the end, I'd better live a mediocre life. Losing company and luxury, I don't care at all. Do you think that by sacrificing yourself, I can be happy? You're wrong big time. Even though the company and the condition of my mother had improved, I chose to leave, right? Because I can't afford to see you with anyone else." Kailor is getting a little emotional. His tone rose, his eyeballs and face slowly revealed a tinge of red. Not an expression of anger, but disappointment from within him.

Again Kailani smiled cynically. "Because you only think about your feelings and yourself. What about Mama Brother? What about the fate of hundreds of dependent employees living in the company? What about the late Papa Abang scandal? Maybe you can start life from scratch, but what about Mama Kasih? Only two possibilities will you face at that time, Mama Kasih ended up in a mental hospital or committed suicide."

Kailandra leaned his back against the wall on the right side of the door frame, the man bumped the back of his head against the wall in a slow motion while closing his eyes. The glimpses of the bitter events of a few years ago re-emerge clearly. Kailani was right, Kasih who had felt the coldness of the prisoner floor, had attempted suicide because it was not strong with all the problems that befell his family at that time.

"I love you too much, Kai. You who chose to leave without giving me a reason, obviously made me very disappointed. Only now did I realize, my judgment was apparently wrong" said Kailandra with his head bowed.

"Too in love? Is it true that love can make people this hateful and vengeful? As I know, love should be able to dampen any emotion. True love does not leave hatred in the heart. Love cannot see the lack of its partner. Even when logic forces us to do it."

Kailandra slowly opened his eyeballs. Only dare to glance at Kailani at a glance, then the man chose to lower his face back.

"Well, why do we waste time just talking about the past. No one wants to walk backwards. Life is moving forward. What will happen to us later, we both do not know. Every decision we make, there must be a risk that must be borne by each." Kailani again turned around to step inside.

Either got a boost of courage from where, Kailandra rushed to hold Kailani's hand. "I know everything, Kai. Not just about why you left me. But I also know, you're the biological mother of baby twins. They're our kids, Kai. Our children."

Kailani brushed Kailandra's hand from his. "What if I'm their biological mother? Regret ever forbid my milk from flowing in their body? Or do you want to make it clear that I don't deserve to be their mother?"

Kailani's words again managed to make the guts of Kailandra increasingly shrivel. Even the apology that has been wanted to be thrown, back stuck in the esophagus. One simple word that is appropriate to be said sincerely when the self has done wrong-it turns out as difficult as this is thrown. Too much heartache he gave, so maybe the word is not enough to represent regret.

"I assume our past affairs are done, Bang. No need to say sorry. Because I know exactly, you're not the kind of person to say sorry easily. And I don't need an apology from you either. What I did in the past was my choice. I took the risk and I went it alone. Take it easy, all the insults and insults Brother I've taken as a compliment." A moment after saying so, Kailani immediately locked the door of her house tightly. A clear thread drenched the woman's cheeks as she rubbed her eyeballs.

"Mother, Kei forgot, tomorrow there is the task of bringing ornamental plants placed in small pots." Keiko suddenly appeared and approached Kailani who of course immediately wiped her wet cheek.

"Kei pick ahead, yeah. Keep bringing it in, later on the lap first let it clean fit in tomorrow."

"okay, Bund. But Kei laper," said Keiko as she stroked her puffed stomach.

"Key grab the plant. Mommy makes cereal milk first. Kei's gonna eat a burger, eat his rice later, okay?" Kailani shook her head while smiling.

Keiko could not let her mouth stop moving for long. In a moment, the hungry whimper came back if it did not divert its focus on other things.

At the time Keiko opened the door, Kailandra who had not yet moved from there immediately turned to look at the adorable figure who had attracted her attention.

"Om why don't you come in?" asked Keiko innocently.

Kailandra smiled thinly while crouching to equalize his height with Keiko. "What's your name?"

"Keiko... Om who?" Keiko extended her right hand in a friendly manner.

Kailandra welcomes Keiko's hand. The man held his hand with the densely packed fingers for longer in his grasp.

"What class is it now? What age?" kailandra asked ignoring Keiko's question asking who she was. Faced with Keiko, as if seeing herself with a different version.

"Om hasn't answered Keiko's question. Answer first, dong" said Keiko while throwing a probing gaze at the figure of Kailandra. The little girl's red lips went forward a few inches until it looked so adorable.

"Hey, can you yet?" Kailani appeared in slow steps while carrying a bowl of cereal for Keiko. The woman did not expect that Kailandra would still be there.

"Ah, yes ... Kei take it first." Keiko ran over a row of ornamental plants that surrounded the front yard of Kailani's house.

"Kai, is Kenzo really divorcing you because of your unnatural gestational age?" investigate Kailandra while re-establishing his body position.