Still In Love's
EP. 71. I Love You, I Miss You

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“Eung, Ji . . .”

“What?” Sahut Orange is still with a tinge.

“I want . . .”

The Blue sentence is held back because the focus is diverted when looking at Orange hair.

“Ji, your head does not hurt, right?” Ask Blue later.

“Sick?” The orange furrowed his brows not understanding.

“Iya. I saw Luna tugging at your hair.”

“Tadi, anyway, sick. Now no. Huh, ahh. I don't want any more stuff.”

“You should have replied to him. Usually, right, you like to hit people said Sky.” Sahut Blue mellow. Orange just grunts with cute pursed lips.

“No, ahh. Later the person who is credited with the pleasure again.” Sindir Jingga's.

“Who?” Blue asked while covering her smile, then she slightly shifted her chair forward to be more docked with Orange. Her heart flowered to remember that she had heard Orange tell Luna that she loved her and Blue was hers.

“Ndon't know. Brother Reno, kali.” Reply Orange, make Blue face whimper.

“You, tuh, yes.” Blue pinched the orange waist plan, making the girl giggle amusedly.

“Why? Kan Om Rendi said you should consider Reno your sister.” The orange keeps on melting.

“Udah, deh. Don't hit Mama with Papa.” Blue Grunts. He was really annoyed by Reno's presence in his house. Even more so last night, the kitten suddenly walked into the room and infiltrated his blanket while he slept. Obviously that surprised him. Blue shuddered in horror as well as amusedly remembering that.

“The brother Reno.” Ledek Orange again, his lips folded holding back laughter.

“Ish, what the hell, anyway?” Blue frowning dislikes. He hates that cat.

“Haha, yes already do not pout gini, dong.” Orange chuckles small, both hands then pull the corner of Blue lips upwards, until curved to form a smile.

Orange held back her laughter as she looked at Blue's face that turned cute and strange. His index finger continued to play around with the two corners of the boy's lips.

Blue was stunned to see an orange with both corners of her lips that were interested in expanding like that. After a long time, this was the first time Jingga chuckled and smiled widely again in front of him.

“Why?” The orange was slightly disturbed by Blue who kept looking at him.

Slowly, he lowered his hand from Blue's face. However, the guy quickly grabbed both of his hands for him to hold, not letting the girl's hands away.

“Is your heart okay?” Blue asked as she stared fixedly at the face of Orange with a sad look.

“Are you still angry and disappointed with me?” Its effects.

The orange remained silent for a few seconds, then spoke. “What do you want answers to?”

For a moment Blue was silent, she stared deeply into Orange's eyes until their gazes locked onto each other. Now only their regular roars of breath could be heard in that magnificent room.

“Ya for the first question and not for the second question.”

Not immediately replied, Orange pulled both hands from Blue's grasp. For a moment, Blue's countenance looked disappointed to see him. But no longer after the girl had now wrapped her hands around her neck.

“If so, that's the answer.” Blue eyes are perfectly rounded when the orange utterance bursts into his sense of hearing.

“Can you say it again?” Blue Pinta wanted to make sure that what she heard a few seconds ago was not wrong.

“I can count on you, right?” Spotlight the orange eyes as if asking for confidence from Blue's answer.

“I’ll do my best.” Answer Blue sure.

“Not you. But we're. Let's start back and put all the bad memories behind us. We make this a part of maturation.” Speak Orange with a full highlight of sincerity.

Blue blinked, choosing silence to digest the orange speech just now.

“Let's stop feeling indebted to each other and start stepping in the same position.” Continue Orange later, making Blue heart full and relieved to hear it.

Orange has made the choice to leave the bad past behind and take the risk to trust Blue again. Orange wants to start again, stepping forward with Blue without having to get stuck again in the role of victim and perpetrator, or parties who feel more fragile and guilty parties.

That way, both Orange and Blue will live it with sincere feelings, without having any more burden in each other's hearts because they stop blaming each other and punishing each other.

“Jingga. . .” Blue stared at Orange with a happy twinkle, he then stood up and grabbed the body of Orange to embrace her. For a moment his eyes closed, feeling the comfort of the body of the girl he was holding, as if making the burden on his heart decrease.

“Thank you for believing in me again.” Blue said after distancing her body slightly to reach out to the beautiful face of Orange, without releasing her hands that remained coiled along the waist of the girl.

