
A bright morning. I breathed in the fresh air coming in through my window. I'm getting ready for college. I wear my friend's red jacket. Comfortable.
I went into the kitchen. I was stunned when I saw the father who was feeding Zee. My heart was touched to see their togetherness. I didn't want to bother them, so I decided to go out and heat my bike.
I opened the door and felt something strange. Like someone was watching me. I circulated the view, but I didn't find anyone suspicious.
I continue my activities. When I finished, I went in. But, someone who passed my house made me speechless.
The deg!
My eyes and her eyes met. I just kept quiet without seeing his departure.
I entered with a little dreamy. I arrived at the kitchen, but the view in the kitchen surprised me.
Ughhhh!
Why do mom and dad make out here? I'm a little upset and embarrassed.
I went to the front room and it turned out my brother was ready to go to work. He's researching my appearance.
"Dad! Pinjem dong's jacket. "
I cringe. "Does have too. I want to use this one too. "
"Every once... Ajas. Yep. " His gaze seduced.
I nodded and took off my jacket. I gave it to him and he looked happy.
I came out of the kitchen and looked at me with a smile. Why do I feel weird? Why am I sad to see him?
"You're leaving, neng? "
"Yes, sir. But still waiting for Zee. "
" Sit down first. " Say it while sitting first. I followed. Bang Arka and mother also sat beside us. Soon Zee comes out of her room and joins in.
Is your father going to say what he wants to say? I was very waiting for him.
"You're already big. "
I just kept quiet. Sure oes. I am even taller than my father.
"You have a candidate yet? "
"Huh? C-nominee what? "
"Yes, the husband-to-be. " The answer is smile.
Ughhhh! This gentleman...
"Not yet, sir. I'm still in college. After all, I still want to work even if I have graduated college. " My family chuckles.
Zee slumped back, wanted to pee.
Bang Arka went to the kitchen looking for a tool to bring her work.
Just me and my parents.
I looked at me seriously. "Miss... If you want to get married, marry someone older than you and make sure they never get married. Don't marry someone younger than you. Remember the father's message, yes. "
I nodded in understanding despite feeling strange. Whatisthis? These are not the words I expected. But I accepted it and I will always remember. This is father's message.
But, is that all? After a long time even until bang Arka and Zee came out there were no more words issued by the father. I'm a little disappointed.
Father and bang Arka pamit work. I told my mom not as usual. I look reluctant to let go of my father. He looked at her gently and then at me and Zee.
"Father go first, yeah. Be careful on the road. Do not bring a speeding motor, neng. Guarded his sister. Mom's fine at home. " We took the father in turns.
Father and bang Arka are gone. Now there are three of us.
"Mom, I was like to see Anih. "
Mum looked at me, "Anih's Danang's wife? " I nodded.
"Can't be. Maybe it was his sister. His sister is very similar. Anih and her husband were gone after the incident. Residents who are angry with Danang's behavior do not hesitate to evict them. Mom is actually Kasian with Anih. But her husband is... Ngeselin!"
I recall the thief I accidentally let into my house, a few months after we lived here.
I was half conscious of putting people in my house at night. I thought it was dad. I who heard the voice behind the door just opened the door and allowed the man to enter.
I don't remember anything until I hear my sister yell. I ran to his room.
But I shook my eyes and darkened as my sister screamed and asked for help because someone had slipped into her room.
I saw someone wearing a mask strangling my sister from behind and a knife she pointed at me.
Instantly, I lunged at the person until he cried out in pain. No matter what knife he pointed at me. I don't know what I'm doing?
I beat him until he was paralyzed.
My family was very surprised and my mother was shocked to see me like a possessed person.
Instantly our house boisterously visited by residents. At that time also new residents know that it turns out Danang is a thief that has been troubling residents.
People don't blame me. But I was shocked and couldn't speak at the time.
When the crowd also I saw Anih with her beautiful face crying over her husband. I know her and I know she's a very nice girl. I feel guilty for doing that to her husband.
After that I don't know what the people did to Danang. I never found out anything about them.
"Sister.. "
"Wheel! "
"Quick departure. " Say Mother.
Zee and I left.
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I don't know why I feel uncomfortable. I studied unsettled.
I still have class, but I'm not excited.
I pensively myself under a tree, behind a building.
Suddenly my phone rings. I saw my mom call me.
"Assalam-i"
"rain's... " Mom cut my regards. His voice vibrates.
"Father accident... "
Instantly I felt so weak that I could not stand up. You can't call me crying if it's not bad.
My mother asked me to come to the hospital which is about 25 minutes away by motor from here. I calmed myself down and hurried away without saying goodbye to anyone, I don't remember.
During the journey, my tears continued to shine. My feelings are so fucked up. Maybe this is why I feel so unsettled. Especially considering the father who gave me such a message this morning.
Father's condition must not be okay.
I cried sad and also agitated because I felt I did not get to the hospital. I kept calling my dad cleanly.
When I arrived, I immediately ran to find the ER room. You must be in that room . In confusion I ran staggered to the point of bumping into others many times. Usually I am not confused looking for the room and will find it soon. I cried while calling my father.
"Mr.... Hix... Sired... "
I saw some of my neighbors in front of a room. I'm sure you're in that room.
"Mr! " I screamed while running over. My neighbor greeted me with a sad face. They allowed me to come in.
"Mr.... " My tears broke looking at my father who was lying down with a swollen face.
I approached her with tears covering my eyes. I didn't notice anyone in the room.
I stared and stroked that pale-looking face. He opened his eyes and looked at me.
"Have you come, neng? " My heart hurts more and more to hear his voice so deep.
"Yes, sir... Rain has arrived. " My voice is shaking.
Father looked around. I followed his direction. Looks mother and Zee who is still wearing a uniform, crying bitterly beside the father's bed. There was also a man I knew as Ustadz and also two others I did not know. A doctor and a nurse were standing a bit away from us.
"Come here, "Say the father but I can still hear. I'm very close. I sat down on the chair and lowered my head closer as he wished. I dare not embrace her seeing how she is.
"I'm sorry, sir. You are wrong too much. " I shook my head, cried and could not speak.
"One day if you know the truth, I hope you do not hate the father and also people in the future, " said the father in a deep and hoarse voice.
"Father is powerless to do more than this. Father loves you. You are a strong and courageous child. Take care of your mother and sister. You are a girl, but you are a strong woman. But, control your emotions, yes, son... Always remember your father's message. You'll know why you said that... Haaah... " My father's breath looks stuffy. I am getting powerless to hold back my tears.
Father....
Please strong...
"Astaghfirullah's.... Sired... Strong, sir... " My words were choked with tears.
Some people have approached us.
My father seems to have more trouble breathing. An ustadz, my neighbor. He approached the father and whispered the shahada in his ear.
He followed her with a soft voice. Mother and Zee seemed to hold back her cries until her voice choked. Why are the doctors and nurses silent? Why are you left like this?
"Doctor, please, sir... Why are you guys just quiet? " I was half screaming. But they just bowed.
I cried calling my father while preaching.
Until the ustadz made my world collapse until I felt numb.
"Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun... " I stood with tears in my eyes. My eyes widened and my breath was blocked. I can't believe my dad's gone...
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Beginner author..
sorry for not wanting.
greetings from yuya...