Still In Love's
EP 52'S. Confused

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“I'm sorry for not being a good boy for you.” Orange said sincerely after he expressed his desire to end everything with Blue. Orang-orang is now kneeling in front of both parents.

“Wake up, Nak.” Mother leads the orange to sit next to her.

“What's the truth, Ji?” Ask Mommy gently while tidying up the little orange hair that slightly blocks her face.

“Today I was just in love alone. Brother Blue enggak.” In the end Orange could not hold back her heartbreak alone, even though she did not tell him in its entirety.

“Not possible. All this time I've seen him all right with you.” Sela Dad is in disbelief, considering how Blue treats Orange well when in front of him, Dad also really likes Blue's polite attitude to parents.

“Yes, but he doesn't love me. I will not be able to live with people who do not love me.” Sahut Jingga.

“So, love can come over time.” I'm still trying to persuade the orange.

“Not, Dad. Sorry I can't. Please understand me.” Orange looked at Father full of pleading. Her tears began to melt. “I want my wedding as you guys. I live with the people I love and love me. Daddy and Mommy like that, right?”

The girl looked at her parents alternately, her words so striking that they fell silent, not getting a reply.

“Don't you want me to be happy? But I will not be happy if married to Brother Biru.” Imbuh Orange with a sound that began to choked along with tears that dripped.

“Dad . . .” Mother glanced at her husband, she could not bear to see the face of her daughter who looked sad and sad. The girl even cried.

“Dad will think about it.” Said Dad flat and just left the family room, he did not even look towards Orange. The look on the middle-aged man's face was unreadable, there was a feeling of disappointment as well as confusion there.

“Don’t worry, I will always support you no matter what.” This support sentence is enough to make the heart of Orange a little relieved. The woman hugged the child to calm him down.

“Mother not angry?” Ask Jingga hesitated while pulling away to reach out to Mother's face.

“Not angry, anyway. Just a pity, Mommy already likes the same Blue.” Mother replied with a small snort coming out of her mouth.

Orange pursed his lips funny, making Mother smile anxious.

“But Mommy is trying to understand, and Mommy should also be aware that who will keep everything is you. Same father Mother should not be your meaning. Forgive us, Darling.” Connect the woman while rubbing the remaining tears on the orange cheek.

Orange shook slowly. “Daddy same Mother is not wrong. I understand, you want the best for me.”

“So you're the only girl in this house. Mother dear to you, you Princess here. So whatever you like Mother is the same Blue, Mother will still choose your happiness.”

Infinitely moved, his eyes began to glaze over again. She hugged the woman who gave birth to her 26 years ago.

“Thank you, Mother . . .” Speak Orange.

“I want you to be happy, in your on way, Orange.” Mommy said, making the Orange more full.

Although in his eyes Blue is a good child and looks suitable to be an orange couple. But what if the child is unhappy? Doesn't every parent's wish be to see their children happy?

“But, What father, Bun?” A little orange looked up to reach back to Mother's face.

“Let's Mother persuade Dad. Your father, tuh, is just confused again.” Mommy reviews a gentle smile while rubbing the wet orange cheeks will be the remnants of her tears.

“Yes already, now you go to bed there.” Tell Mother still with her soft tone.

“Sama Mother.” Pinta Orange spoiled, after all it had been a long time since she slept with her mother.

“If Mother sleeps with you, later can not persuade Dad, dong.” Mother menjwil tip of the nose of the orange with anxiety.

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Orange is really about his decision. If asked if he is sad or not? The answer was of course very sad, releasing the person who had long filled his heart was heavy and sick. But, it hurts even more if he keeps it.

It might be hard now for an orange, but that's okay. Time will heal everything, as long as he tries to let it go and does not drag on in grief.

The one-sided decision that Jingga made two days ago until her parents came to Blue's house to apologize, really bothered Blue's mind. Blue obviously can't accept that.

The Blue feeling was very chaotic and raged unnaturally when the Orange could not be met and contacted.

Obviously, because for these two days Jingga was out of town to attend a seminar on heart and lung health at one of the Universities as its supervisor. Of course that keeps him a little busy.

At lunchtime, Blue did not go to the cafeteria to eat, it was very lazy to eat when his heart was shaken like this.

Currently he was sitting on a chair that was on the roof of the hospital building, enjoying the gentle breeze in the middle of his heart and mind. Not alone, Blue is accompanied by Bhishma who happens to come to the roof as well.

