Still In Love's
EP. 37. Let You Go's

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The next morning, Orange walked towards the Blue room with a smile on her face. Next to her hand held a bottle of strawberry yogurt to give to Blue. He wanted to remind me that Blue used to give him the drink and Blue also liked it very much.

Actually he was still sad because of last night and Blue who seemed to play with his feelings like this. But given that he will give a chance and try to bring the boy's heart back to him, Jingga tries to forget that.

The orange doesn't want to give up now. He had already decided to continue stepping towards Blue and get his heart back.

Without knocking, Orange pushed the door of the room Blue. He dared to do that because he felt it was still too early, so it was likely that Blue was not busy and there were not many people around there. But his body was instantly made to peek in the doorway when he saw Blue and Luna were having breakfast together there.

“Eat do not belepatan, dong, Bi. You're like a kid, deh.” Luna chuckled as her hands stretched out to clean the little crumbs of food on Blue cheeks.

This view is what welcomes the arrival of the Orange there. And the most annoying thing is that Blue took Luna's treatment for granted.

The orange was about to turn back before they realized its arrival. But unfortunately, the orange leg even accidentally kicked the door to make a sound. Automatic Blue and Luna turned towards him. Then with a forced turn back orange.

“Jingga . . .” Luna's voice was surprised.

“Jii, are you here?” Blue asked with a look of astonished face because it was unusual for Orange to come into his room without knocking.

The orange is still fluttering. Staring at the two humans in front of him who put on a face as if without sin.

“Jingga. . .” Call Blue to wake him up.

Orange then walked over to the sofa where Blue and Luna were sitting. Orange noticed a breakfast of fried rice on the table.

“You again breakfast, yes?” Orange said softly, his eyes then rolled staring at the sliced bottle of yogurt in his hands.

“Luna bring breakfast for me.”

Again. Blue doesn't appreciate his feelings.

“You should say if you haven't had breakfast, I can get you or bring you supplies too.” Speak Orange with a disappointed face.

“You should not be bothered with this, Orange. Anyway, I've used to bring Blue breakfast and get him.” Again Luna seemed to tell her closeness to Blue.

“Other times, you don't have to do that anymore, Luna.” The words orange cold and full of warning, making Luna gasp, as well as Blue.

“So, maybe you misunderstood . . .”

“No, I'm honestly bothered by your closeness.” Sambar Orange fast. This time he could not help his anger towards the girl anymore.

“So, you have no right to talk like that.” The touch of Blue, made Orange surprised.

The corner of his heart throbbed pain. Not just because of the Blue clash, but because of the Blue attitude that snapped it in front of others. Indirectly, the guy had already humiliated her.

“Yes I'm entitled, because now I'm your fiancee.” The orange will not lose.

“Sorry, because of me you guys are fighting like gini.” Feeling the hot situsai, with a sad face Luna moved and moved out of the Blue room. Leaving Blue and Orange in conflict.

“So, I have to tell you how many times it is with you to not restrict or interfere in my affairs with friends. I also told you not to sue each other.” Said Blue still with his high tone after seeing the departure of Luna.

“No way to do that, Kak.” Sambar Orange with a voice that almost stuck. “Both me or you, we both can not not demand each other anything.”

The orange wiped away her tears that had accidentally escaped, before then she spoke again. “You always sue me in some way, don't you? Can't I demand anything from you? Don't be selfish, brother. You said our relationship was mutualism. But you only think of yourself.”

“But your attitude to Luna was still wrong.”

Orange snorted tiredly as Blue instead diverted the conversation. He always wants to win by himself and doesn't realize his mistakes.

“Because of jealousy, you are being childish like gini.” Continue Blue then which immediately blasts the gaze of the inadmissible Orange.

“OK, since I'm childish it looks like you should reconsider our relationship. I'd rather have our matchmaking cancelled.” Reply Orange full of emotions.

"ORANGE. . . ." The Blue clash was no less emotional, but the girl paid no heed to it.

“Sorry I interrupted your romantic breakfast, Prof. Blue.” Orange speech is full of emphasis to then move away from the Blue room with a feeling of disappointment and anger at once.

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For the first time ever, Jingga set foot on the roof of the hospital building. His eyes moved around. Far from where it stands, there is a helipad as a helicopter runway or air ambulance commonly used for handling and medical evacuation in emergencies. Hospital facilities cannot be underestimated.

