Rainbow No Color Limit
A Moment Trying to Calm

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"Why do I think that? You yourself know the answer. " Ace smiled and took her eyes off me.

Yes, I'm aware. I did not seem serious to him when he wanted seriousness with me.But I did it not without reason.

"Ace, "call me down and she's still not looking at me.

"I want to tell you something. "

"Just say, "he said softly but his gaze looked a little tense. I don't know what he's thinking.

I took a deep breath before telling Ace everything. All about Anih. I certainly can't tell her who I am in my family.

I told you about the beginning of Anih hating my family. Of course it was the beginning when I beat Danang until the man was paralyzed. But it was because of my anger when Danang tried to harm my sister. I can't help myself.

I also told Ace about Anih's attempted retaliation that was not on target and instead harmed my brother and father.

I also told you about Anih who burned down the restaurant where I worked. I told him everything while crying. I cried because I thought I was the cause of those people suffering.

All because I couldn't resist the emotion towards Danang. Anih became a grudge because of that.

"Now you know. Then, what should I do now? " just ask Ace with a vibrating voice.

Ace is still sculpting. He seemed really shocked by what I said. Apparently Ms. Intan did not tell anyone about it. Ace's reaction really showed that he had just heard this. In fact, I didn't tell you about me being a stepson. If I add that as well, what will Ace react to?

"Aces? " He slowly looked at me with a different look.

"Just react like this, then what about my family? " Tears fell back from both my eyes. I feel my heart hurt. I'm scared too. Because the truth is worse than that.

Ace hugged me who was still crying. His embrace made me even more confused. I grew more frightened by my family's reaction.

"Calm down first. Let's think about it. Stop crying, "persuade her while gently rubbing my head.

"I'm scared, Ace. I'm afraid my family hates me. " I honestly said all that.

"Sstttt, don't think like that. I'm sure your family will accept everything and listen to your explanation. Be sure things aren't that bad. I'll always be with you, don't be afraid. " Ace was still hugging me and rubbing my hair gently.

"I'm sorry. Because of this, I don't seem to be responding to you. I'm sorry if I let you down too."

Ace broke his arms and held both of my shoulders. He looks at me with his gentle gaze. "I should be the one apologizing. Although there was no such thing as this, I should not have forced my will. But, I'm afraid I can't control myself when I'm with you. That's why I want our relationship to be more serious. Besides, I also want to make you completely mine."

I looked at him silently. That's what he does, too." You willing? " he asked softly and made me realize.

"I'm willing. But... "

"I'll wait. But, never turn away from me when we are far away. Please set your heart for me until all your problems are done. "

"Isn't it upside down? I should have said that. I should have asked you to take care of your heart while waiting for me. "

Ace smiled. "If we have the same feelings, we must have the same desires and concerns. "

I smiled at him. She's so sweet. For a moment, my bad thoughts were lost because of his attitude and words.

"So, when are we going to visit your house? " ask Ace suddenly and it makes me both aware and surprised.

"Huh? To myhouse? "

"Yes. Aren't you going to get everything done right away? "

"Oh." My mind went everywhere. "You mean you want to accompany me?" He's nodding.

"What will my family think when I come with you? "

He seemed to think then put his shoulders together and replied with an innocent smile, "Direct proposal is also not pa-pa. I'm ready. "

Oh my...

I would love to pinch both cheeks if it had no impact. "But unfortunately reality is not that sweet, "I said and smiled afterwards.

"Be assured reality will not be as bad as you think. You're so scared that everything gets so heavy."

I just ducked. But the truth is everything feels bad because of myself. How do I not think the end will be worse than I imagined?

Ace patted my shoulder. "Here you go, calm your mind. Don't be so scared. Tell everything to keep your mind calm. Whatever the outcome, the important thing is that you are trying to be honest with them. None of this is your fault. I'm sure your family are good people. They will accept you as they are. "

I was breathing rough. Ace tried to calm me down, even though I still couldn't calm down. "Thank you. "

I did not look at him and instead looked around the place while holding back my tears. I can't possibly tell you the truth. Enough of the people closest to me suffer, don't add any more.

I don't want the people who attacked my family first, attacking me again and having an impact on the people closest to me now. Let me find out for myself. But right now, I better keep my wish.

"I'm gonna miss you. "

Ace turned to look at me. "It should. But where was the answer to my words just now? "

"Yes, I will try to share the matter with you so that you calm down. " I smiled then.

"Do you think his words mean anything else?"

"You said share the problem. Yes, I must have shared. " I laughed and Ace bent his face instead. But before long she smiled and ruffled my hair.

"That's dong, smile. Kan's beautiful. Don't cry mulu. "

My smile grew wider because of her treatment. "Thank you."

"Together, Rain... "

And we laughed together. For a moment, I lost my bad thoughts and tried to calm down.

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I exhaled a rough breath as I stood in front of my house. It was so hard to step in for me to enter this house. Remembering my purpose of going home is to tell the truth about Anih. Although maybe this problem will make my brother and mother burdened, but I myself can not calm down. Especially if someone else says this to my family. Somehow it would be like that.

"Assalamu'alaikum." I finally let out a sound after a long moment of silence in front of the house. I took my foot to enter this house.

"Waalaikumsalam, " answered Mother from inside the house and immediately approached me.

I stared at him after he regretted it. He seemed happy with my return. His smile seemed to expand and his hands continued to rub my head.

"Kok you didn't tell me you wanted to go home? You can make your favorite menu, " said Mom while herding me to sit on the chair.

"I intentionally. I don't want mom to fuss."

"You're this. What kind of a repair? I rarely cook for you. "

We sat together and my mother asked me a lot about my news. Although every day I preach it, but this is the habit of mother.

"I'm good, mom. Mother herself how? "

"As you can see, "he replied with a smile.

"Where's the Arka bang? "

"Your gate is coming out, she's coming home soon."

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greetings from Yuya