NUMBNESS
The Part 69 Lisa

Bian looked at the tiny figure who was currently learning to walk while limping. Every now and then her tiny body fell down, but then tirelessly, she again woke up with a crisp laughter rising on her lips, making the tiny figure look so adorable.

Bian.

her smile, as the one-year-old toddler limped towards her. Bian spread out his arms, then hugged the little boy and then carried him.

"Hello Papa's son, you're not naughty today, are you?" Bian smears the chubby cheeks of Devan, the baby boy Amara was born one year ago. The baby boy who turned out not to be his flesh blood, but the flesh blood of Andre, his mistress Amara.

It was like falling down, hit by a ladder. Already lost Alea, betrayed Amara, and now, he even has to take care of the child of Amara's affair and her affair.

At first Bian was very angry when he found out that Amara had betrayed him too deeply, especially Amara until pregnant with someone else's child, even though Amara's status was his wife. But what I want to say, is destiny. Maybe this is karma for him.

For several months, Bian did not even want to see the tiny baby. But slowly, Bian fell. Seeing Devan look more and more cute and adorable, makes Bian forget to hate this child. Bian takes away his selfishness to hate the child and eventually learns to love him sincerely.

After all, this child is innocent. So, it is unfair that he must bear all the mistakes made by his parents.

Not much different from Bian, both Bian's parents were very disappointed when they saw the results of a DNA test that said that Devan was not the son of Bian.

Although they had expected from the beginning, that the baby was not Bian's flesh blood, but still they felt disappointed. Moreover, they had already taken care of the baby boy and instantly fell in love with him. But finally, the two middle-aged people happily accepted Devan as their grandson. Throw away all their selfishness to blame the innocent little boy.

"Pa-pa!" Devan laughed amusedly as Bian smirked his face.

Devan embraced Bian's neck and hugged the man tightly.

"Papa bathe first yes, the hero Papa played first with Oma Laras," said Bian while rubbing Devan's hair, then again kissed his cheek with anxiety, making the handsome baby laugh again.

Bian gives Devan to the nurse he hired to take care of Devan from infancy. Bian deliberately continued to hire the nurse, because he already felt fit with how it works. Bian even paid a lot of money to keep the nurse working for him.

"Mama." Bian approached his mother, after kissing the back of Laras' hand, Bian hugged the woman. Barrel smiled at Bian.

"Bring first, Mama wait at the dinner table," Laras stroked Bian's back, then let go of his embrace.

Bian nodded, and immediately went upstairs to his room. He wanted to immediately clean his sticky body after working all day.

Bian laid down his body, he had just finished bathing. His face looked tired, even though he had just finished bathing. Bian's gaze was fixed on the photo of his wedding with Alea displayed on the wall of his room.

'It's been over a year, but I haven't been able to find you Al, that jerk completely shut down all access to you, so that me and my men can't find you either.' Bian looked at Alea's pretty face in the photo.

"Are you okay now, Al?" inner Bian.

Bian remembered, when his condition was very bad a year ago, Laras his mother, told him, that Alea also experienced the same thing as himself. In fact perhaps, what Alea was experiencing was much more severe than Bian. Because Alea was a victim. Victims of violence committed by Bian.

Bian closed his eyes, his current condition was much better than before. Within a year, Bian was indeed diligent in meeting psychiatrists. The support of both his parents and his entire family, made Bian eager to recover. It was his desire to meet Alea again, which kept him excited to improve.

'Alea, I really miss you baby ....'

Bian closed his eyes again, drops of clear water had already flowed down both of his cheeks.

Always so, whenever he remembered Alea, Bian would always shed his tears. Crying, because regret is endless.

The sound of knocking on the door from outside the room, made Bian wake up, then immediately wiped his tears.

Bian stepped towards the door and opened it. The nurse's beautiful face was standing in front of her. The young nurse who nurtured Devan all this time.

"Sorry sir, Mr and Mrs are waiting for you at the dinner table." The nurse named Lisa looked at Bian, then lowered her head as Bian looked at her.

