Not the Surrogate Mother

Not the Surrogate Mother
Kailani fell silent


"Sorry, I have to go to the hospital. Karina over dosage," said Kalvin so hurriedly. The man passed by leaving Kailani's house without waiting for a reaction from the others.


Kailani stared at the back of Kalvin who was getting away from him. I was amazed at that figure. Although only a half-brother, Kalvin's responsibility as a brother that Karina has, deserves a thumbs up. No matter what the condition of Karina, there are at least Calvin who never left it.


"I'm the one who accompanied Keiko, you guys continue this conversation without me" Kenzo dropped out. In his heart he hoped that Kailandra would delay the actual conversation enough to worry him.


Beyond Kenzo's expectations, Kailandra and Kailani nodded in agreement. Not without reason, Kailani was already very curious about the continuation of the speech Kailandra earlier.


After Kenzo left Kailandra and Kailani alone, the two were briefly seen exchanging views. Then without wasting time Kailandra took the wallet in his back pocket. He opened the object and took out a small photo from there. A photo he accidentally printed yesterday.


"See this!" Kailandra gave the photo to Kailani.


With a slow motion and a little hesitation, Kailani accepted the thing. Then he focused his eyes on the two figures in the photo. In the same frame, but it is quite clear that the time of taking the photo is different.


Kailani increasingly focused her sense of sight. As if looking for the difference between one figure and another figure. The woman slowly shook her head. Desperately trying to brush off the sudden conclusion that came to his mind. However, instead of the thought being over-the-even the stronger the haunting.


"What kind of woman am I? Who is my son's father is not clear like this? Is this the punishment for me for daring to do your prohibition? Is this the path I have to go through to find out this truth? So dirty is I, O Allah," said Kailani in his heart. His eyes closed with his hands that had fallen limp could no longer hold the photo.


Kailandra stood up, approached Kailani and crouched down to take a photo of her falling beside Kailani's feet. The man held on to his position, staring in the shade at Kailani who was still closing her eyes.


"Kai, don't blame yourself. It's too far if we go back just to condemn stupidity. We have both been childish and overly emotional when dealing with things we don't like. What do we get besides hatred and regret? Nothing, is it?"


Kailani remained unmoved. His head is getting lower. He is confused as to how to talk or how to behave at this time. This truth is too painful for a Kailani. Feeling inferior and so cheap, still dominating his mind.


"Kenzo's attitude wasn't wrong. I was the fool for thinking Keiko was his son. Though obviously I also slept with Bang Kai. I was wrong." Kailani spoke to herself again in her heart.


Kailandra dared to touch Kailani's chin. Lifting a little part of the woman's face until the position of Kailani's face back upright. "Open your eyes, Kai. Look reality. Don't look back. The three of us are both victims of feelings and circumstances. Most importantly now, how do we give our children the best."


Kailani slowly opened both of her eyeballs. The shady look of Kailandra was instantly caught clear by him. Kailani's tongue really feels cheesy. It's hard for him now to say. Even if it is just one word. Somehow he has to go head to head with Kenzo and Keiko.


"I want to talk to Kenzo" said Kailani.


Kailandra looked firmly at Kailani. Feeling incomprehensible with the thought of the woman who had unexpectedly given him three children. Why would Kenzo even want Kailani to talk to? Isn't Kailandra actually also the aggrieved party? Not only was she left without a word, but Kailani also made herself seem to be a coward and an irresponsible man for letting Kailani fend for herself while pregnant until she gave birth to Keiko.


"Kai, you don't need to apologize to her. As I said. We are in this situation not on purpose" Kailandra said.


"I know. Never mind, I want to be alone." Kailani went into the house leaving Kailandra, which chose not to obstruct the woman's decision.


Until Keiko fell asleep, Kailani did not come out of her room. Kenzo and Kailandra, who are both sitting in the living room, are waiting patiently. An hour passed, there was no sign of Kailani opening the door of her room.


"You how did he talk? Why did Kailani lock herself up in that room?" search Kenzo.


"I don't talk much, Ken. I just showed you a photo. Kailani can clearly catch my point."


"Kailani's heart must be destroyed. As a mother and a woman, she clearly felt like a failure. Kailani is a very good person. Who is the man who never does anything wrong? It's just that each of us's sinful ways are different" Kenzo murmured.


"Like you who want to start the path of sin by marrying two women" Kailandra said.


"My feelings and Kailani are different, Kai. We married because of my compulsion. And I let it go because of my stupidity, Keira and Kailani are two very different people. Kailani is the woman of my dreams, and Keira doesn't challenge me at all."


Kailandra shook his head while smiling cynically. "Don't underestimate Kailani by Trying to make her the second woman. If he doesn't accept me anymore, I'd rather see him with someone else than you. Just focus on your family, Ken. Be grateful that your life is complete, at least the woman who is your wife is a kind woman who sincerely accepts you as you are."


Kenzo has no intention of chiming in on Kailandra's remarks. The man stood up and contacted someone through his cell phone. Not long after, Kenzo decided to go home. The same thing is done by Thailand. Giving time for Kailani to reflect on the situation was indeed the best choice.


On the other hand, Kalvin is still seen walking back and forth in front of an ER room guarded by police officers. It has been almost an hour, there has been no good news that he heard about Karina's condition. The uncontrollable heartbreak, completely made Karina depressed and lost self-control.


"Is there a family called Kailandra?" The voice asked from one of the medics made Kalvin finish his footsteps that from earlier continued to move.