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V&V 120
VANO'ITA
In the course of life, none of us can avoid and recognize that loss is one of the levels of life that is easily accepted.The story will always be difficult to understand including, including, when losing someone because of some event that leads to death.!
Things that always make anyone feel lost and will not be able to meet again, things that will continue to be attached to the memory where the memory of being together will always dance - a dance in the mind. in fact, sicker than a breakup, it always makes us reluctant to get up, reluctant to stand up.
What's more if he who goes is part of the self, half of the breath, which has been involved vibrating the heart.as if losing the soul just leaves the body and takes away love. certainly not an easy thing to live the day as before. because all who live is very difficult to throw all the memories together and can never easily let someone he loves go for good.
as now, the same thing felt Vano. looked in both his eyeballs, he said, there is a feeling of pain and disappointment that mixes into one that makes him for years living with a sense of loneliness and closing himself to the love that comes from other women. all the feelings that want to enter his heart he always gave a signal to stay away because he was still in a state of mourning with a heart wound because of the loss of a woman who was so dear and very valuable, he said, the old woman filled his heart and day, the woman who had become his fiancee.
Women who, now, have gone to bring their future baby. until now there is no bright spot to find the body of the woman who until now occupied his heart and also made a gaping hole in Vano's heart when he heard the news about the plane crash.
"maybe Ita is my sister-in-law who went missing due to a plane crash.?" said Valr
"i can't answer that" Vano replied
"then, what about Sofia.?" valr asked and made Vano surprised
"Sofia is still Sofia will not be Vanesa" said Vano.
Yep.! Vanesa, the woman who has mastered all of Vano's love, heart and mind is Vanesa.
"You know that the wheel of life is always spinning out of place" Valr said
"of course I know" replied Vano
"so, don't be too lamenting the pain just because you lost someone who stopped for a long time" Valr said
"I just want to, this feeling goes away on its own.without any struggle from me, because the more I forget, the stronger my race to remember.! honestly, I can't be as strong and as strong as your wife Valen. she is able to live with you with love that is still for Yalr" said Vano who really salutes Valen's freshness that can eventually forget and accept Valr and give sincere love for the husband.
"the best thing Valen did when we got married was let go.! for my sake, he tried to forget Yalr someone he loved so much and on the other hand he never intended to hurt me anything else hurt my feelings. learning to let go of his past and free himself from the pain of the past was the best thing he could achieve.I know he always prayed for my happiness and asked God to free himself to accept me, until this point I won to get Valen's love" Valr said happily until a red hue on his cheek
"Ohh, Farewell .. farewell.! why does it seem like the end of the word goodbye which means he left me forever. actually in my heart still stored memories with him that always dance - nari in my memory and every time I feel it, I've always believed he lived with a different identity" Vano said
"Go let him go" said Ita arrived and the two men turned their heads.
"who's gone.?" asked Valen who arrived - suddenly out carrying his baby boy.
"this is the mistress, the handsome sir discussed the parting that danced - nari yesterday in the hallway" always Ita because, do not know the beginning of the story between Valr and Vano
"yeah.?" ask Valen
"you don't know how awkward your house assistant is" Vano said
"yes, too, Ita the best of his sengkleknya" Valen chimed in Vano's speech
"hallo papa's son" Valr said to the baby boy in Valen's hands
"hayo papa cayang, this baby boy panya what papa" asked Valen demonstrating the way the little boy spoke
"his name is papa kasih something" replied Valr who was reluctant to say his son's name
"honey, you want us out for the night.?" ask Valr
"but the baby boy hasn't slept yet baby" Valen replied
"we bring baby boy, bring a thick coat so as not to catch a cold" Valr said
"ehmm, then bring one all dear" said Valen did not have the heart to leave his other child
"maybe, take the baby sitter" said Vano and quickly Ita called the babysitter and mbok Inem
"sir, I'm coming" said Ita
"no need, you and bang Vano take care of the house." rejected Valr who made Ita glare his eyes at Valr
"master, too" replied Ita
"not the heart of Ita but, my cousin-in-law will be a weathered bachelor if you do not accompany him" Valen said and all laughed while Vano felt the time was on his side..
"jasudalah, I accompanied the weathered bujang first heart - heart yes you do not forget the way home" said Ita who got the headband from Valr
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"Yes, are you bored.?" ask Vano
"of course I'm very bored" Ita replied seriously
"bored working.?" ask Vano
"no, I'm just tired of myself" Ita replied and Vanopun had no intention of continuing the discussion of Ita
"just go on Ita don't complain" exclaimed Vano
"yes, handsome sir" replied Ita as she continued to look at the sky
"do you like the starry sky.?" ask Vano
"either handsome sir, whenever I look up at the sky, I feel like I've been above a blue and white sky and a dark starry sky" Ita replied
"maybe in your previous life you were a flight attendant.?" asked Vano and at once Ita was scared
"haaaa.?" answer Ita and as quickly as lightning Vano changed the topic
"do you have a boyfriend.?" ask Vano
"yet, I just hope that if my memory recovers.I, can meet my husband/lover who made me carry his child" said Ita expectantly..
"maybe it is Ita" replied Vano
"the handsome boy has a girlfriend.?" ask Ita back
"had and more precisely fiancee but, she left too soon while being pregnant with the fruit of our love and until this moment, I can't forget her" said Vano
"why is that handsome sir keeps shutting himself up and not letting another love in.?" ask Ita
"yes Ita" replied Vano
"Sir, may I say something.?" ask Ita
"can you tell me what.?
"unfemale open your heart to new love and a new mood, for, no matter how much you keep your heart for the one who is gone, even if you keep it so strong it is very strong. believe that if the time comes that comes will come, he will knock down all your strength though, handsome sir does not want his arrival.destination will force you to accept his arrival. in any way in accordance suratan in hand since the handsome sir is in the womb of the mother.because, since then the story of your life has been determined by God" ita said while patting Vano's shoulder as if giving strength to Vano opened his heart.
"i must have opened my heart Ita, but let it be like this because, at this moment, I am staring at the perfection of God's destiny that resembles the woman who rules my heart" vano muttered that Ita could not listen to
"big brother, don't mumble.! the sound of farting alone never wanted to mumble" as well as Ita
"i think only a crazy man would want to be your husband" Vano said
"heart fall in love with me mr. handsome😉 if, it happens. sorry, I do not take responsibility yes mr. handsome🤦 because, I am still looking for my husband/lover" ita said relaxed but gave great spirit to Vano
"of course Ita. please open your heart to the man, you will find him" said Vano
"of course and quickly open your heart handsome sir before you become a real weathered bachelor" said Ita immediately stood up because pegel sat long.
"i will definitely open my heart but, not to any other woman, but rather, to you and only to you. I see your eyeballs are the same as her eyeballs and I cannot be wrong with my view of my heart"
Hellleeh....!!
open heart open cieee cieeee.!
how can Reader really Vano not be wrong with his eyes..?
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