“Still to keep choosing me after everything I do.” Further again.

“And I will choose you again, again, and again. Without stopping, without hesitation, I will continue to choose you. You know why?”

Blue shook his head, silently letting the girl continue her sentence.

“Cause I love you.” The speech was thrown along with a pink tinge on the orange cheek. However, saying words like this is very rarely done or arguably not his style at all. Orange is really embarrassed now.

And then, all he could do was hurriedly hide his merry red face on the chest of the Blue field. The man smiled anxiously at the timid behavior of the Orange.

“I love you more, Orange.” Blue said solemnly, then buried a kiss on the top of the girl's head.

“I am tickled this denger.” The orange raised its head to look at Blue while holding its laughter.

“You, tuh. Broken the atmosphere just know, nak.” Then one brief kiss landed on the lips of the orange.

“Your lips, yes.” Orange pretended to protest while hitting the blue lips slightly dry.

“Why? It's okay, right, I kissed my own boyfriend?” Sahut Blue accompanied by a smile teasing him.

“So now I'm your girlfriend, nih?” Orange wrapped her hands around Blue's neck.

“Emm.” Blue is quick. “Come from the beginning. We dated again and got to know each other further.”

“Call.” Orange approves.

“But don't take long.” Add Blue.

“Why?” Ask Orange with frowning brows.

“Because we're not young anymore. I won't let you be my girlfriend for long. We should marry.” Answer Blue with confidence.

Orange snorted at the sentence ‘ is not young anymore’, but he chose not to bother.

“In that case, you should treat me well this time. But of course you have to use a new ring.” Blue chuckled at the girl's words, she then brought her face closer and buried a kiss on the orange forehead full of affection.

“Anything for you, Orange. Anything. . .” Say Blue after releasing his kiss on the orange forehead.

“I'm kidding about new ring.” Error Orange. Then a gentle kiss that he repeatedly gave on Blue lips.

Blue was slightly surprised by the sudden treatment of the Orange. He couldn't believe that Orange started it first. But it was enough to make his heart flowered again.

“Who taught you how to be like gini, hum?” Blue asked as if he was getting mocked just after Orange stopped his kiss.

“Si jerk in front of me.” Reply Orange lyrical to then again kiss Blue lips.

This time Blue did not want to waste it, she held back the nape of the Orange to make the kiss longer. Kissing her gently, she gently swept her orange lips, biting them small, until her tongue could barge in and twist the girl's tongue. It tastes sweet, making Orange tempted to reply.

Blue kissed her greedy. The man pressed down on the back of the Orange, further eroding the distance between them.

The orange that was carried away became a little aggressive by squeezing the man's hair tightly, then pressing his head to continue deepening his kiss.

As if losing self-control, both Blue and Orange, no one wanted to stop the warming kiss. Blue hands increasingly unable to stand still, creeping rubbed the back of the orange and spread to his shoulders, to make the girl's body increasingly bristling.

Then, when he felt the oxygen supply in his lungs began to thin, Orange patted Blue's shoulders to stop the activity, until the link of their lips was released.

Blue fused their eyebrows together for then he and Orange both chuckled with the same chaotic roar of breath.

“I love you.” Blue takes a deep breath. “And I miss you.” Go on and get back on the orange lips.

For a moment Orange felt trembling as the mischievous Blue hand that had originally been on his back slowly traced his stomach, getting upwards to touch his chest, giving a stirring squeeze there.

The orange pushes Blue's body slowly, but can still make their kisses come off.

“Udah, this is a danger.” Speak Orange with a breath of breath, still in front of Blue lips. Their noses rubbed against each other with an irregular roar of breath.

Blue chuckled softly, then he sucked his head in the recesses of the orange neck to hide his blushed face as it could not stop his desire to continue to fondle the girl.

Holding back his smile, both of his hands crept up, then stroked the boy's back. For a moment, they fell silent in this kind of position.

“Kak.” Blue raised her head at the call she had long wanted to hear, slurping into her auditory senses.

“Hum?” Sahut Biru when Orange withdraw and meet his views.

“Sit there. Pegel, you know, like gini keep.” Said Orange, making Blue tickled amused at once annoyed.

“You're the most sintered mood.” Blue anxiously kissed the nose, making the girl giggle amusedly.

