Rainbow No Color Limit
Baffled

Pov Rain

The problem...

Everyone must have been concerned with that. Whether it's trivial or complicated. But, everyone has their own way of parting with it. Whether something is done well or ends badly. Or even add another problem to it.

My hope, I can part with the problem in a good way and end well too. I don't know what kind of people will judge this problem that befell me, which I definitely feel is a difficult thing.

I'm honestly scared. That feeling just kept haunting me and making me uneasy. My mind is always focused on those problems. So, I wanted to brave myself to solve that problem. Maybe they will be disappointed in me.

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I walked languidly along the road to my class. The look of wonder and pity of people I cannot avoid. Some of them may have known about the problem that hit me a few days ago. Certainly not with real problems.

They approached me and asked about my condition. I saw them worried. Maybe because my face still looks not okay. And again, I'm not as excited as usual.

But actually, I feel that my body condition is much better than my current mind. I was more burdened by this unsettling mind. The pain all over my body seemed to be defeated by my unsettled feelings.

"Rain, "greet one of my friends as I enter the classroom. I just looked at him lethargicly and then put my cheeks on the table. He looked at me in astonishment.

"Usually, no matter how big your problem is, you're not this lazy. This means the problem is heavier than usual dong. " I looked at her looking around, Does she know about my problem? even if it's impossible.

"Really, huh? " Sanya seemed more curious. I just shrugged my shoulders. To answer it, I feel tired.

"Lemes tastes Licy..." I finally opened my voice after a while of waiting.

"This time your opponent is a lot, huh? "

I clucked and lifted my head off the table. "This time how do you grow chatty huh? " He's changing clucking.

"There you go to your class. Why also long here, "push me with a smooth voice while shaking my hand.

"Don't want to tell a story, don't bother either. People are waiting for days too. " He stood up while pouting.

"Why wait? Why not go to the hospital? "

He sat down again in the chair next to me. "I got punished because I got caught playing the race. "

I laugh. This junior is unique. His life is really interesting, I think.

"Kok laughing? " he asked astonishment but his face was very flat.

"Because you're unique, "I'm honest.

"What is unique. Ngebosenin. "

"Udah. I tell you sometime. Immediately, the lecturer entered the loh. " He squinted his eyes before standing up and leaving this room.

And sometime, I'll also tell you about Licy.

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The day passed without feeling. Either because of my unfocused mind or because of what. I don't take a headache. I just let the days go by as usual. But also with my fear.

It's been a week since that incident. My body condition has completely recovered. I work as usual, although my mind is always focused on my family. I still dare not speak honestly to them. Some people either think it is necessary or not. But I continue to feel guilty about past events.

My mind was getting run over by Ace's question a few days ago. Am I going to accept his proposal any time soon? I still have important things to say to my family. Meanwhile, he was also waiting for certainty from me.

I want to get things done, then it's my business and Ace's after that. But, I was also confused, what would my family reaction be like if I told the truth? Can they still accept me as before?

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I walked slowly on the porch of the house that has been more than one year I have lived in. Look around the house from the outside. Maybe my activities are ridiculous. But for some reason lately I feel like I'm going to leave this house. Feels heavy. I don't know, I'm confused about having to explain how with words.

I got to the door and was about to knock on this big door. However, someone had opened it and looked at me with a look I could hardly understand. I just glanced at him and said hello and then passed from before him.

Not until I got to my room, Ace had already stopped my steps by pulling my hand. At first I was surprised. But after seeing the look on his face, I felt sad. Is he depressed?

"Tumben's home at this hour? " he asked with a sweet smile that couldn't cover her sad expression.

I smiled before I replied, "Yes. I want to go home again. My body is so pegel. The cafe is also quiet. "

He nodded and then let go of my hand. "Can we talk? " It's like I understand this question, but I can't avoid it.

"Yes, I can. "

I walked ahead of him towards the pool. This hour there are no guards hanging around and Intan can still see us here. So we can talk freely but with the supervision of parents. Maybe something funny about those two things?

I sat by the pool and put my feet in the water, so I didn't let my pants get wet. I waited for Ace who was still standing. I pat the floor next to him to sit down. But he seems reluctant.

"Why not sit? "

He shook his head then immediately sat down beside me, so close that we stuck. I looked at him flat because of his behavior. While he looked at me without any guilt.

"Why do you see that so much? "

"Swipe a little napa? "

"Cold to know. "

"It's cold, why wear shorts? "

"So hot. "

I'm getting more and more anxious about it. "OKAY. As long as there is nothing but sitting here talking. "

"We've been sitting talking all this time, "he said with a face made as plain as possible. I looked at him growing anxious at once annoyed. Does he not remember what he usually is?

Yeah, even after I got home from the hospital, she was never weird. But the question he asked made me confused.

"So how? When will I come to your house? "

Tuh...

I took a deep breath while looking straight at the pool. It seems like I have to tell her the truth so she understands how I feel right now.

"Why? Do you mind if I come to your house? " tanya sadly. I don't know what her thoughts are until her face looks that sad.

"It's not. "

"Then? " I'm silent.

"Are your feelings not as serious as mine? " Spontaneously I looked at him in surprise because of his question. Why would he think that?

"Is that why you keep delaying? Are you not sure about me? Or are you scared because of me? "

Oh my...

He really looks fucked.

"It's not. Why do you think so?"

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seriate...

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greetings from Yuya😉😉