Still In Love's
EP. 68. Blue Film's

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The blue rose, then squatted down on one leg and clasped one orange hand.

“Please do not run away again. Please, don't ever ask me to give up on you.”

Orange unmoving. Actually, he can't bear to see Blue like this. But as hard as orange tried to open the heart, the fear and disappointment came back to the surface.

“Slow down, thank me again in your heart. Hum?” Blue dominates the conversation.

“I'm not sure it takes a little time.” Reply Orange looked at Blue doubtfully.

“Not a problem. I can wait for you for whatever it is.”

“You can't ask me to quickly go back to acting like a first again.” The orange makes sure once again. However, repairing the cracked glass pieces is not easy, it may not even go back to how it was. In the future, there will probably always be a doubt for Blue in the heart of Orange.

Blue shook his head with a faint smile. “I don't have a problem. But Orange, I want to ask one thing for you.”

One raised orange eyebrow represents the question he wants to ask.

“I know this is a little outrageous.” Blue releases its genngaman, now the hand turns stroking the cheek Orange. “But if you can, please forget all the things that made your heart hurt because of me. Orange I promise to replace all that with happiness.”

Orange was silent staring at the earnestness of Blue's dark eyes. But still, he was afraid of trying to re-depend his hopes on the guy.

“Do not expect much.” The soft elusan on Orange's cheeks stopped when Blue heard the remark, the look in his eyes turned sad, but shortly after Orange spoke. “But I'll try it. I'll try my best.”

“You won't run away from me again, will you?” Ask Blue to make sure. The orange only nodded faintly in response.

Blue smiled, but a feeling of fear tucked inside her heart. Afraid that tomorrow Orange will change his mind and ignore him again as before.

“Can I hug you?” Ask Blue expectantly. The orange paused for a moment, then nodded back.

Not wanting to waste the opportunity, Blue then moved and sprang to embrace Orange. His heart was blossoming because the orange was no longer defensive even though there was no reply to his embrace. Both hands hang on his sides.

“I love you.” Blue Whisper while immersing the kiss long enough in the recess of the hair-covered Orange neck.

For a while Orange let Blue embrace her. It felt unchanged, the sturdy body that was holding it still felt comfortable and pleasant.

Blue withdrew, leaving such a close distance between them that Blue could still smell the distinctly fragrant perfume of the body of the Orange.

Blue cupped both sides of the orange face, rubbing the delicate face using his thumb They looked at each other for a while.

“Bby?” Blue asked carefully as the elucidation of her thumb descended on the reddish lips of Orange.

The girl was speechless confused for a few seconds, but without approval her head nodded slightly.

Blue smiled happily, then excitedly the guy brought their face closer, and as their distance eroded, Orange quickly lowered his head until Blue's lips touched only his head.

“Sorry, I'm not ready.”

Blue smiled weakly, then his hand outstretched the orange hair. “I can wait.”

“Bii, Orange must go home.”

The two gasped in shock as Mama's shrill voice from a distance rang out.

“Ayo.” Blue extended her hand to help the girl stand up. Orange stared at the hand for a moment before hesitantly accepting it.

Blue grasped the orange hand tightly, linking their fingers until the two walked while holding hands.

He remembers the last time holding an orange hand was when in Lembang, when Blue pulled a rough orange hand until his wrist turned red. Blue heart throbbed in pain to remember him, with all his heart he again promised never once to do the thing that made Orange hurt again.

Blue smiled, occasionally glancing at their hands. There is no rejection from the orange. Blue misses this moment. Long time they joined hands, even when they arrived at the front porch where everyone was there, Blue never let go of his grasp.

Everyone smiled looking at it, but chose not to comment.

“Come home, Ji.” Orange gasped at Father's voice, he hurriedly let go of his hand.

Orange then say goodbye to Om Rendi and Aunt Lisa. For a moment he felt clumsy when he wanted to say goodbye to Blue.

“Go home.” Pamit Jingga while giving up the suit owned by the man.

“Hmm, take care.” Reply Blue received his suit.

Orange felt her heart pounding as Blue gave a soft rub on her shoulder arm before she got in the car.