Blue then re-entered himself in his work chair without taking his eyes off the orange that was buttoning back his shirt.

Blue grimaced when he saw the orange cleavage that poked behind the shirt that was still open because of his actions.

“Ohh, yes. What did you say?” Ask Orange shortly after the top button is attached. Orange remembered a moment ago Blue was like going to say something to him, but it did not become because his focus was diverted.

For a moment, Blue fell silent, trying to remember what he was going to tell the girl earlier.

“Ohh, yes, almost forgot.” Blue patted his own eel. “Tadi, tuh, I want to say to you, if tomorrow I want to go to America.”

“Ohh.” The orange nodded without a problem.

“Friends I asked for help to join the patient in the wrong hospital there. And then I had to go to the seminar. Maybe I was there about a week.” Light Blue then. The orange nodded its head again to understand.

“There again?” Ask Orange. Blue was silent for a moment as if thinking of something.

“We may see you again at Amber's wedding reception in Bali. I'll be from America straight there.” Add Blue.

“Terus?”

“You are okay to go together Sky?”

“Same is okay.” Answer Orange relax. Blue's face sternly looked at the orange's relaxed expression from earlier.

“Kok you relax that way, anyway, Ji? We won't see you in a week.” Blue splash himself.

“Keep, what should I do? Why don't we meet for a week? Nine years no see you only I can still nahan.” Orange deliberately wants to make Blue upset.

“Ish, not very romantic. You pretend I'm gone or something.” Orange chuckles amusedly at the sulking Blue speech.

“We, tuh, not abege anymore. I will not, lah, nahan-nahan you go.” Orange Futures, making Blue again grunt annoyed.

“Emang will not miss? A week, you know, Ji.” Blue Tweet emphasizes the word ‘week.’

“Definitely kangen, anyway. Eat it I want to ask you to make a quick return home, let me not long nahan kangennya.” Says Orange while smacking his smile.

“Yes, let's go home. My driver is waiting for me.” Take Orange and get ready to get off the table, but Blue holds it back.

“Kok asked to be picked up, anyway? It was leaving with me, it was the same as me, lah.” Blue protest. The orange took a deep breath while rolling his eyes panted.

“Tadi, right, I'm in the same sprain as you.” Legut Orange lazy.

“Now, right, it's not. So, you tell me to go home again.” driver Blue won't lose.

“Iya, baubles. Come.” And one kiss landed on Blue's lips so that the guy wouldn't say much anymore.

Blue cheered happily in the heart of getting such treatment. He then moved to catch up with the Orange who had not since when it had walked ahead of him.

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Three o'clock in the morning . . . .

The orange is in front of the gate of the Blue House. Orange then opened his car door to wait for the guy outside.

Last night the girl forced to drop Blue off at the airport. Blue had forbidden him because he did not want to disturb the sleep of Orange, because he left early in the morning. But the girl remained stubborn until Blue was forced to agree.

As soon as he got out of the car, cold air instantly infiltrated his skin. Even the thick knit sweater that Orange was wearing was not enough to dispel the cold that slipped through his skin.

Orange leaned beside the car while clutching her own body, the girl occasionally yawned. Obviously, early morning was the best time to sleep, and he was already outside.

Moments later, the gate opened, and the Blue appeared with a white t-shirt and a gray cardigan, and a blue suitcase in her hand. He immediately showed his sweetest smile to Orange. So sweet. Although it is still early morning, Orange like getting extra lighting to observe the handsome face of Blue.

“Udah long?” Ask Blue as soon as she gets close. The girl shook her head.

“You, right, went straight down after I called earlier.” Later on, his voice sounded trembling from the cold.

“You go in first, gih. I put the suitcase in the trunk. Let me drive.” Blue said then, he could not bear to see a cold orange like that.

“Ngak. I want to bring you.” The orange protest was still with its shivering voice.

“According or I kissed you ten times?” And Orange can only snort mischievously, can not fight the threat of Blue which certainly does not play games.

“You have been given permission to bring your own car again the same Om, Ji?” Blue asked after she got in the car and sat in the steering chair.

“According to you?” Ask Jingga while pressing one corner of her lips to form a grin.