Orange leaned his body on the wall that was only limited to his chest, his gaze was straight looking at the hospital yard that looked fresh in the morning.

The girl let out her cry that had been held back since.

Why is Blue like this? Why does Blue keep confusing him?

Fighting alone is painful. Only Orange always tries to get close to the guy.

So now, Orange seems to have to consider giving up on her love. Although he was eager to continue to step towards Blue and get his heart back, but it feels he will not be able to if he has to fight alone.

Stupid time with their parents' fiancee and matchmaking. Oranges can return to America. It doesn't matter to live there alone.

“Why is God so evil with me? Why am I the only one who remembers? Why am I the only one who loves Blue? Why doesn't God deny my feelings?” The orange kept sobbing in silence. She did not expect her love story to be this dramatic.

“Why cry, beautiful Doctor Orange?”

Hearing someone's arrival, the orange hastily wiped away the tears that had come out scattering. Seen Bian move and join standing beside Orange with a look of curious face.

“I'm not crying. My eyes got wind.” Elak Jingga continued to dry the tears on her face, and tried to avoid Bian's gaze. Bian just smiled amusedly at the ridiculous excuses of Orange.

“I believe it is wind ******pick. But the wind in the morning is still too cool.” Ledek Bian, making the corner of the orange lips slightly interested when hearing it.

“So I saw a patient who died, I cried. Their family is very sad like.” Oranges give a pretty acceptable reason. Orange was seeing people die this morning, but it wasn't the patient.

Bian chuckled softly. “Haha, how can you be a doctor with such a weak heart? So doctor, tuh, can not be weak.” His lips then while elbowing orange slowly.

Orange grunts slowly. “Not weak, but I have a high sense of empathy.”

Bian just scratched his lips as if he was a crybaby and too callous.

“Ish, already, deh. I'm really.” Bian's intolerable Orange Grunts put on such a soft expression at him. “I'm going down. You want this?” The girl held out the strawberry yoghurt she had been holding since. He had forgotten the original purpose of giving Blue because there was an unexpected event.

“Make me?” Bian asked in surprise and did not immediately accept it. The orange rolled his eyeballs lazily, clearly there were only the two of them. Who else is it for?

“If you don't want yes udah.” Ketus Orange while pulling his hand back and preparing to leave, but Bian hastily snatched the fermented milk.

“But this is not poison, right? I don't want to die yet, you know, after drinking this. Haven't had time to get married and enjoy.” Bian.

“Nyesel I'm not naburin poison first here.” The orange grouse was upset while reclaiming the yogurt from Bian's hands, then completely abandoned the guy.

“Ji, hey. How to get taken again?” Shouted Bian staring at his hand that was floating blankly.

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Counting three days after the incident that morning, Jingga busied herself with her work. Because by doing so, he could forget for a moment his heartbreak.

Orange waits for Blue to apologize, but there seems to be no sign of the boy apologizing to her. Boro-boro apologized, knowing it didn't seem like it.

Orange did not heed the smile greeting that Luna gave when suddenly the girl entered the elevator she was riding. Damn it, the bad mood of Orange is getting worse. Why did he have to meet Luna? Worse, in the elevator it was just the two of them, there was no one else.

“There is a term not always the meeting to unite, sometimes the meeting also has to separate.” Luna suddenly made a sound after a while the atmosphere in the elevator was quite gripping.

Orange Eyes who was staring straight at the elevator door, now he had to turn to look at Luna. Orange knitted his eyebrows, not understanding the words thrown by the girl.

“You must be seneng, right, meet again your monkey love?” Luna said with great emphasis.

Now Orange began to understand where Luna was talking.

“She doesn't love my monkey, Luna.” Orang-orang tried to protest.

“Yaa you think so, because you still like him. But Blue is not.” Sahut Luna relaxed while smiling grinning.

“Blue has not loved you, beautiful Doctor Orange. Blue's love for you was erased along with her lost memories. So from now on, no longer burden her with your past relationships.” Luna is full of warnings.

“I never burdened him.” Orange in the heart. Remembering Blue herself who asked him to stay by her side at a time when Orange herself wanted to let go.

“Do not shake the heart Blue, Orange.” Added Luna

For this one, Orange really did not understand, so he just quietly waited for Luna to continue what she would say.

