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"I love you, Rain. I love you... Eemm... Rains... Comeoverhere... Rains... "
"Azz, wake. Awake, Azz. "
"Hmmm... Come, Rain. I want to kiss you. "
"God! Wake up! What dream are you?! "
"rain's... Don'tgo... "
"Aw!! WAKEUP!!! "
Ace woke up with a wave. He was completely absentminded. Even a woman who was glaring in front of him was not aware.
"This where? Oh my... My head hurts so much. " Ace pinched his forehead.
"What was it last night that you slept here? "
Ace is now aware of the presence of the woman.
"Mama? " Ace scratched his head and went back to lying on the sofa. "I'm sleeping here, Ma. "
His mother looked at the table. There are some papers that stumble. He let out a long sigh then told Ace to clean himself up and have breakfast immediately.
Ace POV
He sat there as usual. Sit at the table for breakfast with us. But his gaze still made me upset. His gaze was not as colorful as usual. Since the incident a few days ago, he seemed more reserved.
I don't know what kind of incident he went through to make him turn cold. Not as funny as usual. He's really changed.
I sat at the dinner table facing him. Although he looks different, but for work problems he still handles it. He is really responsible for his work.
I don't think his family even knows what happened to him. My mother said her body condition was very good. He didn't have any injuries. My mother was surprised to know that. Remembering how messed up he was when he came with my mother's subordinates.
But it turns out that the thing that worries is not the condition of his body. Except his attitude now. He always said he was okay and wanted to calm down.
But he only looks good when dealing with my mother. Anyone other than my mother would have avoided her even in front of my mother directly. That includes Kana and Mbak Sari.
I don't know for sure about his friends at the cafe. I told you no, despite the circumstances, but he was very responsible for his work.
"Azz, eat. Why are you daydreaming? "
I looked at my mother. He doesn't look okay. I smiled at him and started eating. I see Rain every now and then but the girl still keeps her head down.
I would love to be close to him. Something difficult can happen right now. I even dreamed it many times. That dream can amuse me.
Sometimes the dream is wild. I don't know if I'm that bad. The dream came to itself as my longing for her who was close to me.
Especially if I remember the red mark on her neck. I'm really hot to make. Who did that? Are those kidnappers? I really don't want him to be touched by another man. Even though my status is nothing to him.
I slammed my spoon into the table unconsciously. My mother and Kana looked at me in surprise. But Rain was still eating in silence, as if I had never done anything.
I leaned my body into the chair. Why did it feel so stifling to be ignored by him like this? Look at me, Rain...
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I was surprised when he slammed his spoon. Sitting leaned against the chair and exhaled his coarse breath. He looks frustrated. I don't know for sure why he's like that. I don't care either.
I feel like all men are the same. I don't know how to describe my feelings. Maybe because I was disappointed with Arza and coupled with a bunch of people who attacked me a few days ago.
I know Ace and Kana didn't get anything wrong. But I want to avoid being called a man. I want to limit myself to anyone. I don't want anyone to be a victim. But Miss Intan is different. I stayed close to him. I don't know why I can be so calm and comfortable with him.
Madam Intan reprimanded Ace for his attitude. But it seems that man is sad. I looked at him and he was looking at me. I looked at him in silence.
I don't know if it's just my feeling or it is. Ace smiled a little and apologized to his mother and continued eating. He ate with a smile. I scrunched my forehead in confusion with his attitude.
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Ace POV
"Ma, can't anyone else go there? "
"Can't, Azz. You are mama's son. Besides, you're the only one Mama trusts to monitor the people there. Take it easy, there are some employees who will accompany you there. "
"Well... But I don't want to go, Ma. "
"Is it because of Rain? "
I looked at my mother without answering.
"He can't be bothered. It might even worsen your relationship with him if you stay put right now."
"Mama know? "
Mom smiled. "Of course Mama knows. You have changed and he is the one who changed you. Mama is happy. But he needs peace now. You must know that this matter isn't even known to her family."
I'm looking down lethargic. I'm gonna go? Not even a moment. If this is the way, how can I get close to him again?
"Trust me Mama, if she's your soul mate, she won't go anywhere. Perhaps this farewell will start your true story. Because Mama is convinced, Rain also has feelings for you. But at this moment he was still unable to accept the existence of the male in his heart. "
"If he likes me, I should be there and his attitude isn't like that."
"Understand, Azz. He wants to calm down. Trust me, Mama, she will miss you. "
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Finally today arrived. The day I leave town. I stared around my house as I went down the stairs. Again I can only sigh with this passing of me.
Downstairs, my mom and Kana were waiting. Kana looks happy with my departure, damn it!
He's winning now. But not necessarily he can get close to Rain like he used to. I'm a little relieved to remember that.
I sat in front of them but my eyes were still going around looking for something, rather someone.
"He's gone to the cafe, "my mom said like she knew who I was looking for.
I took a long breath.
I really want to see him. Even at this last moment, I couldn't meet him face to face.
I thought a few days before my departure I could have a lot of time with him. But it's all just my wishful thinking. He never had time. Maybe not nothing, but he's actually dodging.
"pull up. Mama told him about your departure. "
I looked at my mother for what she said. So he knew I was leaving? But he doesn't even seem to care.
Maybe those sweet memories mean nothing to him. I was expecting too much. His sometimes timid attitude made me think that he liked me.
"Alright, Ma. I'll go alone. Mama has a need today, right? " My mother nodded.
I cheered him and kissed him on the forehead. Then I say goodbye to Kana.
"Be healthy there, brother. Be careful on the way. Good luck to the destination" he said with a smile that mocked me.
I used to be happy to see his smile. But now it feels like I want to squeeze that pretentious face.
"I'm going with Mama, so I can't take you to the airport either."
"I also don't want to be ushered in by you, "I replied. He laughed and made me grow angry.
"It has. Get off. Careful, yeah. "
"Yes, Ma. "
I also left without looking again..
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Is it wrong that I wait for him? Wishing he would come even if it was impossible. I wish I could meet him face to face before I left.
Maybe I could say overdone. But I really wanted him to come before I left. Because my activities there are not for a while. It's the same as having my job transferred there. So maybe for months I can't see him.
Rains...
Please come...
"Well... Maybe it's free for me to wait for him. There's no way he'd want to come, "I said in a monologue.
I also moved from my place. Dragging my steps with weight. I want to feel like I'm staying. But it seems free too.
I looked back again hoping to find him among the many humans. Why does it feel like I want to cry because I didn't see her.
Never mind...
I walk again.
Yet...
"Ace!!! "
The sound stopped my steps. I didn't hear wrong, did I?
I looked quickly. Looking for the figure of that voice.
There's that...
I'm not hallucinating, am I?
He ran towards me...
He's a-comin...
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