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I cursed my carelessness. Why did it fall? What if Rain hears it?
I'm a little upset but angry at who? It was my own thing. Finally I swam to the edge in another part of the pool. Rise up slowly.
Because my clothes are layered and thick, making a lot of water fall from my body.
Just a minute I walked, I slipped again. My body was out of balance and now I'm falling into the pool harder.
The byurr!!
I'm sure Rain can really hear it now. I rushed to the side so I could go faster. I don't want Rain to see me swimming in this outfit. What will he think about later? I look ridiculous now.
I tried to reach the edge of the pool but instantly the cry of someone made me undo my intentions.
"Geez!! "
That's Rain.
I closed my eyes and made my body float in the water, moving away from the edge of the pool. Let her whatever she thinks. He better think I'm passed out than know the truth.
Rain seemed to be approaching me right now. I could hear his hasty footsteps.
"Geez!! The ace!! "
"Aces! Wake up! Ouch... How's this? " He sounded panicked.
"PLEASE...!! Please..!!. "
"Ouch... This is the guy where everything is... "
"ACE!! " He screamed until his voice was hoarse.
"Wakeup... I can't swim. Oh my... "
I could feel Rain trying to grab my body. Pulling water with fast and strong movements. But what he did was to make my body even more towards the middle.
In my heart I want to laugh.
But then...
I could feel someone entering the pool.
Maybe it was Rain? But he said he couldn't swim.
Water moves slowly. But before long the water movement became chaotic. Like being shaken by an earthquake. There was also the sound of water splashing that sounded loud.
Why hasn't Rain reached me yet? I could feel the water moving strongly.
Looks like something's wrong.
I opened my eyes slowly and I was wide-eyed when I saw Rain struggling to not drown.
Soon I approached him who was still struggling. I grabbed him and I tried to take him to the edge.
I don't know why he's still not calm, but I've been holding him. I was overwhelmed to hold his body that did not want to be silent.
I took him to another part of the pool near his room. When I was almost there, I could feel that his head had hit the wall of the pool. His body was silent for a moment.
I laid him on the floor. Panic rattled me to see him lying down.
Mamma...
What if he finds out? I'm really freaking out. I shook his body, hoping it would wake him up. Patting her cheeks even hard.
Oh my...
How'this? Why didn't he wake up too?
Is this the payoff because I was pretending? If you know this, he'd better see me look ridiculous.
"Hey... Wake up... Please please. Rains... " I'm still patting him on the cheek.
But my gaze now turned to her wet clothes and made her very transparent. Until the sunglasses behind his shirt were seen.
Oi!
What am I looking at?!
Immediately I pat my dirty thoughts and focus on my goals.Actually I doubt it, but I just try. I put my hand on his chest and pressed it many times. But he didn't wake up either. My mind is dead, I'm panicking.
Should I use that way?
I looked at her wet face. Then my gaze focused on her tiny lips.
"Sorry, yeah. "
Maybe it should be like this.
I sit on my knees. Tilt my body slowly. I was hesitant, but I think this can help him.
I stopped right in front of his face. Look at him and convince myself that what I'm doing is right.
No doubt, I gave him an artificial breath.
Once
Twice
Three times
I looked at her face with my mixed feelings. He coughed and water came out of his mouth. His breath was stinging with his eyes still closed.
"Well... Uhuk. Huh... Huh... "
It's happening again.
Why is my mind always messed up when I see her panting so much? I silently stared at her face, more precisely the tiny lips.
His hands moved holding his head, his eyes slowly opening. But those lips did not stop.
I was right in front of his face. Since when I don't know.
His eyes narrowed slightly, perhaps his gaze was still unclear.
My breath and his breath clashed. That's when I didn't know what I meant to her.
I b****me above b*** it, without hesitation. Following the strange turmoil I felt.
I felt his body stiffen before his hand tried to push me. I hold both of his hands still in the same position.
He thrashed but I pressed my body again so he couldn't dodge. Really, this feeling is new to me and I love it.
He gave up on his efforts. It made me lose control. I clenched her body tightly. Hold on to it so that this sense does not end.
Rains...
What did I do to you?
I like it, but can I think Rain is the same? He even let b***me move further.
"Mpphhs.. "
Our activities came to a halt as his hands clapped hard on my chest.
"Mpphh. ng... "
It seems he has trouble breathing. I'll take off our lip link. With my breath also wheezing, I looked at his face that was still below me. A sight that fascinated me.
The red hue on her cheek was very clear. His eyes cannot be interpreted. The sound of his heartbeat sounded so clear, it was the same as my heartbeat. I really can't control this. I got up before it happened again.
I breathed my breath rough. Then I looked at him again who was still lying.
She cried?
Why just now? But when else? I had already sealed him.
He sat down slowly. He then looked surprised. He immediately pulled out his legs to cover his body wrapped in a wet shirt. His hands hugged his own body.
Maybe he just realized with his clothes. Even the curves of his body are still clearly visible. The body is not as flat as I thought.
But the words that came out of his mouth made me distract myself and made my heart ache a little.
"Don't touch and see anything that isn't right for you! "
Those words feel piercing. It's clear what I did to her just now.
But my selfishness doesn't accept that. Even though I was right I was wrong.
"I just want to help you. "
He hissed while still looking down.
"Then, thank you, "She said with a cynical smile.
"Sama-sama, "I answered arrogantly.
He stood up slowly. His hands covered his chest. He grimaced and almost fell. I approached him intending to help. But my hand was rough on the edge.
"I can do it myself! Turn away from me. Don't look at me if you want to help, "She said cynically.
He turned. I let him go. But I can't take my eyes off. I saw him walking slowly.
Damnit damnit!
Maybe it was better for me to turn my face away from seeing her body again. Really, that transparent shirt makes my body crumble and feel hot.
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I kept thinking about Rain. Why didn't he come out of his room? I thought he'd go out and go to the cafe today.
I feel bad. Why is regret always present after everything happens? Why can't I hold myself back?
I was waiting for him to come out, sitting in the living room alone. Even lunch was not her own.
I asked Ms. Sari who served me food. "Where's rain, mbak? Isn't he at the cafe? Why isn't he the one who prepared the food? "
Sari looked at me. "He's feverish. From earlier I had asked for treatment so that among the driver, but he did not want, "His speech sounded worried.
I feel my body stiff. Was it my behavior that made her sick? My feelings became more chaotic.
"Why, den? How can anyone be so confused?"
"E... No, mbak. Yes, I'm continuing. " He nodded and passed.
Immediately I finished my meal, intending to visit him after this. I felt uneasy before I saw him.
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seriate....
I felt scared by the chaotic words I made myself 😭😭
beg pardon...
greetings from yuya