NUMBNESS
Part 76 I Love You

'Goodbye to the past. This time, I will never again look back to look at you, let alone to return to you ....'

Alea turned his back to the door that was already covered by a long curtain that covered the entire door.

Then step into bed. He ignored the figure who was staring at him at the end there.

"finished already. Our story we're over, Bian. Enough has it been all this time that I've been a fool, for continuing to love you" Alea murmured.

In his heart he thought, if it is true that Bian also lives in that house, why did Mama and Papa tell me to stay here? Don't they know very well that I don't want to meet Bian?

Alea let out a long sigh, then tried to close her eyes. But Bian's shadow looking at him on the other end teased him, making him cluck in annoyance.

Alea again got out of bed, then peeked out from behind the curtains. He saw, the man was still standing there, staring at his room.

'If time could turn back, I would choose never to love you, Bian.'

Alea looked at the man, then exhaled a rough breath and again closed the curtains of her room. Alea again laid her body on the bed, then closed her eyes.

While on the balcony of the house located not far from Alea's house, Bian stared at Alea's room. He even stared unblinkingly at Alea in front of him at this moment, and was only a few meters away from his sight.

'Alea .. I know, right now you don't want to see me. Otherwise, you will definitely remain standing there as usual. I remember very much that you always looked at me from there. Watch all my behavior from there. Everything I do every day, you even know it clearly. Because you always peeked at me from there, from your room.'

'If I had the chance, I really wanted to go back to you and correct all my mistakes, Alea. Even if I have to bow at your feet. I will continue to apologize to you until you truly forgive me.'

"Alea, I really miss you, baby ...." Bian whispered softly, feeling something painful at the end of his heart.

'If time could be repeated, I would like to go back to a time when you loved me so much, Alea. I'd really like to go back to the time where you so loudly said the word, that you love me so much.'

"Alea, baby .. I really miss you."

Bian's cry broke down instantly. Both of his eyes that had been glazed over, now had shed tears. Bian cried, crying over the stupidity he had done all this time to Alea.

'If time could really turn back, I would choose to continue to love you, until anytime. I won't let you turn away from me even if it's just for a moment.'

'Only, it turns out that time never sided with me. I too late realized, that I was in love with you. Even more than you imagined Alea.'

'I love you when I lose your heart that always adores me. I love you when you start to turn away from me, and don't want to see my face.'

'Alea, I really miss you, miss you so much ....'

Bian was still crying standing on the balcony staring at Alea's room. The woman, obviously did not want to see him at all because Alea went straight into the room, and closed the door as well as the curtains of her room.

In contrast to Bian, Alea had fallen asleep. Probably because of exhaustion after cleaning up all the stuff about Bian.

While inside the apartment, Kenzo could not close his eyes as he imagined Alea might meet Bian at his parents' house.

Kenzo felt restless and neglected as he saw that Alea had not even opened her chat at all.

Kenzo looked back and forth at his phone. He saw the message he sent had not even been read at all by Alea.

"I feel like I'm really Gegana tonight. Fidgety with languish." Kenzo smiled, but the next second he cried out in frustration while squeezing his hair.

"Alea .. You're really testing me. Just be careful if you come home later, I will definitely punish you." Kenzo grumbling.

He's really upset tonight. Unable to sleep as he kept thinking about Alea. That woman really made Kenzo feel crazy.

'Alea, dear ... I haven't seen you in a day, I've missed you.

Especially if you stay there longer? I'm really going to be crazy.'

Kenzo was flicking his body over the bed, he was really feeling restless tonight. He glanced at the clock on his cell phone, then after weighing it up, Kenzo finally called Alea. He really couldn't stand it because he hadn't seen Alea all day.

Alea opened her eyes lazily, upon hearing the sound of her phone ringing out loud. Her hands fumbled over the nightstand, Alea stared at the flat object for a while with both eyes still sleepy.then she immediately shifted her phone when she knew who was calling her. kenzo's face was on his phone screen.

Kenzo did deliberately make a video call with Alea. The man really misses Alea.

Alea looked at Kenzo with both eyes still sleepy.

"Ken, what did you call me?" Alea's hoarse voice rang out filling his hearing, while his face, looking like a person who just woke up. Alea was still lying on the bed.

Kenzo smiled sweetly, as Alea's face was seen on her phone screen.

"Darling, when are you coming home? I miss you so much. You go home quickly yeah, you can't stay there long, I'm lonely no you."

"I'm so sleepy, Ken, you've disrupted my sleep when I had a good dream." Alea replied by closing her eyes.

"You're sleepy?"

"I was even asleep earlier Ken, but you woke me up." Alea's lips pursed, while her eyes flickered with sleepiness. Kenzo who was looking from behind the screen of his phone smiled with anxiety.

"You cheat, I can't sleep so I call you. But you're asleep already?"

"Fatigue?" Kenzo frowned in wonder.

"I finished cleaning the room. I threw all the Bian-related stuff in my room." Alea let out a long sigh, then started to open both of her eyes.

"I miss."

Alea smiled at Kenzo who was sulking like a child.

"I'm Gegana, Al ...." Kenzo continued his words. While Alea looked puzzled by what Kenzo had just said.

"What is Gegana?" alela said curiously.

"Angelah grieve. Like that song, Al, you don't know."

"What song is it? How I don't know."

"Dangdut's chin."

Alea laughed at Kenzo's reply.

"Since when do you like dangdut songs?"

"In the restaurant, my employees like to tune that song, which is why I memorized it." Kenzo grinning horse.

"The song is perfect for me now. I'm really nervous thinking of you."

Alea laughed again at Kenzo's reply.

"I'm really serious, Al, why are you laughing?"

"You're like the ABG who just fell in love, Ken, really funny." Alea laughed again, while Kenzo, momentarily glued to see such a beautiful Alea as she laughed. For a long time Kenzo had never seen Alea laugh with her afterwards.

"Darling, don't you miss me?" Kenzo looked sullen as Alea was still laughing.

"Darling ...."

"I miss you too" Alea said at last, after her laughter had subsided. Alea wasn't lying. He remembers Kenzo. Especially when he saw Bian there. At that time, the first person he remembered was Kenzo.

"really?"

"Right, I miss you, Ken, very much!" Alea looked at Kenzo's handsome face from behind the screen of his phone. Alea smiled, that face that was present when he fell asleep, that face that had crossed, when he saw Bian looking at him.

"Ken, I missed you, really!" Alea looked at Kenzo's face on his phone screen.

"Can you come here to pick me up?"

Alea looked at the handsome face of Kenzo who looked increasingly handsome in his eyes.

"I miss you, I want to meet you."

"Al, did something happen there?"

"No."

"You met him?" Kenzo stared at Alea's pretty face from her phone screen.

"I just miss you, want to meet you, and want to hug you. You said you wanted to see me too, didn't you?"

Kenzo smiled at Alea's words.

"I love you."

Kenzo was stunned to hear Alea's words. He almost dropped his phone. I can't believe what he just heard.

"Ken ...."

"Ken ...."

"Kenzo!"

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