NUMBNESS
Part 81 I'm Not Giving Up

Kenzo looked at Bian sharply. Both of his hands hugged Alea's body tightly. Then immediately took the woman away from the park. Meanwhile, Bian was still sitting down while continuing to look at their departure.

Bian rubbed his tears rough, then got up and stepped away leaving the garden. Bian stepped slowly, his two eyes staring blankly. His encounter with Alea just a moment ago left a wound in his heart. The deep wounds.

Bian opened the car door, sat behind the wheel, then covered his face with both hands, he cried there.

Bian spilled pain in his heart. All Alea's words made her heart break into pieces. Alea was right, a person like her already did not deserve to be forgiven. Her mistake was too much, and there was no way Alea could forgive her just like that.

Alea was also right, as long as Alea married her, there was not the slightest happiness she had ever given the woman. Because since the beginning of their marriage, Bian did not intend to make the woman happy.

His feelings of hatred for Alea made Bian do all the things he now regrets.

Alea was right, just because Alea loved her, she tortured him endlessly.

Love her!

She loved him so much, she was willing to do anything to be with him. Including dropping his pride in front of him, but at that time he just ruthlessly always tortured the woman without mercy.

Bian was crying more and more. Memory pieces as he tortured Alea again flashed in his head.

The memory of him letting Alea beg and prostrate at his feet while crying. The memory of his two hands beating the woman so often even though Alea had never done anything wrong.

All of Alea's words were true. Just because Alea loved him, he would torture her. Is not love innocent? Then why should he be angry?

'You're right Alea, just because I know that you love me, I torture you so cruelly. I am a fool! Really stupid, Alea ....'

Long enough Bian kept silent in the car while crying, his gaze was blurry, because the tears were still welling up in the eyes.

Bian grabbed a tissue, wiped his tear marks, then looked at his face that looked so pitiful.

Once again Alea was right, she did look so pitiful!

Bian let out a long sigh, trying to ease the pain in his heart. His chest even felt rippling pain, pain .. like being stabbed by thousands of needles. Not wanting to grieve for a long time, Bian then drove his car away from the place.

*****

Alea cried in Kenzo's arms, the woman buried her face in Kenzo's chest.No different from Alea, Kenzo hugged the woman tightly. He had not expected that Alea would meet Bian today. While calling earlier, Alea simply said, telling her to come to the park immediately to pick her up.

"Calm down, there I am, you'll be fine." Kenzo's mainstay words, to appease Alea.

"Ken, stay with me no matter what. I beg ... Don't leave me, like he left me." Alea was crying in Kenzo's arms.

The shadow of her marriage to Bian, her suffering of marriage to the man as well as the pain she often felt as a result of Bian's actions, left her with her own trauma.

During this time, he deliberately stall for time to accept Kenzo, none other than because Alea was afraid, if one day Kenzo would leave him, like Bian who betrayed him.

Kenzo hugged Alea tightly, knowing very well what she was feeling right now. It was only natural that he felt traumatized, because what Bian did to him had indeed crossed the line.

"Dear, I promise, I'll never leave you, like she left you. Me, Kenzo Luiz. Promise you, that I'll continue beside you no matter what. Trust me. I love you, Alea. Loving you!"

"Ken .. I love you." Those words just slid from Alea's mouth.

"I love you, promise me, you'll never leave me, Ken ...."

Kenzo closed his eyes, as the corners of his eyes warmed up as he heard the expression from Alea's lips. A drop of clear crystal flowed down his cheek. Kenzo crying. After so many years, finally, those words came out of Alea's mouth.

"I love you more, dear .. with all my soul, and all my body. I love you, Alea Karenina Luiz."

Alea smiled in Bian's arms. The man's words warmed his feelings. The pain in his heart slowly faded.

Uh! this guy is absolutely amazing. Just a moment ago, he had even nearly fainted as pain filled his heart. But now, it feels so comfortable. Being around this man, really made Alea feel at ease.

Comfortable, with its gentle treatment. Comfortable, with the affection this man has been giving her.

Now, it seemed like he already knew where his heart would dock. Alea let go of her embrace, Alea looked at Kenzo who was currently looking at her as well.

"Thank you, after all these years, I can finally get your heart." Kenzo smiled haru, his eyes flushed red withstanding the cries.

"Ken ...."

"I'm happy, Al, very happy. After all this time, you finally want to be with me. Really am! It's like a dream to me."

"Ken ...." Alea came back crying hugging Kenzo.

This man is like himself, when he loves that man so much.

*****

Bian arrived at his house. When he arrived in the room, he cried again. Crying her stupidity for wasting a woman as good as Alea.

'Should I give up now?'

'No. I'm not giving up! I'm sure you still love me too, Alea.'

Bian closed his eyes, repeating the incident in the park earlier.

'I'm not giving up. I will fight once again to get your heart back Alea ....'

'You were so adamant about getting love from me, Alea, and now, I'm going to do the same thing you did. Not giving up on getting my heart, even though I hurt you so many times.'

I'm not giving up!

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