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"I am the one who helped Anih to harm you, " said Ammar calmly and seemed unencumbered in the least. It was as if the meaning of his words was just a matter of course. Obviously his words and attitude made me angry.
"But I also helped you to get away from him, "he said again as if he knew with my mind. I slightly frowned because of her words. But I'm still silent and of course my upset and angry feelings haven't gone away.
"Did you not want to ask? " he asked because I was silent.
"Then why are you still free to roam while Anih and his friends have been detained? I'm sure, you have an influential position in the group created by Anih. "
He laughed softly. "Of course I'm important. That's why he trusted me so much that he didn't think I could betray him. And you ask why I'm still free? " I looked at him sharply without answering.
"Because I've helped you. I also helped the police to arrest Anih. Plus, I'm not proven guilty. Because I acted behind the scenes. I'm not gonna let my hands get dirty, Rain. I also helped the police to deal with several cases before and after Anih's arrest process was carried out. Even if I get involved, they'll think twice about arresting me. Especially if there is a lack of evidence like this. My presence was very influential in some cases. Can't it be that someone like me will just be taken off and thrown in jail? Wouldn't it be better if they took advantage of me?" It was clearly at length then leaning his body onto the chair. He folded his hands on his chest while smiling arrogantly towards me.
"Is your purpose sitting with me to boast? Why are you so proud to have done something wrong? Is it a pride for you to have helped Anih harm me? " I smiled cynically.
"Whatever it is, the point is that I have also helped you, "he replied flatly.
"Then should I thank you? "
He puts his shoulders. "I'm not forcing. "
I turned my gaze away from her and threw my breath rough. I was very sad and angry when I remembered the accident that my father had experienced.
"What is your purpose in talking to me? You apologize but why do you feel proud of what you did to my family. Do you really want to apologize or do you want to start a war with me?" I asked with a sharp look.
"I want to apologize," he replied while lowering his gaze.
"Then what are you doing now?"
"Don't if we were going to apologize, we should have said what our mistake was? Then we apologize. If I don't say this, how do you know what my mistake is? While you yourself know nothing of me and don't even recognize me." He looked at me, looking for a justification for his words.
"Does it have to be like this? By scraping my old wounds again?"
"I don't want to hurt you anymore. "
"You already know, saying this and speaking this way, it's gonna hurt my feelings. You knew. You know more about what happened to my family. But why do you apologize like this? Are you really sincere about apologizing, or is there something else behind your goal?" I looked at him sharply. And so is what he is currently doing.
"I'm sorry" he said softly with a softened look. After a while before, he just looked at me.
"Why are you apologizing? "
"Because I was wrong."
"Just because you feel guilty? "
He looks at me not like it. "Do you intend to make it difficult for me?"
I just laughed softly. Shift my eyes from her. "Heah... Don't people like you deserve to be complicated? Your real purpose I don't know. Plus with your attitude like this. Do I have to believe and even forgive you?"
Now I look at him to hear what he is going to say. But she just kept quiet while looking at me not even blinking. I was bored of seeing her who was silent and I ended up staring around the cafe.
"I'd like to file a favor as proof of my apology."
I saw it and laughed. "Can someone like you trust me? What's wrong with me is gonna get harder if you help me."
I've been feeling nervous and I don't think there's any point in serving him. I intended to leave but he called me and it stopped my movement. "I really want to help you."
I who was standing just looked at it lazily. Not interested in what he meant. "What's your goal this time? You just blatantly said that you betrayed Anih who trusted you so much. Then I have to believe like Anih and you end up betraying her too? "
"You can trust me with this," he said firmly with a look that looked serious.
"Sorry, I'm not interested in sharing my problems with you. I think our meeting's enough here. I don't want to continue talking to you either. If your tone is still haughty, apologizing you don't look serious and also you don't intend to be honest with your goals, I think your mistakes will be a grudge for my father... Who died." I looked at him for a while before I turned around. Ammar looked surprised. I don't know if he's afraid of what I say about my father's revenge. Let her be afraid of something like that.
"Wheel!" Ammar called me who had walked away from him. I had no intention of turning around and continuing my steps. Suddenly, a hand clasped my hand tightly and finally stopped my steps.
I stared at the hand with rage. I know who owns that hand. I threw it away but it still didn't escape my hand. "Take me off, Ammar! Or do you want me to do something more rude?"
"I'm not going to take it off. It is up to you to be seen by many for being rude to me. At most you embarrass those closest to you for dealing with the police, for being rude to me."
I turned my body and looked at him in annoyance. "What else? "
"I'm not done yet. "
"But I've."
"Go back to sit down, "he asked softly while looking at some people who were looking at us with various expressions. Some of them were smiling while whispering. I'm getting upset to see that. I walked ahead of Ammar to the seat where we were sitting.
"It's not easy to get away with it when you've dealt with me" Ammar said, sitting on a chair.
"Isn't it upside down? I'm not looking for trouble with you, but you're the one who started this problem" I said sniffling as I folded my arms around my chest.
"I'll be better this time." Ammar's words sounded more subtle this time.
"It has to."
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greetings from Yuya😘😘