Still In Love's
EP. 38. Tipsy

********

“You will not be able to let go of me, before I alone will release you.” Blue blocked off Orange's hands, her voice sounding sharp, as well as her gaze.

“Then I myself will break away. From now on I will end all these feelings and forget about you. Go there, I hate you.” Sahut Orange while trying to release the Blue hand checks, but his efforts failed. Blue's hand checks are too strong.

“Neg. I have the right to decide all of that. You can never let go of yourself because you love me. Just try it, you will never be able to.” Blue's voice still sounded sharp, his jaw seemed to harden. His gaze was straight staring into the orange eyes that were beginning to be inundated with tears.

“Iya. I love you even to this day. But that doesn't mean I want to be with you.” Reply Orange full of anger.

“Ngak. You will never get away from me. I'm not permissionin.” He said coldly, his gaze turning angry.

“Izin?” Jinggan hissed annoyed. “I don't need permission from you for that.”

“I said you'd never be able to!” Jerky Blue.

Orange probing. He hates Blue snapping at him like this, something the guy never did in the past. His heart was wounded, again.

“For what? Why are you holding me back while you don't have any feelings for me? Or at least you can appreciate my feelings, not even if you ever do me that. You're evil.” The sound of orange began to cling, his chest felt tight as if the oxygen surrounding his lung cavity was reduced.

He felt Blue was playing with his heart. Butwhy? Is it wrong for Orange to Blue to do something like this to her?

“Don't think I'll keep waiting for you, sister. If I want to go, I will go, I can let go of you whenever I want.” Orange took a deep breath, trying to hold back the tears that had been pooled so as not to fall.

“No way, because you belong to me. Only I can decide whether you can go or not.”

Orange momentarily dumbfounded to hear Blue speech. How could he claim himself to be like that?

“I don't care what you say. Release me.” Orange moved from his seat after successfully breaking away from the check of Blue's hand. But the man pulled back the orange arm and brought the girl's body into his arms by force.

“I will never let go of you.” Firm Blue.

The orange clutched tightly onto the shirt the man was wearing. Orange was really upset and confused by Blue's current attitude.

Blue wanted Orange to stay by his side, but she herself did not give him clarity on his feelings. Wanting to scold, scold, shout, and hit the guy who is holding him at this time. Blue is really selfish, he just keeps pulling and throwing orange hearts away.

“Actually what do you want?” Orange screams in the heart while brushing away the tears that escaped at the corner of his eyes. There was a deep stroke of sadness on his face.

“Go there!” Pinta Orange in a weak voice after successfully throwing Blue's body and distancing distance from him.

“The door is still there, just in case you forgot.” Connect Jingga while pointing towards the door, she then passed quickly into her room.

The orange shut the door of the room, and rested his body on the door. He let out a heavy sigh while closing his eyes, trying to calm his emotions that had really been made up and down by Blue.

Orange massages its temple plan. His head felt heavy, probably because his body was tired. Even with his heart after arguing with Blue that there was absolutely no end to it. The orange wants to rest and sleep well right now.

********

Orange came out of the bathroom with only a short white towel wrapped around his body. Not worried about it considering he only lives alone in his apartment unit.

Jingga walked to the closet to take the clothes she had not had time to prepare earlier. But when he again closed the closet door and turned his body, he was surprised by the figure of Blue who was now casually berseljor and leaned his body on the headboard of the bed while looking at the travel journal that he had given.

So surprised, Orange even to drop the clothes that had been held. Orange breathed deeply, trying to dampen the emotions that now enveloped him. Just calmed his heart and mind under the shower. Now Blue again makes him upset and angry at once, why can the guy go into someone's room carelessly?

Orange stared at the blue wind. The guy looked very relaxed as if he thought the room was his.

“You? Since when are you here? I told you to go home.” Orange asked furiously, his heartbeat racing quickly and his face flushed red, signaling the girl was really angry. While being asked, Blue only raised his head with a very relaxed face.

