Rainbow No Color Limit
He's Already gone

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"Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun... " I stood with tears in my eyes. My eyes were wide and my breath was closed. I can't believe my dad's gone...

Mom screamed hysterically while Zee had fainted and fell to the floor. Someone held him down until his body did not fall down hard.

"Mr... W-why? " I'm still sculpting.

I don't know what's going on with me. Until I heard someone's voice.

"Istighfar, neng! Conscious! " She said while shaking my body. I soon came to my senses and hugged my lifeless father.

"Mr... Why do you live in Rain, sir...?"

I hugged him and buried my face in his chest. No more heartbeats were heard, but I could still feel her still warm body.

"Mr... "

I shook his body slowly while continuing to call out to him. Mother cried roaring while hugging him.

I could feel someone's hand rubbing my back. I'm letting.

We cried for a long time for the father's departure until the ustadz rebuked my mother.

"Mom, I'm sorry. But we'd better take the deceased home immediately to be bathed. "

My mother was still crying and staring at my father's face. A long time later he just nodded.

Zee is still unconscious. Now he was lying on another bed in the room.

I looked around, but I didn't see my brother. Where's she?

"Mom... " I said with a trembling voice.

Mom looked up at me. "Yes. " Answers are wiry.

"Where's the Arka bang? "

Suddenly her tears fell down again. What was? Where is my brother and what happened to him?

"Your gate is not here. He was taken to a bigger hospital. " His speech after being able to control his crying.

"Since when? "

"Since the accident, your brother's been unconscious and he's been referred there."

Oh Allah... Even my brother who went with him this morning, did not know that he was dead.

What would happen to him if he knew that his father was no more?

"Why brother, mom? " But my mother did not answer.

"Why weren't you brought there too? "

"Your father is no longer strong, dear. The hospital is too far away. "

"But... "

My mind's raging. But how else. Maybe this is his destiny. Even if you were taken there, not necessarily the father is still there.

I can't keep blaming things. Mom's condition is not good right now. I better shut up.

What about my brother over there? He is alone and what is his condition?

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Finally we brought the late father home. When we got home, we were greeted by our neighbors.

They looked sad and even cried with our arrival.

Mothers who did not stop crying could not speak to them.

People took the body out of the ambulance. My heart ached at the sight. They took it slowly with care.

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I am still standing in front of my father's grave. Zee and mother did not stop crying even though their eyes were already swollen. There are only three of us.

This morning my father sat with me and smiled at me. Now, my gaze on him will continue to be blocked by this mound of earth.

Sired... May you be calm there. Like your message, I'll keep mom and Zee as strong as I can.

I remember my brother. Will he be able to accept the fact that you are gone. Even his current condition was extremely concerning.

My mom said bang Arka had severe damage to one leg that required her to have surgery. Just imagining it makes my heart hurt.

I try to be patient and sincere for them right now. Even though my heart is very fragile.

I don't know what kind of crushing feeling bang Arka. I don't know what's going to happen after he finds out.

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POV Author

"I'm sorry for my departure. I've been carrying a huge wound for you all this time. But that's my way of protecting you and our baby. Goodbye for good. I always loved you, my first love. "

"Huh!! "

A woman woke up from her sleep. Panting as if running. He paused for a moment and muttered.

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"Mother dear Arka. Until whenever Arka will be his champion father. Although now Arka already has two sisters, but Arka remains the first. "

"I love you dad. "

"Mother also loves Arka. Arka's fine, yeah. Take care of Rain with Zee if you leave. Kan Arka champ. "

"certainly, sir. Arka will always take care of them. Father don't worry. "

"Then you go first. Where's the tos?"

Little Ark stuck his fists on Pak Djaja. A warm smile from both.

Mr. Djaja stepped out of Arka. Arka continued to look at his departure until his eyes widened when he saw Mr. Djaja who was suddenly hit by a car very hard, so his body bounced far away.

Arka yelled at him and wanted to get to him, but his body could not move and he could only scream on the spot.

"Sir!!!!... The father!!!... " Little arka shouted with a heartbreaking cry.

"Mr! "

"Huh!! " Arka gasped for breath after she regained her senses. His eyes stared at the empty space. A flash of memory of the accident flashed back in his head.

"Arka Bang? Brother is up? " Arka looked at the person who called her.

"Rain? "

"Yes, bang. How's brother doing? I'll call the doctor first, yeah. Brother wait a minute. "

Rain was about to leave but Arka blocked his wrist.

"Any good thing. Don't call a doctor first. "

"But bang-"

"You sit here first. "

Rain complied and sat back down.

Arka looked at the ceiling of the room. "Abang kangen same father, deck, " said Arka quietly. Rain just looked down.

Arka recalls the moment before the tragedy of the accident that befell her and her father.

"Sir, can I not hug you? " Say Arka who was then hugged by her father.

"What, are you not ashamed of? "

"No, sir. My father is my father. I don't know why I want to hug you. "

"Yes, just hug. "

Arka hugged her father tightly as if scared to leave. Until suddenly a car from the opposite direction, speeding in an uncertain direction.

Mr. Djaja could not control his motor when he saw the car and at that time there was another car hit the motorbike. Mr. Djaja bounced until his body fell on the sidewalk hard. From his mouth came thick blood and Mr. Djaja was unconscious.

While Arka fell in different directions with her father. The neighbor Pak Djaja who had indeed left with them because their workplace was the same, the people immediately took Arka and Pak Djaja to the hospital.

While the car that hit it has gone somewhere. Same with cars that don't know that direction. Both cars were lost without a trace.

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Arka was crying without a sound. He was still too sad and felt very lost the figure of the father who loved him so much.

Arka was devastated when she found out her father was dead. Even now Arka has not been able to see his grave.

Rain was silent. He wanted to give time to Arka until she felt calmer.

Rain accompanied Arka every night. Hastini will accompany Arka during the day. Although Arka's friends visited, but they did not stay there.

Arka's condition is often unstable because his mind is not calm. He often had a high fever until he had a seizure and was unconscious, making Arka longer treated there.

Zee's condition can't be said to be good. He fainted and rarely spoke. This condition made him unable to enter school. His friends often came to visit him.

Hastini has very good friends. They guard her home and Zee when Hastini accompanies Arka in the hospital.

The distance of the hospital that is very far from his home makes him unable to go home at will. Hastini will wait for Rain to go home from college and then he will go home.

Although his face looks pale and his body is getting thinner, but Rain never complained about it. He was still ready even though he had to drive here and there.

His body was indeed tired but for the sake of his family, he was willing to feel that every day.

It won't be like this forever, that's what he always said to his family. Convince them that they are strong in this situation.

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seriate....

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greetings from yuya...