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Sunday morning, Jingga was tidy with her tennis court dress. Today Orange has plans to play tennis all day at the club with the Sky. After all this time, Orange really misses hitting a tennis ball on the court.

After breakfast, Jingga chose to sit on the porch chair of the house to wait for the Sky to pick her up. A fluffy smile was etched on his lips, his eyes highlighting the gardener who was tidying up some plants.

Until a while later his attention was diverted to the Sky that came with his casual appearance.

Orange cringing. “Lho, really, wear that kayak shirt?”

“We don't play tennis. I want it to mall.” Sahut Langit lightly.

“Where can I like that?” The protest of the orange while rising from his seat. “Yes already, if so I leave alone.”

“Which can, you should come with me.” Sambar Langit stopped the steps of the orange who was about to enter the house again.

“Ngak.”

“You forgot to promise me to travel ten malls after returning home?” The sky reminded me very clearly.

Orange snorted, he regretted once promising such a thing. Perhaps, he used to say such things because he was affected by his mood that really wanted to go home.

Now, with great force Orange must keep it.

“Pick change clothes!” Let the Heaven that sees the Orange be silent with its face bent.

“Ish, yes-yes, bawel.” Sticking his legs irritated, then with a lazy step Orange moved into the house to change his clothes.

The sky itself only looked at the back of the Orange which slowly disappeared from his sight.

“Come, where's your car? How not to bring in?” Ask Jingga while looking for a Sky car that is not in her yard.

“In front of gate. Come.”

Without speaking again, Orange followed the Sky that had walked before him.

Arriving in front of the gate, Orange was surprised to see Blue leaning next to Sky's car. The man smiled at the orange, but the girl did not reply.

As Jingga said that it would be hard to accept the guy back. To this day, the girl is still cold to Blue despite the slight change because she rarely avoids it anymore.

“Lang, why, invite others?” Orange protest with a frowning face.

“Emang who said that we went both doang?” The sky defies.

“I don't want anyone else.” Sahut Orange while glancing at a glance towards Blue. The rejection of the Orange made Blue a little disappointed. But as much as possible he hid it. Back again, he had to patiently face the Orange.

“Yes I'm not here, Lang.” Blue tried to give up.

“Gak!” Sambar Langit fast, then switch to Orange. “You can't do that, dong. Blue, right, my friend also.”

“Yes if so I'm not coming!” Threat Orange. The sky snorted as if it found this kind of childish orange behavior.

“Ya, it's okay.” The sky is relaxed. The orange frowned because the Sky preferred Blue.

“While you can get Rafael's autographed racket I.”

The orange that was about to enter the house immediately stopped its steps. He silently stared as if he was in a huge dilemma, Heaven really knows how to persuade him. Okay, for Rafael Nadal's signature. The best tennis player he admires.

“Why go back again?” The Sky Spirits who saw the Orange twisted back its body.

“I took the racket to your house out of this.” The orange did not heed the screeching sky, then opened the car door and sat in the back seat.

“Why do you like Rafael?” Blue asked as he started walking to get into the car.

“Lo itself, why love Dakota?” Blue gasped at him. How does the sky know?

“Gue open your apartment passcode if you forget.” The Sky that understands the confusion of Blue. “Tck, and you already poisoned me.”

“Don't tell you to watch?” Blue looked at Sky suspiciously.

“Yes there is a unifying film of my nation winarin.” The sky is honest.

“Campret, aja elonya aja perverted. I am not the one who is poisoned.” Cibir Blue after they managed to occupy himself in the front car seat.

“Kan it all started with lo. If at that time you do not mabok and mention his name, I will not find out.” Sambar Langit then and started running his car.

“Who is perverted?” Orange who was curious about the conversation of two guys in front of him joined the roost.

“Langit.” Blue disarm. Do not waste the gap that made Orange to open communication.

“You're taught Sky watch porn*o?” Asked Orange while leaning forward, then looked at Blue and Sky alternately.

Blue folded her lips curtailing laughter. While the Heaven that felt cornered immediately belied not accept.

“What the hell, Ji? It's good.” Sky Protest, evasive. “Don't because you've mergokin me once, you so think I like to watch it.”

“Pfft . .” The orange held its laughter. Still clear in his memory, at that time they were still in the eleventh grade of High School.