“Since you turned on the shower maybe. . . .” Answer Blue casually, then refocus on his journal, turning over one page.

“Basic pervert.” Orange sniffed, then quickly picked up her fallen clothes earlier.

“I do not look, anyways from earlier I just sit here while looking at this.” Blue held a journal in his hand at the orange. “Try blahin where is the pervert?” Then his words relaxed.

Orange growled, gritted her teeth, and looked at Blue with an angry face.

“You are wearing a piece of clothing. You see I don't know how long it can last to stay sitting quietly like this if you keep standing in front of me with the appearance of kayak like that.” Connect Blue raised his chin towards Orange while smiling with a grin.

Highlight his eyes looked at the hungry orange, tracing the body of the girl who was only wrapped in a towel until she showed her proportional curves clearly.

“Aiish, damn.” The awakened orange immediately took a big step towards the bathroom to wear his clothes.

After successfully wearing his nightgown, Orange came out of the bathroom, then walked up to Blue and stood on the edge of the bed. Looks like the guy is still focused on looking through the contents of his journal.

“Why can I get in here?” Ask Orange angrily robs the rough journal in Blue's hands to make the guy divert attention to him .

“You don't need the door to his room.” Blue replied casually, his eyes following Orange who moved to keep the journal on the nightstand.

The orange growled stifled while cursing at him who forgot to lock the door. Not to forget, it is usually not locked. He just forgot that Blue could behave as well as he could. But he also did not expect that Blue could be this crazy to enter his room just like that.

“Ya have gone home!” Banish Orange frustrations. It's late, he's tired of wanting to sleep. It feels like Orange has run out of energy to argue with Blue again.

“Not seen outside rain?” Sahut Blue.

At a glance Orange saw the moving room curtains blown by the wind after previously he was surprised by the thunderous sound of lightning.

“This part is malem.” Continue Blue while yawning. “I'm sleepy.” Then casually lay his body on the bed.

The orange exhales in frustration, infuriating itself with Blue's mannerisms.

“Yes I don't care. There's a spit go home.” Orange tried to pull Blue's hand to rise from his sleep. But instead of Blue's body interested in waking up, even his body which is now upturned to lie beside Blue because the man's power is greater to pull it.

Knowing that Orange was trying to get up, Blue quickly wrapped her hands around the girl's waist, pulling her closer, so that there was no distance between the two bodies.

“Kak, what the hell?” Orange protest was upset while trying to release the entanglement of Blue's hand that was on his waist.

“Diem or I'll kiss you ten times.” Threatening Blue that makes Orange speechless.

The girl was alert, the timidness of the incident in the Blue room a few days ago happened again. Moreover, the current position is very unpleasant, unexpected things can happen. Blue is crazy.

“Please, Brother.” The whine of Orange was parched, but Blue instead clenched it tighter, sinking the girl's face into the chest of her field.

“Just for a moment.” Say Blue while sniffing the top of the head of Orange. His hot breath could be orange feel touching his head.

“I'm already sleepy.” Orange despair while continuing to try to rebel by pushing Blue's chest, but Blue did not heed it.

“Ya has slept.” Sahut Blue relaxed while closing his eyes.

Orange grunts annoyed. Blue has always been acting like it has been for a long time. This attitude should be missing from his memory.

“Don't gini, Kak . . .” Orange feels uncomfortable because now Blue is busy kissing the top of his head.

“You can, no, anyway, do not behave as easily as gini?” Angry Orange who now managed to lift his face and upset the man.

“You angry?” Tanya Blue stared back at Orange.

The orange swerved, and turned its gaze away from the Blue. Enough already it feels like he heard Blue talking without knowing where he was wrong.

“I'm sorry.” Blue said while pulling the orange chin, bringing the girl back to meet their views.

The girl simply flinched with a grim face.

