NUMBNESS
Part 109 I Miss You

Alea stood on the balcony looking at Bian's room. Usually, the man stood there. Staring at him. Sometimes the man was also in the room, peering at him from the window. Alea knows everything, knows it. Because Alea used to do the same thing as Bian did back then.

It didn't feel like two months since Alea heard the news about Bian's death. Every day, whenever she remembered about Bian, Alea must have felt regret that she could not describe with words. The shadow of Bian saving him, as the man lay on the street covered in blood and as Alea looked at Bian's scarred face and body as he met him in the hospital. It made Alea feel pain deep down in her heart.

Alea wiped her tears violently. No longer, he could no longer cry over the man. As Kenzo said, what happened to Bian is the destiny of God that we cannot avoid. However, as hard as he tried, still a sense of regret entered his heart.

Alea looked at the multilevel house in front of her. The house looks deserted without occupants. Since Bian's parents took Bian away from the hospital, the two of them have never been home until now. Until they finally announced that Bian was dead, they had not returned. No matter where they are now, there is no news. Just once, Aunt Laras called Alea. He excited Alea, so Alea could forget about Bian. Aunty Laras also said that Alea would pray for Bian, and told him to be happy with Kenzo. Because Aunt Laras is sure, that Bian will definitely be happy when he sees himself happy. Alea could only smile bitterly when she heard Aunt Laras say.

I don't know! it felt like Alea really felt lost when she found out that Bian was dead. He still doesn't accept, if Bian dies. Bian died saving him.

People say that first love is hard to forget. Perhaps, this was what was currently happening to Alea. Bian was his first love. His love for Bian in the past, it is not easy for him to forget it.

However, that did not mean that Alea still loved the man at the moment. Nah! His love for Bian was dashed with his heart that was numb due to Bian's actions. The love in his heart for Bian has run out, especially since the arrival of Kenzo who is always beside him.

Kenzo is the second man after Bian Aditama. However, even though he was the second man, Alea was very hopeful that Kenzo would be the last man for her.

Speaking of Kenzo, the man hadn't come to see him in days. He didn't even call her at all.

The last time they met, they did have a little argument.

Back then, Kenzo was angry at Alea because he felt Alea was still thinking about Bian. Though, Bian had long since died, but Alea still continued to cry. Feeling neglected, Kenzo finally leaves Alea at his house.

Alea thought that Kenzo must have been just as angry for a while as usual. However, it had been almost a week that the man had not shown up. The man had always even ignored the phone calls from Alea. Every Alea chat was also only read, without any intention to reply.

Alea let out a long breath. Today Alea intends to go to his apartment, so that later you can see Kenzo in his apartment.

Alea went inside her room, then changed her clothes, preparing to go to her apartment.

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Alea had already reached the door of the apartment. As she wanted to push the passphrase button of her apartment, Alea turned to look at the door of Kenzo's apartment. Following her heart, Alea then stepped closer to the door of Kenzo's apartment. Squeezing the combination of numbers that Alea had memorized out of the head.

Alea smiled as the door opened, then stepped inside the apartment. The smell of the scent of the man she so longed for was going all over the room. Alea inhaled deeply, his restless heart instantly disappearing despite just smelling the man's perfume.

Alea went into the room, it had been a long time since he had entered this room. The last time Alea was here, she had a long night with Kenzo. Alea's face flushed, as she recalled that night.

Alea climbed onto the bed, pulled out the blanket, then covered her entire body with a blanket. Alea hugged the bolster pillow. Her lips turned into a smile as the man's scent was so strong it stuck to the pillow. So comfortable, Alea finally fell asleep.

Kenzo just got into the apartment, then sat leaning on the couch. Kenzo grabbed the phone in his shirt pocket, opened the screen, then checked some incoming messages and phone calls.

'It's really outrageous of you, Al. It's been a week, and you haven't called me at all? Do you really not love me in the least?'

Kenzo breathed a rough breath while displacing his hair, then rose with heavy steps towards his room.

