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Part 80 is begging you

"I'm sorry Alea, I'm sorry, please ...."

"I know, my mistake was so great to you but please, forgive me, Alea ...." Bian kowtowed at Alea's feet, he paid no heed to the gazes of the person who was currently watching him.

"Sorry! I'm guilty of you, I'm sorry, baby .. You're right, if I had trusted you more I would have never lost our son. I'm sorry Alea, I'm sorry ...." Bian cried as he continued to prostrate at Alea's feet.

While Alea was still unmoved not saying a word. He let Bian continue to cry while holding both of his legs.

I don't know what Alea is feeling right now. Whether Alea should be sad or happy. Seeing the person who had been hurting him was prostrating on his feet while apologizing to him.

"I'm sorry Alea, I know I'm wrong, but please, forgive me." Bian cupped his hands together, continued to cry then looked at Alea.

"I beg you, forgive me Alea, please give me a chance to make amends for all my mistakes, please ...."

"I beg you, give me a chance to come back to you and correct all my mistakes, Alea. I promise, this time I will really make you happy. I won't let you cry anymore. I promise ... I'll never hurt you again." Bian was still crying. In the depths of her heart, she hoped that Alea could forgive her.

"Alea, I beg ...."

Alea looked at Bian coldly.

"I'm sorry? The opportunity? Do you remember? I've been begging you, too, Bian. At that time I also begged you, cried and kowtowed at you, but what? Did you grant my request then? Don't grant, you're even torturing me! Again and again!" Alea shouted.

The memories of Bian tormenting him from the beginning of the marriage until they finally parted cross one by one in his head.

As he cried, as he begged Bian and even as he prostrated in front of Bian as he was today.

So much pain Alea felt, how many tears Alea had shed, and how many times she begged this man and kowtowed to him so that this man would not leave her. But, what did he get from this man?

This man never gave her a chance, this man just tortured her more and more, again and again! It was as if he was just a broken item worthy of being trampled on.

"For a year of our marriage, you've only given me pain and suffering, Bian, do you think you deserve forgiveness?"

"Do you think what you've done to me all this time deserves me to forgive? Answer Bian! Do you deserve to forgive me?"

"You didn't just break my heart by bringing another woman into our house, and sleeping with her. But you also hurt me physically. You slap me a lot, you torture this body a lot, just because I love you and don't want you to leave me, Bian! Do you think, after all the pain I felt, you deserve to get sorry from me?! Answer Bian!"

"Do people like you deserve my forgiveness?! You even killed my son! Killing my son who was just present in my stomach! You killed him, Bian! Killed him!" Alea shouted loudly while pushing Bian's body still resting at his feet. Her tears flowed, as the back pain choked her heart.

Bian looked at the female pus in front of him with sobs and tears flowing down his cheeks.

The memory of his past, as he treated Alea cruelly from the beginning of the marriage to the end of their marriage revolved around his head, his heart grew even more sick as he recalled how cruel he was to torture this woman.

"You think this pain in my heart can heal just by apologizing, Bian? Do you think that by apologizing and prostrating on my feet you can take all this pain out of my heart? I almost went crazy because of the pain you gave me!" Alea looked at the man full of hatred.

Nah! he could not forgive the man. It was that man who had left himself devastated for several years. It was this man who had made her live in pain, and this man was the man who always made her cry every day. There was no way, he could forget all of this man's mistakes so easily!

"Name ...." Bian cried without a sound. It was true of everything Alea said.

His mistake was not only that he had tortured Alea that morning causing Alea to have to lose their future child, but from the beginning of the marriage, Bian had indeed hurt Alea.

Starting from he brought Amara home, Bian realized, he had hurt this woman. Especially when Amara took over the room that was supposed to be her and Alea's bedroom. But without feeling, Bian even let Amara throw Alea out of her own room until she had to be willing to sleep in the guest room.

Not stopping there, Bian often even slapped and beat the woman. Bian often threatened her, if she would throw him out and leave him if he did not comply. Because Bian knew, the woman was so infatuated with him.

Bian again grabbed Alea's legs and lowered his face there. Pain began to spread in his heart. His heart seemed to be squeezed, as he remembered what he had done to the woman in front of him.

Alea was right, after all the deeds he had done to Alea, did he deserve to be forgiven? Now, ignorantly, he wanted Alea to return to him instead. Alea was willing to talk to him alone, he should already feel lucky.

"Just because I love you, you torture me every day. Torturing me inwardly, and also physically, and now, not knowing shame you're telling me to give you a chance? You're really pathetic, Bian! Do you know what? I hate you so much!"

Bian looked up at Alea who was looking at him hatefully. His heart seemed to be pierced by thousands of needles as he looked at the woman he loved so much and looked at him hatefully.

"I hate you, Bian. Hates you so much!" Alea shouted as she continued to stare intently at the man she had loved for so many years.

"I hate you, I hate you so much! Don't you ever try to see me or follow me again, because I'm sick of seeing you! I hate you, Bian! Hates you so much!" Alea looked at the man who was still standing before her while crying. Alea tears flowed down her cheeks, her heart ached. After a long time, it turned out that the pain left by the man was still so heart-wrenching.

'Goodbye, Bian. After this, I will completely forget about you!'

Alea then left Bian, with pain in his heart. Her tears kept flowing down her cheeks. But just a few steps of his feet were walking, a smiling handsome face figure looked at him then grabbed his body into his arms.

"Ken ...."

"Look, I'm here, everything's gonna be fine."

Alea's body that had been trembling earlier, sank limp in the man's embrace.

While Bian looked at the two of them with both eyes still shedding tears.

Alea's words just now were so piercing in his heart. Bian recalled the time when he had said the same words to Alea, and now, he felt the pain when someone we loved hated us so much, even to the point of being sick of seeing us.

'First, you must have been in a lot of pain, just like the pain I now feel.'

Bian looked at Alea who was now in the arms of the man who was now looking at him sharply. Recollecting how she used to curse Alea viciously, the pain in Bian's heart deepened.

'Go as far away from here as possible, because I'm sick of seeing you!'

'But I'm your wife, Bian. I love you!'

Those words reverberated in Bian's ears, how he had been so cruel kept torturing Alea inwardly, and at this moment, he felt how much his heart ached as Alea said the same words towards him. Moreover, as he saw Alea was inside the man's arms. Her memory returns when she makes out with Amara and Alea sees it.

'Alea, I'm sorry .. You're right, I don't deserve to get sorry from you. But I love you Alea, I love you so much ....'

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