“Sorry because I shouldn't jerk you in front of others.” Blue's voice sounded like he was regretting a mistake. Same with his face.

“Jii. . .” This time his hand moved gently rubbing the orange cheek.

“Surely you're sorry just to nenangin me, right?” Ask Orange sangsi. Even with the look of his eyes that tucked doubt.

“Your thoughts are bad, Ji.” Blue clucked and re-clutched the girl tighter. “I'm really sorry.” The bridge was soft as he buried a kiss on the top of Jinggga's head.

Honest Orange wants to rebel. But his body rejected it. Deep in his heart, Jingga enjoyed this atmosphere. It feels warm and pleasant.

“Why not from yesterday?” Orange protests are no less beautiful.

“You yourself who did not pick up the phone and continued to shy away from me at that time.” Sahut Blue. Orange blinked, it was true. “And for these three days I have a seminar in Singapore. I'm straight here from the airport.” Clearly then. The orange accepted the reason. It's only fitting that he didn't see the guy in the hospital a few days back.

“Now will you forgive me?” Blue asked a little more to pull away so that he could look at the clingy orange.

“I don't know. . .” Orange exhaled heavily, he took his eyes off Blue. There were some things still stuck in his heart.

“I’m terribly sorry.” Blue sounds are blazing. He pulled the girl's face back to look at her.

“Can I request some things from you?” Ask Orange with a doubtful look. Blue simply furrowed his brows, waiting for the girl to continue her speech.

“First. I want you to learn to love me again. In the end, maybe we'll get married, I don't want to be the cup of pride like you said. I don't want our marriage to be mutualism. I want our marriage relationship to be normal as in general.”

Blue was silent for a while, his dark eyeballs staring in expectant orange eyes.

“Hmm. I'll try.” Answer Blue doubtfully. But that makes the heart of Orange a little relieved. Orange will give Blue a chance to prove it.

“Yang second. Pull your words to not demand anything in our relationship, because you are not able to.” Orange continued. Blue just replied to him with a nod.

“Yang third. I want you to keep your distance from Luna.” This time the girl said it with a choked voice, her chest felt tight as she recalled the closeness of Blue and Luna.

Blue went back into silence for a while, before finally returning to a hesitant nod.

“I don't want to fight alone. If you do not want to cancel this matchmaking, please help me.” Pinta Orange then, then sprinkled hugging Blue's body tightly, drowning her face in the chest of the field of the man.

“Hmm. . .” Sahut Blue again buried a kiss on the top of the girl's head long enough.

There was silence for a few moments. Both of them were immersed in their respective feelings with that position.

“Then you go home now.” Orange releases her embrace. “The rain has stopped.” Then, the bridge while sitting down.

“You're gonna piss me off at midnight like this?” Blue asked with a protesting look.

“ Yes already if you want to nginep, sleep in the middle room.” Reply Orange raised his chin towards the outside of the room.

“There is a guest term if the guest is king. Your time to let guests sleep outside.” Blue says, make the orange emotion come back again.

“Yes, if so I slept in the middle room. We can't sleep together here, Kak.” Speak Orange and ready to get out of bed, but quickly Blue pulled his arm back to sleep on the mattress.

“We can, really, sleep together. We are only sleeping, and we are not doing anything.” The guy hugged the orange back tightly.

Orange exhales in frustration. Will he argue with Blue until morning?

“Yes already, but let go first, I am not comfortable we sleep like gini.” Pinta Orange is upset.

“But beware don't try to make a run.” Blue gives a warning.

“Hmm.” Answer the lazy orange.

Blue then releases his arms embrace from the body of Orange. But his eyes could not be separated watching the orange full of vigilance, making a row, afraid that the girl would run from there.

“Satisfied?” Orange asked after he fixed his sleeping position, choosing to lie beside Blue with his back. Blue just nodded his head in satisfaction.