“Why lo?” The sound of Bhishma made the attention of Blue who was looking in any direction to switch to look at him.

“Nothing.” His reply was flat and turned his gaze back to stare at the hospital courtyard which looked beautiful as he looked at it from a distance.

“Gue friend lo, right, Bi?” Urge Bisma as if she knows something has happened with her best friend. Very clear from the look of Blue's face.

Blue sighed heavily, she could not keep her heartbreak alone. Urge Bhishma makes him inevitably have to tell what is happening to him, starting from his closeness with Luna that makes him and Orange always fight, at first he agrees to an arranged marriage because he needs the girl, because he needs her, the closeness of Orange and Sky that always makes him angry, their quarrel last time, until the decision of Orange to end everything.

Bhishma was flabbergasted, she was so gasped after hearing what Blue had just told her. He could not believe that his best friend had a very shallow thought. Strange enough, why did he get the title of Professor in front of his name with such a brain?

“Lo selfish, Bi.” Said Bisma in a tone that sounded disappointed.

“Egoist? Nope! The selfish orange. He's the one who made the unilateral decision.” Blue yells don't accept.

Bisma sighed while rolling her eyes panted. If he had been an orange, he would have thrown Blue off the roof right now.

“First. Your closeness to Luna is wrong. I was surprised to see it, elo more often spend the same time Luna than Orange. You always respond when Luna calls. Who wouldn't misunderstand? Who wouldn't be angry if we saw someone we love more attention to each other? Don't you think about the orange feeling? You should be able to keep your distance.” Speak Emotional bisma.

“Lo was angry when he saw Orange deket same Sky, then why do not you accept if he was also angry with you? Though, which I see their closeness within reasonable limits as friends.” Add Bisma.

Blue doesn't even have a chance to open his mouth. Just as he was about to speak, Bisma again shut her mouth.

“And another one, pick me? Tega lo, Bi, say that. Think not, lo? I didn't think your mouth could get rid of such lowly words. You have a brain, but why do you even think with your mouth?” Bisma's bluster grumbled with emotion.

Although Bisma has not long been familiar with Orange, but as a guy she can judge how good the girl is. Never once did Bhishma see the orange try to attract anyone's attention or seem to want to stand out.

“STOP, Bus! Lo, what, angry with me? You make me dizzy to know, no?” Blue exclaimed, sharing feelings instead of making her calm, but instead making her heart and mind chaotic.

“Ya keep me should be how, *****?” There was still no end to Bhishma's frustration with his friend.

“Ya lo don't nag that, dong.” Blue protest was no less upset.

A rude snort sounded from the mouths of the two men. For a while there was no conversation between them. Bhishma then gulped his sodas up to the toilet. His throat felt dry after nagging his stupid smart friends.

“Then just accept the decision of Orange. Why should you be confused?” Bisma said ketus.

“Kok, so? Can't, lah.” Blue protest as if it did not accept. Bhishma snorted, between annoyed and wanting to laugh. Really stupid. Ahh, no. Blue idiot.

“Lho, why? I also if it becomes Orange already males the same lo. But, you are not in love with him. Lo also said himself did not believe the same chick pick me kayak in–”

“Gue didn't mean to say that, Bis.” Sela Blue fast.

Bisma grunting. “Udah, lah, you do not need to destroy him again. What do you do anyway? Memory problems lo? It can come back by itself, you still have Doctor Johan who can help.”

“No, I need him.”

“Make it a cup of pride?” Bisma clucked cynically. “Lo can find other girls who are willing to do it at will. Many, kok, who want the same lo, even without you ask.”

“Gue still can't.” Blue muttered softly, his gaze sticking blankly on the shoes he was wearing. Blue can't digest her feelings right now.

“Don't be selfish, you want Orange to be on your side, but you yourself don't do anything. Don't confuse people because of your attitude, Bi. That orange also needs certainty.” Reply Bisma greget.

“Means lo?” Tanya Blue failed to digest the speech of Bisma.

“Daddy lo.” The bisma points to the Blue heart. “Actually how do you feel the same Orange?”

Blue was casting his gaze in any direction. Clearly, his heart was in turmoil now. “Gue, don't know, I'm confused, and not sure.”

“Let her go . . .” Decree of the Bhishma, make Blue forehead frown in.

“Gue says can't . . .”

