
I don't think time has passed so fast. A few weeks have passed and my burden has diminished. I lived my day quietly before it was time to find information about my family.
I don't want to rush it even though I've been dying to meet my mom. But this at least made the mother who had taken care of me not feel sidelined and forgotten. He looked sad a few weeks ago. I think he's very worried and also afraid that I don't love him like I used to. Even though I kept convincing him that such a thing would not happen.
Some time ago I was afraid that my family would be bullied again. But I don't seem to have to worry about it. It seems, Ammar really wants to make peace with me. I was afraid that he would make a mess in my family.
But there are still things that make me feel bad. Arza. I really haven't met him. I don't know where he is at the moment. I went to her house and she wasn't there. I had the courage to come to her house. But I have to be disappointed because it turns out Arza has been more than a month not living in that house.
I really wanted to apologize and thank him. But he didn't seem to give me that chance. If only I could follow Ammar when he came home, maybe I could find out where Arza is. But the young man seemed to know every time I followed him. He comes home to a different place every time I try to follow him.
He even blatantly intercepted me and asked me not to stalk him. Because he thinks it's useless for me to do all that, it's useless. And I can only give up this time. Maybe Arza really wants to avoid me.
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Tonight feels quiet. After this afternoon it rained, the atmosphere in this house so it feels cold. The inhabitants of this house no one is wandering around. Only a few guards ahead took turns checking the situation to the back of the house. It is done every day by them.
I sat by the pool relaxed. They answered their greetings when they looked at me. I can't sleep yet. I think it's too early to go to sleep anyway. It's still half nine in the night.
I called my mom and even Zee. I want to contact someone right now. I miss him. He had no news and his phone was always busy. My call he never answered. I became worried. Is she okay?
Just as I stared at my phone, it rang and the lighted screen revealed the name of someone I was missing right now. I smiled happily. Immediately I answered his call.
"Hi," my broom began to coincide with the sound of people yawning across there.
"Hi" he replied, as I felt him smiling.
"Why hasn't there been news all day? " I don't intend to keep my question.
"I'm sorry, I'm so busy today. There are some people I work with today, and they're important people. I don't feel good if-"
"You should have told me first so I wouldn't bother you. I'm so worried, Ace."
"Sorry, sweetheart. But I'm fine. Don't worry too much."
"How can I not be anxious while you're alone there. "
"I'm already big. I can take care of myself. If there's anything, I'll call you or mom. Besides, here are some of my mom's employees who look after me even though they're not home with me."
"All right."
And we talked about a lot of things, as usual. I don't get tired of telling him. He did the same. Ace seemed enthusiastic to tell what he went through even though his story every day was almost the same, namely about work and also the people who met him. But he always seems to have something interesting with his work.
"What about your family now? Are you guys all right?" ask Ace because I don't tell you about my family every day.
"Me and them are fine."
"Thank God. Don't you? Everything's gonna be fine. Your family is a good man."
I smiled at his words. "Yes, you're right. They are good people."
We were silent for a while, only the sound of crickets accompanying me in the dark tonight.
"Ehm... I'll probably be home in about a month."
My feeling suddenly drifted. I couldn't even help my smile because of the news he gave me. This news he never said.
"really? Good then. You can rest from the tiredness of the work there." I try to hide my feelings of pleasure.
"That's all?"
"Nothing else?"
I smiled with my chest beating so badly. My happy feeling seemed to be blowing. Considering he's gonna propose to me when he gets home.
"You think?"
"Why ask back? I'm afraid someone forgot the promise I made."
"It seems like no one has forgotten." I smiled again. I want to see his face now. Does he smile like me? But the rules of Bu Intan for us who are only allowed to tell each other by phone cannot be ignored. I don't know why Ms. Intan gave such a rule.
We were silent for a moment. I find it difficult to talk because of my feelings. Maybe he's the same.
"Wheel..." He finally called me.
"Yes?"
"I missed you. Wait for me to come and I'll propose. "
I really can't help my smile. "Yes. I'll be waiting. I miss you too, Ace."
"Thank you."
And we fell silent again.
"Wheel..."
"Yes?"
"If you could see my face right now. You'd think I was weird."
"Why?"
"My lips can't be closed."
"Why?" I became worried.
"I'm very happy. I just keep smiling. If I could, I'd like to scream because I'm so happy."
I smiled ashamed of his words. "You're this. "
"Are you the same?"
I didn't answer him directly. "My cheeks are even sore." I heard him laugh softly. I just smiled because I was embarrassed.
We chatted again long enough until I heard he kept yawning. Finally I ended our conversation because I felt sorry for him who must have been exhausted from his work. He who is like her is reluctant to do that still obey my words. We disconnected and I returned with a quiet atmosphere in this house.
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seriate...
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greetings from Yuya 😘😘