Not the Surrogate Mother
Thai Dewa

The bones that supported Kailandra's body fell out instantly as soon as he heard the continuation of the nurse's speech. His head kept shaking strongly. "It's wrong, isn't it, sus? Mama can't possibly leave me alone?"

Thailand has lost control. Both of the men's hands clasped the nurse's arms. He kept repeating his disbelief at the news of his mother's death. Kailani tried to lower her hand from the sister's arm.

"Bang, Istighfar, Bang." Kailani says it with a slightly high volume and intonation for Kailandra to hear.

"Kai, mama can't possibly die, right?" Kailandra turned to grab Kailani's arm.

"Azhuu, Bang. Calm yourself Brother. Let's look in the room, shall we?" Kailani lowered her voice. Gently gazing at the figure in front of him that really looked extremely struck.

Kailandra finally nodded. Slowly he moved his hand. Now his right hand is holding tightly to Kailani's left hand. The fear was so great he felt. Kailani did not refuse, in a situation like now, she should have put aside the remaining heartache for a moment.

The two then followed the nurse's steps towards the room where Kasih was. Upon entering the room, their sense of sight could immediately see clearly the lifeless figure lying on top of the gurney.

Neither Kailani nor Kailandra should approach to recognize it more clearly. Because, the face of the figure can be said to be very destroyed. Even the left cheek of her skin peels. The nose occasionally still bleeds.

Kailani insists on staying close. He felt Kailandra's hand grip tighter. Kailani did not feel any tears, but was already disappointed, hurt and anger that he had longed for a truly almost intangible figure in front of him.

"No way." Kailandra tries to deny the reality that is clearly visible in front of his eyes. The figure of the mother who was arguing and loudly berating him, now in a state that he did not imagine.

"Azhuu, Bang. Istighfar," lirih Kailani with a quivering voice.

Slowly Kailandra removed his hand from Kailani's hand. He approached the body of Love that was not too stiff and turned blue due to the blood that was still flowing from the woman's nostrils and ears.

"Bang, I'm not asking you to be strong or patient. But Bu Kasih deserves to get the best now. Brother must bathe, sholatkan Bu Kasih." Kailani said it very carefully.

Kailandra stared fixedly at the face of Love that was destroyed 40 percent. Tears without sobs and sounds continued to pour profusely from his eyes. Kailani took a deep breath. Just want to strengthen himself. Indeed, at this time, he remembered instead the kindness that Love had given him while still with Kailandra.

"We take care of Bu Kasih together, Bang. Don't let your tears fall and drip on Mama Brother." Kailani wiped Kailandra's tears with her hands.

Kailandra straightened his body back while returning Kailani's sad gaze. "I'm sorry, Kai. Forgive me," she said.

"I've forgiven Ms. Love, Bang. Now we take care of the body of Bu Kasih first, yes. I'm with."

After bathing, memorizing and sholling the body of the mother, Kailandra seemed calmer. Despite choosing not to speak a word, at least the man was able to control the tears and groans of regret that had previously been overflowing. The man continued to stand beside the corpse of Love that had been put into the chest.

"The kids have been picked up by Kenzo. Where would you like to be buried? Is there anything I should call to tell you about this?" kailani asked after positioning herself parallel to Kailandra.

Kailandra handed his phone to Kailani. With a soft voice the man mentioned the password of his phone which turned out to be still the same as before, namely the date of birth of Kailani.

"Call my secretary, let him report to the relationship. Let's just keep Mom at home for a minute. After that we just buried it in the same cemetery with papa. Mama's been preparing her burial ground right next to papa's grave." The voice of Kailandra sounded soft and raspy.

Without answering, Kailani retreated four steps. Stay away a little to contact the person referred by Kailandra. After making sure everything is in order, including the affairs of the children who have been with Kenzo, Kailani and Kailandra also accompanied Kasih's body in the ambulance to leave for Jakarta.

Throughout journey. Kailandra kept his head down and was silent. But his hand was never far from the head of the chest. Kailani himself is holding back pain in his chest due to the production of abundant ASI which should be time to pump. Even the front of the woman's clothes looks wet because of seepage ASI.

Arrive at the residence of Love. The atmosphere seemed crowded even though time had shown early morning. Kailandra immediately greeted petaziah for a while, most of whom were his close relations. As the man searched for Kailani's figure, he did not find in the crowd.

Apparently Kailani went straight inside to meet the housekeeper there, she wanted to borrow a shirt to change her clothes that were completely wet. Before changing clothes, Kailani hitchhiked her breast milk manually in a room that is usually occupied by baby twins.

Kailandra pleaded for a moment on the petaziah he met to change clothes for a while. Because the clothes worn earlier also had been exposed to blood stains Love. While walking up the stairs, Kailandra continues to move his eyeballs to look for the figure of Kailani. He asked the housekeeper who happened to cross down the stairs.

"Auntie saw Kailani, didn't he?" The hoarse voice of Kailandra stopped the footsteps of the housekeeper.

"There's a baby twins room, sir. This is sorry, I am sassy to bring the clothes belonging to Bu Kasih. Because Miss Kailani was going to borrow a shirt for me. Uhm ... It will not feel good if my clothes are worn, sir," explained Kamti-si Kasih household assistant carefully.

"Let me give you the shirt." Kailandra asked for clothes that Kamti brought.

Kailandra then continued to walk towards her room. He took a quick shower and changed his clothes. After that, he went back down to bring a change of clothes for Kailani.

Arriving at the door of the baby twins, Kailandra knocked on the door first. Because he did not get an answer, he also ventured to press the doorknob down to make the object open. Kailani who was removing one of her limbs that became the source of the baby twins life immediately made a quick movement to pull the blanket to cover the chest.

"Sorry, Kai. I don't know. It's your mama's shirt, just put it on." Thailand hastily left the place. The man felt very uneasy and felt guilty towards Kailani.

"Kai," said someone made Kailandra turn his head and was wide in disbelief with the presence of the figure who called his name.