NUMBNESS
Part 78 Bian's Rejection

Bian releases Lisa's embrace, then leaves the woman alone in the kitchen.

"Don't try to get close to me, if you don't want your heart to hurt." Bian's words a few seconds ago instantly shattered Lisa's expectations. The beautiful woman who took care of Devan every day was bowed while crying.

Lisa realized, it would not be easy to get the man's heart, but her heart insisted. He had even prepared his heart for Bian, although it had to be broken later, but he was ready.

'I will keep trying to get your heart Bian, even though I have to wait for you until you open your heart for me.'

Lisa then returned to her room. Just a moment ago, Lisa accidentally saw Bian coming out of her room towards the kitchen. Lisa felt unable to bear the sight of Bian nearby, so she ventured to hug Bian from behind.

Lisa hopes Bian softens a little with what he has done. But as it turns out, it's not that easy to tease Bian. The man seemed to have locked his heart, so whatever was done, had no effect at all on Bian.

Bian took his sleeping pills, then tried to close his eyes. Lisa's attitude in the kitchen just now made her sigh heavily.

Bian did not refuse, his desire immediately woke up when he felt a warm embrace from Lisa. It's been a while since Bian parted ways with Amara, he's never touched any woman again.

Bian is a bastard, but all this time, he's only ever touched two women. Amara and Alea, and both were Bian's wives. Although, when with Amara Bian did it before marriage, but still, the only women he ever touched were Amara and Alea.

Remembering Alea, Bian recalled the first time Bian touched her. At that time Bian touched Alea violently, not just rude, it might also be called rape, because at that time Bian really forced Alea to serve him.

When he first touched Alea, Bian never thought that Alea was still a virgin. Unlike the first time Bian touched Amara. The woman had clearly opened her seal.

Although initially Bian felt disappointed because it was not the first for Amara, but because of his love, Bian finally wanted to accept Amara as she was.

'No more, I don't want to be the loser man I was once again. Enough Alea was the victim.'

Due to the influence of drugs, Bian finally fell asleep. Every night, every Bian could not sleep because he thought of Alea, Bian must always consume sleeping pills, so that he could sleep.

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Lisa moved her legs closer to Bian. The man was currently contemplating in the garden behind his house. Bian stared one by one the contents inside the large cardboard in front of him.

the cardboard box contains photos of Bian that Alea dumped yesterday.

Coincidentally or not, this morning when her housekeeper was cleaning, she saw the janitor who was transporting large boxes from Alea's house.

Mbok Rasti is Bian's famous domestic assistant kepo. The soul of kepo Mbok Rasti immediately thrashed when he saw the two janitors lifting large cardboard boxes into the trash.

Shamelessly, Mbok Rasti approached the janitor, then found out the contents in the cardboard that made him curious. Despite getting a sharp plot from the two officers, Mbok Rasti remained kepo, then tore the cardboard and saw the contents.

Instantly his eyes widened in shock when he saw the contents inside the cardboard were photos of his young boss. Mbok Rasti then contacted Mang Diding the gatekeeper to help him take the cardboard down from the trash.

At first two officers forbade Mbok Rasti to bring the big cardboard, but after Mbok Rasti gave them a little money, they finally allowed Mbok Rasti to take it.

Mbok Rasti then tells Bian, and finally, this is where Bian is now. In the back garden while staring one by one photos of himself in several poses. The photos were clearly old photos of her, before Bian married Alea.

When he was newly married to Alea, Bian had seen photos of himself fully displayed on the walls of Alea's room, and these photos were exactly the same as the photos Bian had seen in Alea's room.

Perhaps, these photos were indeed the photos that were inside Alea's room that Alea deliberately threw away. Remembering that, Bian felt his heart like it was being squeezed.

By throwing away all these items, it meant that Alea had already completely forgotten about it. Alea really did not want to remember anymore, hence Alea threw all these memorable items into the trash.

Bian let out a heavy sigh, his chest feeling tight. Back, he had to face the fact that Alea had completely forgotten about him.

"Mr Bian ...." Lisa's voice breaks Bian's daydream.

"What's wrong?" Bian looked at the woman who was currently smiling beautifully at him.

"It's okay, just want to accompany you here."

"I'm paying you to take care of Devan, not to accompany me, Lisa." Bian stared intently at Lisa.

"Ma-I'm sorry sir, I didn't mean ...."

"Where is Devan? Why did you leave him?"

"Den Devan is being invited by the big lady, sir." Lisa replied with a downcast face.

"Why did you come here?"

"What else do you want to talk about, Lisa? We have no business, and we have nothing to talk about." Bian said firmly while looking at Lisa sharply.

"I want to talk to you about my feelings."

"Your feelings have nothing to do with me, Lisa."

"There certainly is." Lisa looked at Bian solemnly.

"I love you" Lisa said without hesitation.

Bian laughed at Lisa's words.

"Lisa, you better know where you are. I am your master in this house. So it should be, you're aware of your position." Bian looked at Lisa, scanning the face of the beautiful woman in front of him.

Bian admitted, Lisa is a very beautiful woman. For the size of a nurse, Lisa is very beautiful and attractive compared to other nurses.

But, in order to receive Lisa's love, it's clear Bian has to think over and over again maybe even thousands of times.

Bian just doesn't want to go back to repeating the same mistakes he used to. Moreover, right now his heart only belonged to Alea. Although Alea no longer loved her, but Bian would continue to hope, hopefully one day Alea can return to her.

Although it will not be easy, but Bian will continue to try to get Alea's heart back.

"I know, I'm just a babysitter, but I love you. I really love you with all my heart." Lisa looked at Bian, her eyes already condensed.

"I also know, it's not easy for you to forget your ex-wife, but isn't life going on? Until when will you keep hoping for your ex-wife? Don't you know that your ex-wife doesn't love you anymore?" Lisa was still staring at Bian who immediately changed the look on her face. The man looks angry.

"You don't know, Lisa." Bian looked at Lisa sharply.

"You don't even know anything about me, Lisa. So, you better not interfere in my personal affairs."

"I don't want to interfere in your personal affairs, I just feel sorry for you, until when will you continue like this, sir? Why do you have to keep expecting people who obviously do not love you anymore?" Lisa's eyes started to tear.

"Where do you know he doesn't love me anymore? Do you know him?"

"I don't know him, but those things are proof that he doesn't love you anymore, right?" Lisa pointed at the cardboard box with pictures of Bian.

Bian's eyes darkened immediately.

"She still loves me or not, it has nothing to do with you, Lisa, at all" Bian said.

"But I love you, why don't you want to see me a little?" Lisa looked at Bian, with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"I really love you, can't you just look at me for a little bit?" reset Lisa.

"I can't love another woman but her. Because she's the only woman I love."

"But I love you so much!" Lisa insisted with both eyes filled with tears.

"But I can't love you, Lisa. Pardon me! because I really can't love another woman besides her."

"Mr Bian ...." Lisa looked at Bian in disbelief, actually Lisa had guessed what kind of answer Bian had. Lisa also prepared her heart to be hurt. But why does it feel so painful? it hurts more than Lisa could have imagined.

Bian's refusal, made his heart instantly shatter into pieces.

'Why love should be this sick?'

"You're young and beautiful, Lisa. There's still a lot of good guys you can meet out there. But that's definitely not me, because I'll never be able to love you!" Bian looked at Lisa for a while, then passed away leaving Lisa crying alone.

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