
“Everyone who lives in this world, must be endowed with reason as well as taste. Many say that they prefer to put logic first and ignore feelings,” Binar said while looking at Arsenio who was standing next to him.
“I used to have a friend. He left his poor girlfriend. His logic worked and reminded him of how hard life was. Not wanting to take risks with the future he will join, my friend prefers a rich man who is considered able to support all his needs later. However, suddenly he felt empty, when the feeling of love reminded him of a real meaning of life,” Binar said again.
“My age might be too young to discuss something like this. However, the days I spent made myself feel a lot older by a few years. You know for yourself what it looks like, because you watched it live.” Binar turned back to Arsenio who was looking at him. “I'm not sure if you don't have that feeling and just realized it this time.”
“I always ignore it,” said Arsenio slowly and deeply.
“Why?” ask Binar.
Arsenio smiled knot. His gaze turned on the marble-clad floor he was peeping on. A moment later, the handsome man with a posture of 185 cm turned to Binar again. “Sama like you who also always ignore pain and fatigue for the sake of Vishnu and Praya. Like that was me. There are many responsibilities that indirectly seem to have been composed of since I first sighed in the world realm. Everything in my life that I lived, was planned in the journals of my parents.”
“I am the first son of the Rainier family. My mom and dad prepared everything carefully. They even knew when I should breathe, laugh, and everything related to me. All this went on for years, until I felt that it was no longer an agenda. I lived it and began to get used to it and try to enjoy, although not infrequently there is a boredom that is so torturous. That's when I started to get off the designated path. It was like playing hide-and-seek. However, it turned out that it made my life feel much more enjoyable.” Arsenio again smiled knots at his words just now.
“Do you also date all women on behalf of eliminating boredom?” ask Binar again full of search. He had not known more about Rain. However, now he gets the opportunity to explore Arsenio, which is nothing but the original form of the amnesiac man.
“Consider that, even though I still have my own criteria for every woman I date. Please, Binar. You wouldn't like to hear this. So, don't beg me to discuss it,” pinta Arsenio. The man again avoided discussing himself with women in the past who he tried to forget.
“I want to reimagine the life I'm living so I don't get off track. However, it seems impossible anymore,” he said later.
“Why is that?” ask Binar curious.
Arsenio muttered softly while changing positions. He turned back to face the girl who was still sitting on the edge of the table. Both hands then the man put on the left and right side of the body of Binar.
“I was getting out of my way after the bad event happened. My life changed by one hundred and eighty degrees, as I went back by continuing to carry one name in my heart. Binar, I want you to lead this lost man. Take me to the light of love that can light up my life for the better.” Arsenio grabbed both of Binar's hands, then clasped them tightly. He seemed very serious at the time.
“Why should I? That's something impossible.” Binar shook his head, rejecting what Arsenio pinta had.
“Because you changed my mind. To everyone, I might still look like the old Arsenio. But the other thing is what I feel. I ... I am like someone who has just been reborn into the world,” said the handsome man reaffirmed. However, Binar did not immediately answer. He just stared fixedly at the man of a million charms.
Arsenio the conqueror of women with seduction that is so poisonous, and can paralyze the firm stance of the woman who is targeted. Every sweet word that came out of the man's lips seemed to be a spell capable of hypnotizing anyone. No exception to Binar.
Young age makes Binar still unstable, especially in the affairs of love that he just knew and has not been mastered well. Plain binar must be faced with a man with a myriad of experiences in terms of romance. His entire strong stance began to falter. The intention of the heart to no longer be in contact with Arsenio because it is aware of the status of the man, yawned and just became a useless discourse.
The handsome man had taught her how to do it well, and to make it feel good. Arsenio led the girl's innocence to something much more colorful. Soft touch and flirtatious palpation on each part of the body slim Binar, making the owner only able to be silent and let it all.
The scene continued in the kitchen with a dim light that illuminated it. As usual, Arsenio would not let go of the beautiful girl before she was completely satisfied. However, one thing that feels so different. The man can still control himself, not to do anything further even though they kiss very affectionately and deeply.
Binar let out a long sigh, as Arsenio gave him the opportunity to breathe in the air freely. However, Arsenio did not let it go for too long, because the brunette man returned to his lips as before. They seem to forget that the night will soon change in the morning, because time has shown at three in the morning.
One more thing they did not realize, namely the existence of a pair of eyes belonging to Fabien who had been watching every scene in the kitchen. Fabien now knows and understands very well. It is not wrong to think that Binar is a figure who has made his brother change drastically.
All the daydreams of the man who devoted his life to the music became disturbed, when he saw a movement from the direction of the corridor leading to the servants' rooms. A middle-aged woman appeared and prepared to start her activities. Fabien immediately moved from where he was standing. Arsenio's younger brother pretended to sneeze loudly, making the woman shocked at once.
“Yes my goodness, Young Master. Sorry, I thought there was a sighting,” chirps the slightly fat woman was surprised when she passed Fabien. The woman who was going to the kitchen immediately stopped her steps for a moment, as Fabien stood in the way.
“I'm going to the kitchen to find an upset stomach remedy,” Fabien said loudly, hoping that Arsenio and Binar heard so as to stop their sensual activity there.
“How is this?” asked Binar while whispering. His face looked so sad too. Another case with Arsenio who actually looks calm. The man still laughed softly. “Come with me,” take her. He carefully lowered Binar from the table and led him out through a small door beside the kitchen. The door went straight to the stairs to the second floor. While sneaking around, Arsenio took Binar's hand and delivered him to the front of the room occupied by the beautiful girl.
“Sleep. We have to rest even if only for a little while,” he said. In his heart, he wanted to feel like he went into the room, then held Binar until morning on the same bed. But his mind is back in power. This time, he will do everything right.
“I'll fight for you, Binar. For a while, hang in here until I pin the ring on your ring finger,” Arsenio said confidently. Before it passed from there, he kissed Binar's forehead first.
"Never think of running away from me" he said as he walked backward with his index finger straight at Binar. While the beautiful girl only blushed while hiding part of her face behind the door. He said nothing, until Arsenio disappeared from sight. The girl intended to close the door of the room, before hearing Fabien's subtle greeting. "Rin."
.
.
.
Aw, that's sweet. Semanis this one story 😍