Bisma gregetan itself with Blue. The answer is obvious, why does Blue make it so difficult? For a moment Bisma fell silent while sighing deeply, then she tried to draw a conclusion.

“Lo love her, Bi.” Said Bisma next.

“Now!” Denied Blue, but there was doubt there.

Back snorting, Bhishma was really anxious with this friend of hers. “Lo angry that Jingga beget-deket same other guys? You also don't want to let go of him, right?”

“Lo understand your own feelings. Do not be late and you regret later.” Bisma said later.

Silence occurred between them after that. Blue just pecked, as if something had infiltrated into the heart, making it pulsate by a stifled taste.

Blue's feelings and thoughts are getting messed up. Looks like he needs to meet Orange right now to fix everything. But Blue doesn't know where Orange is now. The girl had even kept avoiding him since two days ago.

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In the afternoon before night, Jingga who was sound asleep in her apartment room was disturbed by the sound of a bell that continued to ring.

“Duhh, who, anyway? Don't know if I'm tired of just getting back from Jakarta?” The orange grumbled without opening its eyes. The girl had just returned home from a seminar from Jakarta, and she had just slept for an hour.

The bell kept ringing, even though the orange had already ignored it. That of course made the orange growl upset.

“Aaargh, whoaaa?” Orange screams in annoyance while jerking the blanket with her feet. Inevitably, he had to get up and open the door for the unexpected guest. Just be careful if the one in front of her brother's Sky or Star, she'll hit him.

“Tante?” Orange was surprised to see Aunt Lisa standing at the door of her apartment. The orange eye that was initially slightly closed is now open perfectly.

“Ji . . .” Aunt Lisa approached and kissed her right and left cheeks.

“Log in first, Tan.” Orange's speech is a little awkward. What's Aunt Lisa doing to her apartment? Isn't everything clear? Is that woman going to scold Orange?

“Tante want to drink what?” Ask Orange after Aunt Lisa sits on the sofa.

“Neither, Ji. Aunty here just wanted to invite you to dinner together.” Said Aunt Lisa.

“Eat night?” The orange eyebrows are confused.

“Yes, Aunt wants dinner with you.” Answer the middle-aged woman.

“But, Tan. I'm the same Brother Blue udah–”

“It had nothing to do. You can end the relationship with Blue. But your relationship with Aunt continues. We can be best friends, right, Ji?” Aunty Lisa said, making the girl stunned.

“Ji . . .” Call Aunty Lisa because Orange never say.

“Ehh, yes, Tan.” Orange nodded. “Thank you not to be angry with me.”

The orange hugged Aunt Lisa. He was so kind to her, not like his son. Orange so doubt Blue is really the son of this woman.

“Tante where can be angry same beautiful child.” Orange blushed even though she knew that Aunt Lisa was just joking.

“Tante can aja.” Said Orange smiling shyly.

“Ya already, now you are ready, gih.” Aunty Lisa's word after taking off her embrace. Jingga assented and passed to her room to change clothes, because at this time she only wears T-shirts and home pants.

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Now Orange is in the car driven by Aunt Lisa. I don't know where this middle-aged woman will take her to dinner.

A moment later, Orange was shocked when he realized the road that passed by Aunt Lisa was the road to the Blue apartment. Sure enough, it did not take long they had arrived in front of the elite apartment building.

“Tan?” Orange looked at Aunt Lisa with questioning eyes.

“We're going to the apartment Blue for a bit, yes. There are items that Aunty wants to take from there.” The Bright Aunt Lisa.

Actually the middle-aged woman did not really invite her to dinner alone with Orange. They will have a threesome dinner with Blue in her apartment, while trying to persuade the girl to rethink her decision. In addition to the reason is not clear, Aunt Lisa also does not want to lose this daughter-in-law. She loved Orange like her own daughter.

In addition, Blue also called him to ask for help to get Orange back to him. Aunty Lisa was actually curious, why could this angry orange be on her child, while Blue himself did not want to separate? And either Blue or Orange, neither of them explains anything.

Aunt Lisa is sure the reason is not love. Tck, the two young people just made him dizzy.

“Ohh, yes already. Then I'll just wait here.” Orange Speech.

“But the stuff that Auntie wants to bring is a bit much. You can help, can't you?” Ask Aunt Lisa with a face.

For a moment Orange was silent looking at the woman hesitated, to then speak without sincerity. “I-iya, Tan, can.”

