NUMBNESS
Part 85 Getting Injured

Bian stood in front of the gate of Alea's house, today he decided to meet Alea. Whatever the risk Bian will face even though he must be expelled by Alea's parents or Alea himself later. Bian slightly stepped aside when suddenly the gate was opened from the inside. The look on Alea's face appeared with the man, the two of them joined hands, with a bright smile on Alea's face as well as the man's.

What a painful sight for Bian. Seeing someone we love join hands with another man with a happy smile emanating on his face, is a very painful sight.

Bian recalled that while he was still with Amara, every day Alea had to see his affection with Amara. Back then, Bian never thought that Alea would feel hurt or anything. Because, he knew, at that time he loved Amara so much and hated Alea so much.

In the past, you must have felt pain like what I am feeling right now. But I never cared about it before. I never cared about how you felt when you saw me making out with Amara every day, in front of your eyes. I just know, I hated you back then. Hating you, because I thought you had used the power of your parents so that I could marry you, I hated you because you were the cause of my broken relationship with Amara back then.

For a moment Bian was stunned staring at the two of them. As well as the two of them, Alea and Kenzo looked shocked when they saw Bian suddenly standing in front of the gate.

"Would you like to come here?" Kenzo looked at Bian sharply.

"I want to meet Alea," Bian replied calmly.

Kenzo stared at Alea, then nodded his head.

"I'll give you five minutes to talk to my future wife." Kenzo looked at Bian with a faint smile. While Bian gasped in shock at hearing the word 'candidate' from Kenzo.

' Is it really that soon they will get married?'

Bian smiled bitterly, as his heart seemed to be pierced by thousands of nails hearing Kenzo's words. How could he possibly hear his loved ones marrying someone else?

Bian looked at Alea who was still speechless. That girl looks so pretty. Looking at Alea, it felt happy to be mixed with wounds. Happy, because finally Bian can meet loved ones. Injured, because it looks like Bian no longer has a chance to have the woman.

"Alea, I want to talk to you." Bian looked at the woman in front of him, the pain mixed happily into one. The woman's hand still hugged Kenzo's arm, as if reluctant to let go. Makes Bian's heart full of jealousy.

In the past, I never felt what it was like to walk with you so affectionately, because I was the one who always forced you and pulled your body into my arms, even though you refused many times.

'I will only hold your hand, when I want to force you to serve me.'

Bian recalled how he brutally always forced Alea to serve his passion. Regardless of Alea's cry, Bian was so ruthless that he kept forcing the woman to satisfy him.

"I don't want to talk to you, Bian. There's nothing more to talk about between us." Alea looked at Bian who was now looking at her.

"Alea, I just want to apologize to you."

"By apologizing, you can't bring back everything you've taken from me."

"I'm sorry .. I promise, I'll make up for all the wrongs I've done to you." Bian pleading.

"Darling, I'm waiting for you there." Kenzo pointed towards the security guard post not far from where they were standing. He wanted to give Alea and Bian a chance to talk back together. Kenzo kissed Alea cheek affectionately, before finally passing away leaving Alea and Bian who were still standing in front of the gate.

While Bian could only clench his hands tightly, as pain flowed in his heart cavity, seeing the affection of the two of them.

"What do you want to talk to me about?" Alea looked at Bian with both hands crossed. Her two beautiful eyeballs stared at Bian unblinking. As for Bian, he looked at Alea longingly.

"Darling …."

"I'm not your darling! Stop calling me that!"

"Sorry …!"

"Hurry now! I don't have much time to talk to you, Bian!"

"A--I .. I beg you to give me a chance to make amends, Alea." Bian looked at the pretty face in front of him with a pleading gaze.

"I beg …." Bian cupped his hands together in front of Alea.

Alea looked at the handsome face in front of her. That face, the face he had admired for so many years.

"Give me a chance so I can come back with you and make amends for all my mistakes, Alea. I beg …."

"You think you deserve a chance after everything you've done to me?" Alea sneered.

"Alea, I'm sure, you still love me. There's no way you've forgotten me, you've loved me for years, Alea. There's no way you can forget me so easily." Bian looked at Alea confidently.

While Kenzo clenched both his hands tightly hearing Bian's words so clearly heard in his ears.

"Alea is dead, Bian. Because you killed him yourself!" Alea shouted out loudly.

"Name …." The pain ran through Bian's heart. Hearing Alea's words, his heart felt pierced by thousands of needles.

"I hate you, Bian! Hates you so much!"

"I used to love you so much, Bian. Love you with all my heart. But did you appreciate the love I had for you?"

"No! You don't think of me at all. You even kept torturing me, as if the love I had for you was a mistake. You keep torturing me just because I love you!"

Alea looked at Bian hatefully. While Bian continued to suppress the increasingly piercing pain in the corner of his heart.

"Name …."

"I Hate you! Hates you so much! I'll never give you any chance, because you don't deserve it! You don't deserve me to forgive, Bian!"

Clear water droplets dripped down Bian's cheeks, while Alea tried desperately to keep her tears from coming out.

"Alea .. I know, I don't deserve to be forgiven. My mistake is too much for you. But please, can't you allow me to stay by your side?" Bian insists. While Alea sneered.

"Allowing you to stay by my side? Who do you think you are?"

"Name …."

"Go, Bian! Go as far as possible, because I'm sick of seeing you!"

"Name …." Bian looked at the woman with pain in his heart.

"Name …."

Alea turned towards Kenzo with a sweet smile on her lips.

"Darling, I'm done talking to him. Let's just go. Didn't you say you wanted to take me for a walk?" Kenzo nodded, then approached Alea.

The two of them joined hands while smiling affectionately. Not caring about Bian who was still standing in front of the two of them.

Alea and Kenzo looked at Bian indifferently, Alea even accidentally bumped into Bian's shoulder blocking his way. The two of them walked past Bian without looking back at the man.

Alea and Kenzo wanted to take a walk to the park not far from Alea's house. They want to enjoy this morning by taking a walk while holding hands.

Bian stared at Alea and Kenzo's departure with a broken heart.

'Why does it feel so sick? Did you also feel the pain that I am currently feeling, Al?'

Bian patted his chest that felt tight. Intentions want to meet Alea and hope Alea will give him a chance, it turns out hope is only hope.

Alea was right, he didn't deserve to be forgiven. The mistake is too big. Bian walked home from Alea's house. Meeting Alea, it turned out to only make his heart even more hurt.

Getting hurt ….

Bian smiled bitterly. The pain in her heart grew even more, as she recalled how Alea used to feel the same pain when she chose Amara and so selfishly forced Alea to stay by her side.

Alea .. Your hatred for me, is not worth what I've done to you. You're right, I deserve it.

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How does it feel now, Bian? Sick right? That's nothing compared to the heartache Alea felt for your actions ….

I guess I'm not satisfied torturing Bian 😡😡(author laughs evil)

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Sorry late update ….