"I'm going downstairs soon."

"Good Sir." Lisa then leaves Bian still staring at her.

"Lisa!"

The nurse stopped her steps, then turned to look at Bian. The woman approaches Bian, as Bian asks her to come closer.

"thank you. But I'm sorry, because I can't keep up with your request." Bian looked at this beautiful woman in front of him closely.

This woman, has a big hand making it back to normal like this. This woman who always accompanied him and encouraged him when he was down. This nurse who continues to fight with his parents, so that he can recover and get excited again to live his life.

Lisa looked at Bian with both eyes glazed over.

"You don't have to worry, I understand! I was the only one who didn't know myself and dreamed too high, because I expected the Father." Lisa shed her tears. He looked at Bian with a big smile.

"So calm down, I'm fine." Lisa's voice rang out holding back the cries. Unexpectedly, Bian suddenly hugged her.

Lisa is a beautiful nurse from a hospital that Bian hired to take care of his son Amara. At first, the young girl only wanted to take care of baby Amara. But, when he saw the father of the baby who every day screamed hysterically because of depression, Lisa finally ventured to take care of Bian.

At first, Lisa doesn't want to tell Bian her feelings. But, circumstances forced him to tell Bian everything.

Lisa cries in Bian's arms. While Bian breathed a heavy sigh, while recalling the events of a few days ago.

"Sir Bian, what are you doing?!" Lisa screams when she suddenly finds Bian sitting in the corner of her room crying and almost slicing his pulse.

"Stay away from me! Don't come any closer!" Bian did not lose screaming.

At that time, Bian's situation was chaotic somehow caused by what, whereas before, Bian had never raged again. Even the doctor said that Bian's condition had improved.

"Sir Bian, calm down, sir. Dad can't do that. Inget Mister and Madam!" Lisa shouted loudly. He approached Bian, but then Bian shouted again.

"Don't come any closer!" Lisa didn't hear Bian. He kept approaching the man.

"If you want to die, let me also die with you!" Lisa shouted out loudly, while Bian was instantly shocked.

"Sir, if you really love your ex-wife, you should fight to get her back, not kill yourself."

"My life is meaningless without him, so why am I still alive?" Bian looked at Lisa with teary eyes.

"You don't know, how I suffered all this time? Every day, even every night I'm in a nightmare about him. I can't erase my guilt towards her. Every day I'm tormented because I keep missing him!" Bian shouted, the knife in his hand had even scratched the surface of his skin, until fresh blood started dripping from his wrist.

"Sir Bian!" Lisa panicked. Then directly hit Bian to snatch the knife.

Bian dodged, but ill-fated, the sharp knife immediately tore his wrist deep and then the knife fell on the floor.

While fresh blood instantly came out with a rushing flow on Bian's wrist.

"Sir Bian!"

Bian looked at Lisa with a look of despair.

"Go! Let me die. I really don't want to live anymore. I don't want to be tormented anymore because of my love and longing for her. Because I know, he's definitely not going to forgive all my mistakes."

"Sir Bian!" Lisa moves quickly to retrieve the cloth to clog the blood coming out of Bian's hand, but Bian resolutely refuses.

"If you want to die, I want to die with you too." Suddenly Lisa picked up the knife lying on the floor, then placed it on her smooth wrist.

"Lisa!" Bian was surprised, seeing Lisa was already preparing to slice her pulse.

"Didn't you also want to die because you can't be with the people you love?" Lisa was crying looking at Bian.

"Then I want to die because I can't have the person I love!"

"Lisa, what do you mean? Put that knife down!" Bian shouted while grimacing, his face even turning pale, due to the blood flowing so much.

"Don't you want to die?"

"That has nothing to do with you Lisa!"

"Of course there is!" Lisa pressed her knife.

"Because I love you Father! If you die, what am I living for? Why do I live if I can't see my Father again in this world!"

"Lisa! Stop that!"

"I won't stop until you undo your intentions!"

"Lisa!"

Bian shouted as suddenly the girl was determined to do as she did.

"Lisa!"

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