“Tck, naughty.” Blue Ledek with small head bobbin. The orange just pauses no matter

Not Orange if he doesn't make a fuss. The girl sneaks her own car keys which are kept in her parents' room. Until now they have not trusted Orange to go anywhere by themselves. They were still afraid that the orange would run away again.

“Emang you are not?” Cibir Orange.

“Nggak.” Answer Blue while running his car. “Not much different means.” Later, a light laugh followed.

“Distance, lah.” Comments Orange. “Your account is the same I am different.”

Blue gnashed, then teased the girl. “Emang I want how?”

“Ya so. . .” Chirping Orange shy while avoiding eye contact with the guy.

“Nakal kayak gini mean you?”

“Ish. . .” The orange immediately brushed off the Blue hand that was swaying his thigh. The guy just laughed slowly.

Along the way, Blue and Orange filled it with small talk until the atmosphere in the car seemed alive. Sometimes they laugh because they laugh at what they are talking about.

Arriving at the airport, Blue and Orange do not directly get out of the car. They were still there without conversation.

“Come down.” Exciting Orange who saw Blue was still silent while looking at him.

“You should charge me first, dong.” Speak Blue, make next to the orange eyebrows raised confused.

“Power options? It's not a charger.” Orange laughs annoyedly.

“Gini means.” Without cue, Blue hugged tightly orange like he did not want to part. He smirked his face in the recesses of his hair-covered orange neck, inhaling the scent of the body of the girl he was about to leave behind for a week and would surely miss very much.

“The flight is in a moment. You don't have much time, Brother.” Beware of Orange in order for Blue to immediately release his embrace.

“I won't see you this week. So let me hug you a bit long ago.” Sahut Blue while more tightening his embrace.

“Sister, you can miss your flight. Hugged him again if you go home. Want you all day hug I can also.” The orange again rebuked with a little persuasion. Then with a heavy heart, Blue then let go of his embrace.

“Okay. But I want us to take a photo of Blue” first take the phone out of his pants pocket, then do a wefie. One photo was successfully taken with the pose he kissed the orange cheek.

“Kium cheek I made the other photo.” Blue Pinta relax. Orange obeyed, he brought his face closer to kiss Blue's cheek, but as quickly as lightning the boy turned his head, so that not his cheek that Orange kissed, but his lips.

“Current.” Orange protest while hitting the Blue arm. The guy just chuckled, content to prank his girl.

“I've shared her photo to you.”

“Oke.” Orange pointed his thumb.

“Inget it! You should miss me all the time and do not ignore the phone or chat from me later.” Blue Message later.

“Hmm.” Orange nodded lazily. Feeling de ja vu, his old beer has returned.

“Awas aja, if until you confess it, I will punish you.” Blue Threat.

“Ngot scared. I want to see how you punish me later.” Sahut Jingga challenging.

“Take gini.” Blue quickly cupped the face of the orange, then gave a brief peck repeatedly on the lips of the girl up to ten times with anxiety.

“Kak . . .” The orange held Blue's lips with her palm to stop kissing her.

“Haha. Come down.” Take Blue after she stops what she's doing.

The two get out of the car, then Blue takes the suitcase from the trunk of the car Orange.

“I go first.” Blue dunked a kiss on the forehead of Orange before then walking into the airport. Orange just stared at the departure of Blue who was getting farther from his view. He didn't drive her inside because Blue forbade her.

The orange got back in the car and got ready to go back to his house. But he just turned on the car, his phone rang a sign there was an incoming message.

“Not a few minutes, I already miss you. ❤❤❤” Orange smiles between happy and amused at once while reading a message from Blue.

“I don't. 😛” Reply Orange, making Blue who is still waiting for his departure at the entrance snort annoyed.

“Awas aja I go home later.” Blue murmured inwardly for then he put his phone back into his pants pocket.

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In the afternoon, Jingga walked down the hospital corridor to her room with a faint smile. Since this morning, he had been unable to cover up his happiness by continuing to carve smiles on both corners of his lips.

“It seems free you go for five months.” The Skylime who has now been leaning on the door of the room Orange while carrying a bag containing food in it. The guy raised a stare full of blushes.

“Apaan anyway.” Endless orange, he then opened the door, then entered the room followed by the sky.

“I mean, have run away, the pretenders want to eat, continue to almost die. Ehh, tip-ends over again. Your life is a drama you know, no. Do not mostly watch drakor deh now.” Sky Spark again after he managed to land his body on the sofa.