The flashback

Orange when it came to the house of Heaven to study together. As usual, they would study in the Sky room. The orange has knocked on the door repeatedly, but there is no word.

Orange was about to open the door, but it was locked. He became a little panicked because he remembered the news of a high school suicide that was done by confining himself in a room and drinking poison because of the many demands of the school that must be done.

Thus, Jingga rushed to meet Dusk in her room to request the spare key of the Sky room.

After obtaining the spare key, Orange hurriedly opened the door of the Sky room and it turned out that what Orange saw was completely unexpected. The sky was just watching a wrestling match on a laptop wearing headphones.

Orange's eyes widened in disbelief, he wasn't stupid enough to not be able to interpret what he saw.

“Kak Duskaaa . . . .” The panicked orange immediately shouted for Dusk and immediately ran to his room.

The sky who realized the presence of Orange panicked and prepared to follow the orange that would come out of his room. But unfortunately, the headphone cord he was wearing came off and a strange sound came from the laptop. The more panic there.

“Ish, shit.” The sky had difficulty shutting down his laptop first.

“This is crazy, there was a moaning sound from the Sky room and he did not stop remes-remes his thighs. The sky is crazy, Brother.” Dusk who was currently reading a book in the room only scrunched his forehead confused to see the orange that suddenly came talking strangely.

“What are you talking about, anyway, Ji?” Ask Dusk who can not digest the speech of Orange. But just as Orange was about to open its mouth again, the Sky suddenly came and smothered its beginnings, then quickly brought it out of the Dusk room.

“Ango, don't disturb Kak Dusk.” The sky dragged the orange back to his room.

After returning to the room, Sky then explained to Orange that what he saw was only a ritual that is usually done by teenage boys.

“Trend. I'm just following the trend now.” The Light of the Sky then who saw the face of the Orange was confused.

“Trend? Is there a trend like that?” Ask Orange innocently. The sky only nodded quickly, then shifted the subject to the subjects they would learn together that day.

Flashback off

“So, I told you to lupain it.” The sky snorted in annoyance at the sight of the detached Orange laughing until his face turned red and the corners of his eyes watered.

“Haha, trend? You could have lied to me at that time.” Orange Ledek unceasingly.

Blue doesn't understand what they're talking about. Which he caught, maybe Orange never caught wet Sky watching blue movie.

Therefore, he just kept quiet and watched Orange who laughed out of the rearview mirror, Bitu had not seen his girl like that for a long time.

“Ish, yes, deh diem. Anyway, all the guys must have done it.” Sky Eagles.

“Do you like that too?” Unknowingly Orange asked Blue.

“Kayak how?” Tanya Blue did not understand the meaning of the question Orange.

“Yaa watch porn*o while hand-playing.” Answer Orange lightly. As if this kind of talk is normal.

Blue choked on his own saliva when he heard Orange ask him. He then took the mineral water on the dashboard of the car to relieve his itchy throat.

“Halaah, don't pretend to be surprised, lo. I'm sure you're not just watching the Dakota.” movie Sky Cibir.

“Gue to watch doang.” Sahut Blue does not accept. He thinks playing solo is despicable.

“Halaah, don't believe me. Anyway, yeah. Unwed man who does not commit it is definitely one of two possibilities.”

Blue cringing. “Means lo?”

“North has no hands or no manhood.” Clear Sky then, making Blue barely choke again. While the Orange behind only held back laughter hearing the words of Heaven.

“Gila. Not done head lo.” Orange again held back laughter hearing the question that Blue raised.

“Tck, kayak lo never aja.” Reply to the sky without shifting his focus to the streets.

“No! I watched doang, not to play hands.” Sahut Blue.

“Oke don't flirt, but you're tying the Dakota to bedwetting, right? I'm sorry, lo.” The sky was full of scorn

“Dakota? Who’s that?” Ask Orange curious because from earlier the two men discussed the name.

“Ya fantasy object Blue, Ji.” Sky Sahut.

Orangut-mangut, you can guess Dakota is a star who must have played in adult films. Not surprised at all, considering that almost all of his male friends in medical school used to talk about adult films.