Orange pulled the blanket, raised it to the shoulder, and began to close the eyes, but soon the eyes opened again when he felt Blue's hand coiling on his stomach.

“Kak. .” Whine Orange protest.

“Diem, or I will . . ..”

“Oke.” Sambar Orange before Blue issued a threat to kiss him ten times.

Blue pulled one corner of her lips, satisfied that it managed to make the girl silent without protesting again. He then put his face on the nape of Orange, making the girl exhale restlessly when he felt her breath tickle at his nape.

“Kak . . .” The orange gasped, he could feel Blue starting to stick his lips on his nape. But he came back unable to fight. His body seemed to be paralyzed instantly, his blood rippling as Blue began to kiss and trace his nape. His eyes closed as if he was lulled by that touch.

The orange hand squeezes the edge of the blanket when it feels Blue sucking on the nape to produce a reddish mark there.

The body of the orange is getting stiffened when Blue hands act by infiltrating the stomach and rubbing it gently. He bit his lower lip hard to keep his moaning from coming out.

Orange blinked, realizing over time the movement of Blue's hands weakened. The orange saw now that the hand was drooping behind the pajamas he was wearing. In addition, he also did not feel Blue kissing or sucking his nape again. Just regular breaths that Orange felt back there.

Slowly, Orange raised his head and looked at Blue now asleep by drowning his face in the nape.

Orange smiled amusedly and relieved to see it. With a slow movement, he released Blue hands that coiled around his body and descended from the mattress. Do not forget first he made sure Blue really fell asleep by waving his hands in front of the man's face.

Orange then took a pillow and blanket from the closet, then moved out of his room with tiptoe steps so as not to cause noise.

********

Orange came to the apartment unit Sky, not forgetting he pressed the bell repeatedly like an emergency code in the hospital.

“Ngapain, hell, Ji, malem-malem gini?” The sky grumbled annoyed with his sleepy face.

“Lang, you slept in my room, yes.” Orange memelas.

“I'm still sane not to sleep with you. You think I'm a dude what?” The sky is still with its tone.

“Is. I'm no longer asking you to sleep with.” The orange hit the Sky arm slowly. “There is Kak Biru want to nginep, eat it I ask you to menemenin him. Keep changing I slept in your room it.”

The sleepy Eye of Heaven is now wide open to hear Blue is in the room of Orange, no need to blink anymore.

“You?” The sky stared at full orange. “Ngapain you ngajak Biru nginep in the apartment?”

“No, Lang. I don't care about him.” The cry of Orange intercepted the Sky to think wildly.

“Udah just gini. You made Blue Brother sleep in my room, and I want to sleep in your room.” The orange quickly broke through the body of the Sky that was standing in the doorway and entered inside, then walked towards the Sky room.

“You really don't end strange behavior, right?” Asked Sky still in disbelief, he followed Orange to take a pillow from his room.

“If I want to macem-macem with him, I do not have to bother here and definitely choose to be alone there.” Sambar Jingga puffed up, then threw his body on the mattress belonging to the Sky.

This is better. Orange chose to move to the Sky room for fear Blue woke up and did more extreme things than before.

“I go.” Pamit Langit while exhaling her breath annoyed. He walked out of his room.

“Hmm.” Reply Orange refused to open his closed eyes.

********

The sky crawled up to the top of the mattress belonging to Orange, put his pillow, then lay himself beside Blue who had fallen asleep. Not to forget the Sky kicked Blue legs that spent the land sleeping as hard as possible. He kicked it with all his heart, for Birulah was the cause of his disturbed deep sleep. No matter if the guy was his boss in the hospital, obviously Sky was very upset at Blue.

“Why can he be here?” Sky sniffed Blue's body, who knows he was drunk and strayed into the apartment of Orange. But Heaven did not smell the alcohol on his body at all.

Not wanting to think about it anymore, Sky chose to sleep, continuing his beautiful dreams that had been disturbed.

********

To be continued . . . .