Inevitably, he must get out of the car and follow Aunt Lisa to get into Blue's apartment.

Arriving at the doorstep of the apartment, Tante Lisa's fingers deftly pressed the access code and pushed the door away after a beep rang out.

“Bi, Mom dat–”

Aunt Lisa turned her head in surprise when she found a girl sitting on the sofa with her legs crossed and wearing only a Blue shirt without subordinates.

Likewise with Orange, he was no less surprised. His heart held back the pain, Jingga looked at Luna with a look of disdain.

Then Luna hurriedly stood up and pretended to be surprised at the arrival of Aunt Lisa and Orange.

“Mother . . .” Luna lowered her head. But without Aunt Lisa and Orange noticing, the girl pulled one corner of her lips. He was satisfied, because the plan to make the Orange misunderstand seemed to work.

Last afternoon, Luna overheard a conversation between Blue and her mother, who said she would bring Orange to her apartment at seven in the evening when she was about to enter the Blue room. Luna was upset with Blue who wanted to keep the Orange, but the Orange had ended it all.

And so, a sneaky idea emerged. Luna accidentally came to the Blue apartment on the grounds of delivering food from Ms. Ratmi. Blue made iced coffee for him, then deliberately Luna spilled it to dirty clothes.

Seeing that, Blue volunteered to go out to buy clothes for Luna and asked her to wait a while, as Blue couldn't possibly let Luna go home in such dirty clothes.

Making use of the situation, Luna hurriedly walked into Blue's room and picked up the shirt from her closet randomly, then replaced her dirty clothes with it.

Luck was on his side, time was almost seven, and it meant that Orange was coming soon, so his plan could be carried out well.

“What are you doing here, Luna? Where's Blue?” Ask Aunt Lisa in a cold tone. His face was flushed with emotion.

“Mama. .” The sound of falling objects coming from the paper bag that Blue was carrying distracted everyone from him.

Same with Aunt Lisa and Orange, Blue who just came to buy clothes for Luna was also very surprised to see the girl wearing her shirt. As he recalled, Blue did not lend any clothes to Luna.

Orange looked at Blue with a look no less disgusted than he saw Luna. His hands were now clenching hard, as if channeling his emotions there.

“Ji, you misunderstood.” Blue tries to grab the orange arm. But the girl hurriedly moved her hand away.

“I don't care you want to do anything it's the same he.” Orange cold.

“Ji, I can clear–”

“Tan, I don't think I can have dinner today with Auntie. I want to go home, I'll buy Aunt next time.”

Then without asking for approval Orange breezed out, do not want to linger one room with two creatures that now look disgusting in his eyes.

“Bi, follow Mama home.” Aunty Lisa's voice that sounded very angry stopped Blue's steps that were about to pursue Orange.

“Change your shirt and get out of here.” The woman turned to Luna while throwing a paper bag that she knew contained clothes on the girl.

“Ma–” Blue half screaming, staring at the protest because the mother treated Luna harshly.

Luna took the paper bag and gripped it tightly. Her heart ached to see Aunt Lisa treating her like this. Luna felt as if she was being humbled. Although he knew it was his own thing, but he did not accept being treated like this.

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PLED . . . .

Papa slapped Blue hard, very hard surpassing the power of Heaven when he slapped him a few days ago. The man looked angry and disappointed at once when he heard his wife's explanation of what had happened in the child's apartment.

“Pa, it's misunderstood.” Blue who had wanted to defend himself was not heeded by his parents. My mom only believed what she saw.

“Organic Pants do not want to marry you. It turns out like this is your behavior.” Jerky Papa.

“Ma, this is misunderstood.” Blue turns to look at Lisa's mom.

“Mama disappointed in you, Bi.” Mama's words are weak. “You have humiliated us indirectly in front of Orange. Try saying, how did Mama and Papa have to deal with Orange and her parents now?”

“Papa would like to give you the best. But what are you doing? Now Papa doesn't care, it's up to you to do whatever it is.” Papa's timpal was still in his cold tone.

“Pa . . .” Desperate blue. How could he defend himself, while his parents would not listen? It seems like this is karma for Blue, once he never wanted to listen to Orange to explain anything.

“From now on, never interrupt Orange again. If Papa were Om Rendra, Papa would not want to give up Papa's child for a boy like you.” Add Papa then as it passes leaving Blue who is still trying to defend himself.

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To be continued . . . .