
I was so waiting for the arrival of dusk, dusk was always present so beautiful and amazing. A gift created by the Almighty. I was so powerless when the twilight was dim, I felt like dusk was present at all times, accompanying the heart that was waiting and moving.
I grew fascinated, hearing the sweet boisterous sound of the Adhan at the end of the twilight. The voice was so beautiful, calling to fulfill the obligation. I took ablution, put on a faithful face to accompany it to the house of God. I will surely set this foot towards your house.
For some reason there was a different taste, my heart was pounding at the sound of that beautiful voice. I fell in love with that voice for a moment. I feel like I want to hug that voice.
“Yes God is so beautiful that voice, who is the owner of that voice?” my germs in my heart
At that moment I was so fascinated by that voice, I suddenly fell in love. But I don't know who the owner of that voice is. I was curious and wanted to know who he was?

With God's permission as quickly as I could, my curiosity was answered, I knew who he was, where he was. I don't know, I'm so in love, but I don't dare to look up and find out what really made me fall in love.
But, whatever my day, I can only admire it in silence, longing for it in silence, I just look at it from a distance. I was terrified when what I was feeling right now, my falling in love exceeded my love for the Giver.
I can only describe how my heart is on a piece of white paper. I can only complain of this feeling, this love for God.
20 June 2016
Believe that…
I didn't fall in love with you for anything
I was in love when
Love is present by itself because of God
The voice is a gift from God
Beautifully given to you
And that makes me too
It vibrates when it misses you…
In Silence And My Prayer
June 22, 2016
When the sun is not shining
When the moon is invisible
The sound remains beautiful in the heart
Never knew the look
Never a greeting
One line in kindness
But hindered by obligation
A greeting in faith
But not face the fairness
Just a shadow in the obstacle
Will unite?
That is a divine secret
Will they look at each other?
That is still forbidden
Every heart has love
Love for the creator
Everyone has lust
The lust not to be silent
Not wanting to precede destiny
But only engraved
And become a divine secret
I never knew how I could harbour this feeling, I longed to have this feeling flow according to my destiny. I don't want to expect more from him, I just want to hope for God to give destiny and the most beautiful way someday.
July 15, 2016
I really want that time to stop
Stop. when I want to have
Lots of time to see you
Even if only in my silence
I want to pay attention to you as much detail as possible
It's just time I can't stop
You pass and time goes by so fast
I haven't seen you in a second
When that time has passed
If you knew
It took me a lot of time to wait for that time again…
Now I have to wait with thousands of twilight to see you again, hear that beautiful voice. Now dusk does not want to make me disappointed in his absence after thousands of twilight passed. I admit I was too weak to wait, waiting for your presence until when I didn't see you standing at the end of that twilight. I know you go looking for something you dream about, which is really my dream, my hope, my ideals.
I know you never knew who I was, and never realized where I was. But if only you knew I was there every twilight to wait for you. I am someone who admires you in my silence, in my prayers. I feel guilty for bringing you into a world of love that you shouldn't be right now.
But if you knew, you were one of my reasons for turning me around and waking me up to better be a woman. And if you know I always leave my gratitude to God and thank Him for bringing you into my life.
April 7th, 2017
To this day
I am still loyal to this feeling
Waiting with dusk
Following the destiny
Lamenting every heart that longs
I can't believe it…
There will be thousands of twilight
You come sometimes to look
Let me admire you
Admire from a distance
Won't expect more
Because of all God's will
And…
All of His destiny is the best
I believe when the twilight is present, he will never lie when he really exists not just wishful thinking. And if one day the twilight had told him that he was no longer present, I just believed that God would present a star to replace the lost end of twilight. And I believe in God's promise. Thank you for coming into my life and giving me the most valuable lesson in taste. And I don't want to precede destiny for certainty about love. I don't expect you anymore, but to God I wish you the best of destiny.
Every heart will have the most beautiful love
The love given by the Sense-Giver
It shakes up every emptiness of the heart that has been waiting for so long
There was a time of waiting so long
There is a happy time eternal
Not the look
Open treasure
Nonheredity
But akhlaq is the best
Become fillers for each other
Be the best guide
There is someone who is expected to be together
Begging, so begging
God will be united
Every prayer is always about his name
Every beautiful shadow of heaven is always about him
Yet…
Is not God the most understanding
Who will be the most appropriate
Who will be the best
Believe …
It is not that God does not hear what is asked and expected. But God has written a soul mate with His beautiful provisions, very very beautiful