“Gue is still sane, yes.” Blue protest not accepted. He did love Dakota and had seen the movie once, but I swear, Blue never made it a fantasy object. The sky really sucks.

“Tck, what is this definition of **** for you? It is close, but far away. It is far, but close. I feel sorry for the girl who was the object of your fantasy.” Cibir Jingga stopped a small debate between Sky and Blue.

“Year you don't, Ji.” Speak the Sky that makes Blue look back and look at Orange with slightly squeaking eyes.

“I've never seen porn*o.” Deny the Unaccepting Orange.

“Continue Korean drama?” Ask Sky.

“Korean dramas where there is porn*onya.” Resist Orange.

“To be sure there is a kiss scene, a bed I have seen.” The sky does not want to lose until the atmosphere in the car is very rowdy.

“Just kiss her fault where? It's a romantic scene, not an erotic one you're watching. The bed scene is also just going to bed doang, where can you equal porn*o?” Sahut Jingga defended Korean dramas that are clearly different genres.

Blue smiled amusedly with a small headband hearing Orange could be as relaxed as it was talking about something like this.

“Iya, deh, just a kiss. After that you practice the same Blue, even nyampe to the neck-neck I've seen first your neck red-red.” The instantaneous Sky murmur made the atmosphere inside the car turn awkward.

“Ehem.” Orange cleared to neutralize nervousness. “What are you talking about, anyway, Lang?”

The orange felt his face was really hot right now. He twitched misbehavior especially when his eyes met with Blue's gaze from the inner rearview mirror. The guy smiled at her.

While the sky chose to be silent and set the music to repel the awkwardness that suddenly struck.

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Upon arrival at the mall, Blue and Orange tail behind the Sky down shop after shop where the Sky will throw their money there.

“We're watching, yes, Lang. I haven't seen the movie in a long time.” Pinta Orange on the sidelines of the Sky choose a watch.

“Hmm, I bought a work shirt.” Answer the sky without looking towards the Orange.

“Your shirt is still a lot new in the closet, Lang.” Orange protest.

“I want this one.” The sky did not heed the orange who was protesting.

“Ngeselin.” Orange stomped her legs irritated and walked over to Blue who was sitting on the sofa. He then took a seat at the end of the sofa to keep his distance from Blue.

“Capek?” Tanya Blue who saw the face of Orange bent sour. Orange looked and shook his head slowly.

“Still be economical by the way.” Blue grouse while exhaling heavy breath. That girl is sometimes conscious sometimes unconscious these days.

“Do not want to buy a watch?” Blue Bargain.

“Ngak.” Answer Orange short. His face was still expressionless.

“Ayo.” Orange and Blue raised their heads when they saw the sky carrying a paper bag in their hands.

“Nonton.” Excite the orange with a fluffy smile.

“I said I want to buy a shirt first.” Sahut Langit, even though the shopping is very much.

And finally, because Orange had promised to accompany Heaven around the mall, the girl could only give up even though she had to resist being upset.

Orange and Blue again followed the Sky behind with their hands full of Sky's grocery bag. They were like Heaven's assistants.

“Ish, weight.” Dengus Orange slowly. It was very desirable for him to throw all the grocery bags in his hands right now.

“Sini, let me take it.” Blue Rose who accidentally heard the words Orange.

“I'm still strong to bring.” Push the orange and walk ahead of the Blue.

“Hard head.” Blue again grumbled in his heart, then he followed the girl.

Arriving at the shirt store that Sky is headed to, Orange stores all the groceries on the floor near the sofa, then exits again. The sky called out, but the orange did not heed it.

“Where is he going?” Ask Sky. Blue just shrugged his shoulders in ignorance, then leaned his back that was quite tired on the back of the sofa while waiting for the sky to choose his shirt.

When Blue was busy massaging his forehead that felt throbbing pain. He was suddenly startled by a strawberry-flavored bubble drink cup hovering before him.

Blue raised his head, looks orange thrusting the bubble drink right in front of his face.

“Ambil.” Orange Command.

“Still.” Blue said while taking the bubble drink from the hands of Orange, not forgetting a warm smile he was singling for the girl.

“I didn't buy this for you.” Said Orange after successfully sitting himself next to Blue. The guy just nodded.

