NUMBNESS
The Part 107 Goodbye

Kenzo carried Alea's body towards his room. Lose Alea's unconscious body. Kenzo looked at Alea with concern. Alea must have been very shocked when she heard the news of Bian's death.

That man was indeed still very influential to Alea. Although Alea told him that she loved him very much, but the woman had not completely forgotten Bian. The ex-husband she loved so much. Bian is Alea's first love. Since she was a teenager, Alea has loved Bian. Just like her teenage self, she loves Alea.

Kenzo remembers so much every time Alea recounted her beloved man when she and Alea were still in white-gray uniforms. At the time, Kenzo was Alea's best friend. A good friend who secretly loves her.

Kenzo opens his phone, opens a video message sent by Rajasa, his eyes blaring at the video.

In the video, Bian is seen while still in the hospital, Bian's face is full of wounds and bandages on his head out of the ICU room and then taken to an ambulance. The video also shows Bian's entire family attending a funeral with a photo of Bian.

Kenzo played the video back. He really didn't think Bian was dead. Kenzo looked at Alea who was still unconscious, then he let out a long sigh.

'I don't know exactly what you feel for Bian, Al, you say you hate him, but in fact you still care about him.'

Alea blinked her eyes, adjusting her gaze. While nearby, Kenzo was hugging himself tightly. The man closed his eyes, but his burly arms hugged Alea tightly.

"Ken ...."

"You awake?"

Kenzo still hugged Alea while closing his eyes.

"Kens,"

"Break! You just need to rest, don't think about anything else" said Kenzo.

"Dian, Ken. Is it true what happened to Bian? Is that right, he's dead?" Alea moved her body releasing a hug of Kenzo.

"Quiet, baby. Whatever happened to Bian, it wasn't your fault. Everything is destiny. Can't be changed anymore."

"Ken ...."

"Cry! You can cry here." Kenzo showed his field chest, then re-hugged the woman. Alea wept bitterly in Kenzo's arms.

"This is the last time you cried, Al. After this, I hope you can forget about it. Because I'm not willing, the one I love cries for another man besides me."

Alea was crying more and more at Kenzo's words. Bian's shadow while saving himself came back to light.

'I really hate you, Bian. But I never expected that you would die so soon. Moreover, the cause of his death was me.'

Alea cried in Kenzo's arms, while Kenzo held a turbulent taste in his heart. His immense love for Alea made him hold back all the feelings he currently felt.

Kenzo tried to understand what Alea was feeling right now. He did not want to be selfish, even though in his heart he felt an invisible pain. Alea was indeed devastated over Bian's departure, how not, Alea even looked on with her own head as Bian saved her.

Kenzo hugged Alea's body tightly which continued to shake due to her sobs.

"Cry until you're satisfied, Al. But remember, you can't blame yourself, because none of this is your fault. Bian himself chose to sacrifice himself to save you. So none of this is your fault" whispered Kenzo in Alea's ear.

"I want to see him one last time, Ken. I wanna see it. Call me to see it, Ken ...."

"We can't see it, Al. Because the family buried Bian's body."

Alea looked up at Kenzo in disbelief.

"Yes, honey, Bian's been buried. Papa sent me the video."

"The video?" asked Alea in the middle of her sobs.

Alea held the phone with trembling hands, then pressed the screen until the video was seen. Her tears were all the more shed, Alea crying again when she saw Bian in the video. Until the time the Bian family was at the funeral, until the funeral procession took place was clearly visible. Looked Aunty Laras who was holding a photo of Bian while crying.

Kenzo grabbed Alea's body back in tears. The man hugged Alea, as if he was feeling what Alea was feeling.

'Bian, may you calm down there. Thank you for sacrificing your life for Alea. I promise, I will always look after Alea and make her happy.'

Kenzo rubbed Alea's head then gave her kisses many times at the top of her head.

Had Bian not risked his life to help Alea back then, it might have been .. I don't know! Kenzo didn't want to imagine it.

'Thank you, Bian.'

Alea was still sobbing in Kenzo's arms. He still can't believe that Bian is really dead.

"Ken ...."

"Yes, baby."

"I owe Bian my life." Alea let go of her embrace, then looked at Bian with both eyes reddened full of tears.

Kenzo simply nodded his head while wiping away the tears flowing down Alea's cheeks.

"Then, don't let Bian's sacrifice go to waste. You must not continue to feel guilty and regret everything that has happened" said Kenzo wisely.

Alea nodded her head, then re-hugged Kenzo with a sobbing that came back to sound.

"Bian risked his life for you, because Bian felt that your life was worth more and you deserved to be happy."

Alea was crying more and more at Kenzo's words.

"Don't let Bian's sacrifice go to waste. You have to be strong, there's still me who will always be by your side and take care of you."

"I love you, Alea." Kenzo whispered softly in Alea's ear.

Alea tightened her embrace. Kenzo was right, what happened to Bian was destiny. God's destiny he can't deny. Merely, Alea was a little regretful that Bian had to die from saving her.

Alea remembered how much she hated Bian. Hating him, because of the heartache he felt towards Bian. The man had already incised so many wounds in his heart. Deep wounds that are very difficult to heal.

'Bian, our story is long over. But the pain you left behind is still so pronounced today. Every time I saw you, that shadow of the past flashed through my eyes. It feels like just yesterday I felt pain when you betrayed me and also tortured me. This pain in my heart, will never go away even a thousand times you apologize to me.'

It hurts, it hurts so much every time I see you. Even when you held me back then, my heart was completely numb. There is not the slightest bit left of my love that used to be so great to you. Everything gone. Gone with the thousands of pains you've given me.

However, when I looked without hesitation at you saving me, my heart sank. Like something hit my heart. The pain of seeing you in pain because of me.

'Goodbye, Bian .. Thank you for saving me.'

'Goodbye ....'

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