Short Stories of Islamic Love
Love and the Owner of Love

Apologies continue to be spoken endlessly, tirelessly, without getting bored. Destiny? What is this bitter destiny? Far from being okay, everything is not even at all for today. He nodded and remembered that he would never leave. But, he left after I got back. What kind of memories? Memories that make my heart sob when I remember them. He was there, always was, sitting in a dark corner just watching me.

“Love and The Owner Cinta” said “You are love, and I prefer The Owner of Love, Allah swt” he continued. True, yes it is true there is no word “dating” in the Islamic dictionary. But why is it only now that he knows the knowledge about it? I miss him always in my life. Far, far away, even hard to catch. Because he is pursuing the love of the Owner of Love.

God gave me a second chance. Haven't I ever spent 504 days with her?. The reality for 504 days was so heart-slicing, I know. But should I pay those 504 days for good? I wanted to hug her tightly, warm her cold as it kept waiting for me in the parking lot for 504 days.

I dropped that feeling on him. I never expected this to happen, not at all. I promised not to love anyone but him.

Can't he keep the love? not just throw it away. It's true that everything has happened, I've hurt him so deeply. Until if the wound looks maybe he needs a heart graft to fix it. But this is my race, I can't bear this love, I can't bear it.

I've said not to force the status of “date” if he does not want. “Because my heart is only for my future husband. Remember Fiqri a good man will not invite a girl to date nor does he approach her”. I'm not a good man, not at all. Should I be punished like this?

“Love and The owner of love” remembered that sentence. I'm just his creature, yes it's true. Is it wrong to enjoy being loved again? I have apologized several times for that time. When I wasted it. It seems that the apology did not make my name listed back in his heart.

“I can what?” Ask. “I Memlih The Owner of Love rather than love. My love for you is only a drop of water from the oceans and oceans of this world”.

The sky was so far away, as he was now far away. “My love is heavy on Him” he said later.

Some time later.

One that I always remember “Cinta and The Owner of Cinta” I only love, The Owner of Love can unite his love and my love in a contract someday. And I remember even waiting for the word “Cinta and The Owner Cinta” from his thin lips with a different meaning.

Patience is easy to say, but hard to do. But that patience brings a calm that we never get when it comes to emotions.

Many ask, why do you smile when you are sad?...

I can only say, that smile calms me. But that anger is weighing on me..

I once asked myself. Why should I be patient when they insult me?...

And why should I apologize to them when my mistake was very small. But now I know that forgiveness is better for me and for him.

Patience has taught me maturity.

patience is not easy to do, but the process of patience will teach me many things.

learn to become an adult, then you will know what the wisdom of all the trials that you receive🤗.