'Ah, fuck! I really miss him!'

Kenzo ruffled his hair in frustration, then opened the door of his room. He threw his suit in any direction, opened his whole shirt, then walked casually towards the bathroom.

These few days, Kenzo had indeed deliberately ignored Alea. He intentionally did not call or send a message. Kenzo just wants to know how much she loves him. However, it was unexpected, if it turned out that Alea had never even once sent him a message.

'Excession!'

'Tonight, I'm going to his house. To hell with Bella's advice that he said had to sell expensive.'

Kenzo confides in Bella with her new secretary. Bella is the secretary appointed by her mother, because Bella is the son of her good friend.

Coincidentally, Kenzo also knew Bella, they were playmates when she was a child. However, after they step into adolescence, they both split up because Bella and her parents moved to another city. Long story short, they were later reunited when Kenzo and his parents went on a business trip together. Kenzo with his restaurant business, while his parents will hold meetings with some of his business associates.

Kenzo came out of the bathroom wearing a towel. He stepped into the dressing room. For a moment he hesitated and hesitated.

"Ckk!" Kenzo clucked.

Kenzo rubbed his hair that was still half wet. He had already picked up a t-shirt and jeans, intending to go to Alea's house, but when he recalled Bella's words, Kenzo undoes his intentions. Finally the man in his sleeping pajamas then stepped foot into the bed.

His heart is really upset. Palau thought of Alea, but it was prestige to meet her, because right now, Kenzo was still in an angry fashion at her lover. Kenzo grabbed one by one his clothes that he had thrown on the floor, then put them in a dirty laundry basket.

Kenzo approached the bed, then laid down his body. However, when he wanted to pull the blanket, Kenzo felt astonished. The feeling this morning he had already cleaned the bed and the blanket, but why suddenly the blanket fell apart?

As he walked into the room, Kenzo did not pay attention to his bed at all. He went straight to the bathroom just after he took off his shirt.

When Kenzo was curious to open the blanket, the blanket suddenly opened. Kenzo momentarily glued, while Alea blinked her eyes, her lips twitching a smile as she looked at the person she had missed this week already right in front of her face.

"Darling, are you home?"

Alea raised both of her hands then directly draped them on Kenzo's neck. Hugged the man's body tightly.

"Why did you just get home at this hour?"

Alea used Kenzo's hand as a pillow, then re-hugged the man tightly.

"I miss you, Ken. Why don't you ever return my messages and never pick up my phone calls? Are you really mad at me? You know very well, don't you, if I love you very much, do you want to make me angry on purpose?" Alea still continued to speak, while Kenzo was still speechless, he still could not believe his vision.

The woman who was just a few seconds ago made him grumble and curse longing, it turns out that currently in front of him, in his arms. This woman almost drove him crazy from longing. He had not met this woman for a week, not even without news ....

Without news. Waitaminute!

Kenzo immediately let go of his embrace, then looked at the woman deeply.

"Darling, did you say you called me and sent me a message every day?"

Alea nodded at Kenzo's question.

"You're not lying?" asked Kenzo again, making Alea snort annoyed.

"You think I'm lying?"

"Bu-not that. Just a little weird."

"Any?"

Kenzo nodded, then grabbed his phone on the nightstand.

"Look! Not a single message came in, let alone a phone call." Kenzo showed me his phone. While Alea frowned in surprise. Then he picked up his cell phone lying on the bed, then showed all the messages he sent to Kenzo. Both netra Kenzo boughtak shocked.

"This is how much you're sending me messages?" Alea nodded. Kenzo seemed to think.

"What's up, Ken? Why don't all the messages I send you, none of them go to your cell phone number?"

"Eitherway! I'm confused too." Kenzo answered while thinking. But the next second, he immediately hugged Alea's body tightly.

"Darling .. I miss you."

"Me too" Alea said. His voice was muffled by Kenzo's embrace.

"I really miss you, Alea."

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