Rainbow No Color Limit
Who the hell am I?

The night breeze hit my skin, brushing my hair that I let loose. I let the cold pierce my skin, which was only wrapped in a thin shirt, hoping that the cold could take away this pain for a moment. Hope this tightness flies with the wind.

Mothers...

Why is it like this? Who the hell are you, mother? Who exactly am I? Why do so many people want my life? Who is the father I have known all along?

I laughed in my sadness. Smiling happily but also hurt.

Mothers...

Do you still remember me? Is it possible that we can meet again? Is there still a chance for me?

I was pensive here, in a quiet park and I was just sitting alone. I want to let go of this feeling of tightness for a moment even though it can't be lost.

I looked at the locket, the pendant with the faces of my parents. I looked at my mother's face, the face I miss so much.

Now, I would love to dream of him. I wanted him not to be present in my dreams.

I want to meet him even if it's only in my dreams right now, I'm fine. Because meeting him might even put him in danger, as my mother said.

Am I the son of a bad-ass carrier?

Why does my grandmother hate me? Why do people want me dead?

My mind keeps raging. My happiness came but with it also sadness accompanied his arrival.

I remember what my mother said at home. "They're looking for you to eliminate you, even your own grandmother. Try to know first about your family before they find you and know the truth. Don't trust others too much because you don't know what the truth is. You must remain Rain the son of Raya Widjaja. No one can recognize you before you know everything."

This time my mother said that. He must be really worried about me. But he must have known who I was, too. I'm sure your identity has changed, but you hid it from me.

I just said my birth mother was named Rani, the son of a businessman in Kalimantan named Wati. Then can I find my family? The information about my family is just that. In the book given by the mother could not give many answers.

But anyway I have to find them for my mother but I also have to risk losing my life when I meet my grandmother. My family's life is very confusing.

I'm sure Mom wasn't wrong and had bad intentions. I'm sure he doesn't want to vilify my family. The proof is that he is willing to sacrifice for me.

My mother was very nice even though she was my stepmother. He was willing to endure the pain and feel fear for me. He was willing to come here and there with his father for me.

Who would have thought that she was my stepmother? His heartfelt affection even exceeded his affection for my two brothers. He loves me very much.

So too with bang Arka. He never complained about our escape, even though he knew the truth.

Maybe I'm a fucking carrier kid. With me, the people closest to me suffer. They had to have trouble protecting me.

He even got into a severe accident and made him lose his real face. My neighbor in the place we stopped by was also in trouble because of me.

I remember a policeman protecting us but he lost his life. I remember when the Village Chief in a remote area was incapacitated for our sake. I still remember everything. But I didn't know what was going on.

Many places we stopped by and all of them left deep wounds for me. Especially now that I know the truth, my heart is hurting.

Do I have to give myself up to them so that no one else suffers because of me?

Sired...

Is this what you wanted to say to me first? You apologized to me. But I should have apologized to you and everyone for this. I made them suffer.

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I sat down lethargic with puffy eyes. It's getting late but I still don't want to go home. I still want to be here. No one saw me crying, although there were some people passing by but I ignored them.

My phone rings a few times. I saw Intan's name on the screen. He must have been very worried because I didn't give any news at all.

Ace also tried to contact me but I didn't respond either. They can't know how I am doing right now.

I'm worried about the mother and the child now. I don't want them to suffer like the people close to us used to.

My phone rang again, this time I answered. "Hello, Ace. "

"What's going on? Why aren't you answering my phone?"

"none. I'm just doing my job. "

"really? Then where are you now?"

"I'm in the garden, "I replied as I looked around the garden, hopefully thinking I was in the garden in the yard of his house.

"All right then. I feel uneasy and remembered. "

"I'm doing fine. "

Ace paused and closed his call. I took a long breath. I lied to him again. Even when Zee was kidnapped, I didn't tell her.

Before long my phone rang again, this time Intan called me. I answered because I was calmer.

"Rain, where are you? " tanya when the connection is connected.

"I'm in the park. "

"Why not go home? "

"My motor broke down so I took it to the workshop. I was on my way and stopped by the park for a while. "

I heard breath from him. "Ooh, so. I'm not calm because I called but you didn't pick up."

"I don't hear, ma'am, "my lie.

"Yes, you go home quickly, yes. "

"Yes." Yeah."

I lowered my phone without seeing if the connection was still connected. I fell silent back. Though my motorbike lives in a workshop owned by my friend. I'm here on an online motorcycle. That's what I do because I don't want to daydream on the way.

I was so quiet that I felt the atmosphere in the park was a little different. His aura feels terrible. I looked around and saw no one, nothing like that. What the hell's going on?

I stared straight ahead without caring about the changing atmosphere. Until someone's voice made me feel a little bit glued.

"I finally found you alone here, Rain. "

Actually I was a little surprised but I only smiled after seeing that person.

"We meet again. How's it going? " he asked as he walked slowly towards me.

Perhaps it was he who caused this terrible atmosphere. I was still silent and her gaze had now turned sharp.

"You're still as arrogant as you used to be. "

I'm still smiling. Does he also participate in some of the problems that occur?

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seriate...

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greetings from Yuya😉😉😉