“You said I can't take revenge and should give him a chance.” Elak Jingga while taking out two paper boxes containing salad from the bag that the Sky brought earlier.

“Tck, just say you don't want Blue taken by another girl, eat it gercep.” The sky did not stop blasting. However, as if his ears were stuffed with something, the orange did not rub him, he was busy putting the salad containing vegetables into his mouth.

“You know where?” is from Ask Jingga while sipping her ice blended.

“Your face, well, can't hide anything from me. Anyway, yes, I noticed from this morning you smile mulu-smile like people lacking medicine.” Orange snorted when he heard the saying of the sky, it always sucks.

“But baby, just improved, ehh already left again.” Orange threw the used tissue clearing her lips to the face of Heaven in annoyance.

“Tomorrow, Ji.” Sky Protest splashy.

“Lagian, you from earlier menggeledekin me continue.” Sahut Orange is no less upset.

“Haha, it's funny, that's it. I watched another drama in the real world. Especially if you think everyone is dead. Make me want to laugh till it's cry.” The sky chuckled loudly as it recalled how chaotic the situation was back then.

Orange continues to take a deep breath in order to get patience in dealing with his annoying friend. But a moment later the laughter of Heaven stopped when someone knocked on the door of the room Orange.

“Sorry, I interrupted.” Hana said unkindly a moment after the girl entered the Orange room.

“You're like anyone, deh, Han.” Soothing orange. All this time, right, they've been close. Orange is surprised because Hana sometimes still feels awkward.

“Come join, Han. You can eat both with me.” The sky is sounding along with a little joke.

“Haha, thanks, Doc. But what am I going to eat?” Hana observed Sky's salad that was running out, only two vegetables remained there.

“So much, you stole my food, yes, Ji?” Hearing that, Orange just hit the salad spoon on the head of Heaven, making him grimace a little. Hana smiled anxiously at their behavior which was like Red and Yellow larvae.

“Ohh, yes. What's up, Han?” Ask Orange later, turning her attention to Hana.

“I want to ask for your account number.” Answer Hana.

“Make what?” Ask Orange with confused knitted eyebrows.

“I want to return the money I borrowed to pay for treatment at the salon at that time.” Obviously Hana. Orange ohh ria. She recalled, a few days ago she and Hana went to the salon for treatment. But when he was going to pay for it, Hana's wallet was left behind and finally Orange paid.

“Hana, I guess you're my friend now.” Orange's voice sounded disappointed. “You don't have to go back to it.”

Hana is the closest person to him in this hospital. Orange already considers him a good friend and work partner.

“But, the name is debt, right, it still has to be returned. Where is your norek?” Hana thrust her phone. The orange did not budge, resentfully sipping the rest of his drink.

“Oke, if so I pay with cash aja.” Hana then handed over a few hundred thousand bills.

“I said no, yes enggak.” Exciting Orange full of emphasis, he then passed carrying his food scraps to be thrown into the trash can in the corner of the room, close to the work desk.

“She is stubborn.” Say Heaven to Hana with half a whisper.

Hana was desperate, she threw her body on the sofa opposite the Sky. He was about to lean his body on the back of the sofa, but was lowered when his eyes caught the object in the corner of the sofa near the Sky.

Orange's yellow wallet lay unattended in the corner of the sofa. As if getting an opportunity, with a quick move, Hana glanced at Orange who was now focusing on her phone.

Then without making a sound, Hana took the Orange wallet carefully. He then opened the wallet clasp, unfolded it, and was about to slip some of the hundred thousand pieces of money. However, his movements came to a halt as he again caught something.

Hana raised her head. He blinked to make sure the photos of Blue and Orange on display were real. Although it's an old photo, but the photo is still very clear, not faded at all.

“Doctor Orange . . .” Call Hana hanging.

Orange turned his gaze towards Hana. At that moment he was surprised to find Hana opening her wallet. Orange was about to run over to Hana. However, because he did not pay attention to the movement, the orange leg even hit the table.

“Arrgh, damn.” Umbat Jingga while kicking back the table, but his legs even more painful.

Walking half limp, Jingga hurriedly approached Hana and forcefully took out her purse to try to cover up what could not be covered anymore.

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To be continued . . . . .