“You know, me and Blue are close a long time ago. But you suddenly came and easily asked him to come back with you.”

The orange growled in annoyance, for it was not true at all.

“So, in other words my presence has ruined all the possibilities that will happen with you and Brother Blue, so?” The orange vow begins to draw conclusion. He closed his eyes for a moment to neutralize the emotions that were stirring in his heart.

“So, you really like Blue Brother?” Continue Orange ensures, stay with a calm tone.

“Yes, you really are. I have loved her, even since childhood. Before you finally come and screw it all up.” Luna replied in denial.

Orange was quite surprised to see Luna today. The angel's meek face turned out to be inversely proportional to his heart.

Orange smiled smirked, staring at Luna full of scorn. “I don't think you're confident, Luna.”

Luna immediately stared intently at Orange, not accepting her words just now.

“So you sure as hell say that Blue Brother is not in love with me. Then why should you worry that my presence will shake her heart?”

Luna's face instantly flushed red, the girl's jaw seemed to harden revealing a stifled emotion.

“And one more. I'm sure deep in his heart, Brother Blue still loves me. Even if you say it's been erased. Love will not be as easy as it is lost, because love does not reside in memory, but it is imprinted in the heart.” The orange feels like a cupid now. It felt like he was nauseous himself hearing his words.

I don't know, Jingga just wanted to upset Luna, so she said so. And it seemed to work, now the girl seemed to growl restrained with her clenched hands. His eyes even look lit.

“Excuse me, Luna.” Pamit Jingga smiled with satisfaction as she left Luna who was still silent after the elevator arrived on her destination floor.

Although it may be that the Orange will succumb to the Blue, but the Orange will never show itself weak in the presence of this snake girl.

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At night after returning from the hospital, Jingga walked to his apartment unit. He deliberately walked through the emergency stairs to make his body more tired. Because that way, he can quickly sleep without having to think about Blue which always makes it difficult to sleep for the past three nights.

“Midnight like this, why just came home?” A cold voice and a sharp gaze of someone who seemed ready to pounce welcomed Orange in front of the door of his apartment.

Orange was surprised to find Blue standing there. But as much as possible he hid his surprise. Jingga only glanced at him at a glance, without giving a greeting or answering the question that Blue had thrown earlier. Orange passes Blue just like that and starts pressing its access code on the keypad.

“Go there! I don't want to receive guests at night gini.” Remove the orange with a flat tone. It was already night, the clock had also shown at half eleven in the evening.

Indeed, after returning from the hospital, previously Orange went to the playground to calm himself, until unconscious it turned out that time was very night. As a result, he came home this late.

But it seems that the expelled did not listen. Blue even barged in to coincide with the opening of the apartment door Orange.

Orange gasped in shock to find Blue who now managed to break through and enter his apartment.

“You love it, yes?” The orange growl restrained his emotions.

While Blue doesn't heed. The guy was busy down every corner of the orange amendment he could hope for. Clean enough for people as busy as Orange. It looks like the apartment is cleaned every day.

His feelings were suddenly upset when he looked back at the photo of the togetherness of Orange and Sky stored on the closet shelf. Blue snorted, then chose to sit on the sofa even though it was not welcome.

His eyes again moved in search of the whereabouts of the orange that disappeared a moment from his sight, but before long the girl appeared from inside the room.

“Where did you come home from last night? Not good girls alone come home malem.” Tegur Blue was flat, yet there was a worried tone when saying it.

“Not your business.” Reply lazy orange while sitting himself on the Blue side.

“I'm entitled because I'm your fiancee, if you forget.” Exclamation Blue cold.

“Fiance only. Can still be canceled.” Orange sahut relaxes, making Blue emotions rise.

“JINGGA.”

Although surprised by the jolt, Jingga tried to calm down and ignore the sharp gaze of Blue who was now drawing at him.

“Ohh, yes. I want to give you this.” Orange then handed a travel journal to the lap of Blue. “There are all the things we have done, including the places we have visited, there are many photos of us. I always give them captions under the photos. You see and remember yourself.”

“I'm tired, I want to give it up. I think I'd be happier if I let you go.” Continue orange, make Blue raised a gaze of protest hearing his speech.

“You will not be able to let go of me, before I alone will release you.” Blue blocked off Orange's hands, her voice sounding sharp, as well as her gaze.

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To be continued . . . .