“I advantages buy.” Jengga said that in fact he deliberately bought two cups of drinks for him and Blue.

“Hmm.” Sahut Blue pretended to believe. In fact, inwardly smiling happily. Blue is happy Orange noticed him even though the girl is still acting cold.

“I'm not lying.” Orange.

“Iyaa . . .” Sahut Biru with a soft tone while turning towards Orange. But his gaze was full of tears, to make the girl throw her face with a jutek. Blue smiles anxiously made.

“Where do I have, Bi?” Ask Sky who suddenly came over and found Blue and Orange enjoying the bubble drink. Blue simply shook his head without removing the straw from his mouth.

“Ji, where do I have me?” The sky turned to ask the orange.

“My hands are only two, it's hard to bring three.” Reply Orange while raising both hands indifferently.

“Tck, not fair.” Sky Protest with a bent face. The orange just shrugged his shoulders no matter what.

“Ya I asked for.” The sky then casually snatched away the orange-owned drink. But just as he was about to stick a straw on his lips, Blue quickly stood up and picked up a drink belonging to Orange, then replaced it with his drink.

“Lo can drink mine.” And Blue does not want the lips of Orange to be in contact with the lips of Heaven even though it is indirectly.

“Yee fight, ngeselin lo.” The sky grumbled in annoyance, but Blue did not care.

The orange tickled as it received back its drink from Blue's hands. One corner of his lips lifted and formed a thin smile, so thin that it was barely visible.

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It's late afternoon. Orange could finally smile happily because his wait to watch the film would soon be realized. After a while ago Sky ended their shopping, they were foraging, storing groceries into cars, and now they were walking towards the movie theater with Jingga in the lead.

“I bought the ticket first.” Say Orange spirit as it passes leaving the Sky and Blue to buy tickets with a selection of comedy genre films.

“Buy porcorn same cola there.” The Word of Heaven, made Blue snort miserably. The sky is the only subordinate who can rule his superiors as well as he sees.

“Terus, lo what?” Ask Blue.

“Lo don't see what I just finished shopping around the mall? I'm tired. So you're the one who bought.” Answer the Sky grumbling. Want Blue to answer his words, indeed all day he was silent? Sky should be aware of who brought the super much of his groceries.

Choosing not to argue, Blue relented and went to buy popcorn and cola as requested by Sky.

After Orange got the ticket, he returned to approach Blue and Sky. But the look on her once happy face, instantly turned grim when she saw Luna was with Blue and Sky looked like they were chatting.

“Not expecting, yes, we can meet here.” The faint speech of Luna was heard in the ears of the Orange whose steps were now beginning to approach them.

“Jingga?” Luna was surprised to find that Orange was coming with Sky and Blue. Infinite harrumphed him, he just stared at Luna with a cold gaze as if Elsa was ready to make Luna an ice sculpture.

“You want to watch comedy movies too?” Ask Luna who accidentally saw the ticket held by Orange was the same as hers.

“I also watched that movie. We can watch together if that is.” Bring spirit. I am so shameless after what happened.

“I don't think you can, Lun.” Orange stared at the cynical Blue who spoke to Luna.

“Lho, why? We, right, watch the same movie?” Ask Luna wonder.

“I didn't watch this. I'm the same Orange watch another movie.”

“This, Lang. Lo.” boarding ticket Blue grabbed the ticket from the hands of Orange and handed it to the Sky. The guy just gawked inexplicably.

“Come, darling.” Orange is surprised by Blue who suddenly raises his fingers and holds his friend to the ticket purchase counter. No, not just that. But, unfortunately, he said.

Not only Orange, Luna was also no less surprised to see the scene that had just happened before her eyes.

“They haven't broken up, have they? How can?” Luna held back the growl in her heart.

“Cause of Orange, Blue pantesan so stay away from me lately.” Luna clenched her hands with angry eyes.

Unlike Luna, Sky was annoyed with the two people who left her just like that. Just watch out, he will also leave them home. Let them take a taxi.

And finally, without caring for Luna, the Sky just passed by. Broken already the mood and plan to watch a comedy movie that he will watch with his friends.

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To be continued . . . .