SUBSTITUTE ARMY
V&L 181

...VALDIS...

In a state of closed eyes and a body that is asleep and still unconscious, Li Qin in his sleep seemed to feel like he was dreaming in the last moment he was with Valdis before his memory was lost due to an accident.

Flashback On (Event before memory loss)

"thank you Valdis you saved me, when my head was torn off by a ball. huh.! it doesn't feel like we're all grown up and have to part ways for the future. To be honest I can't wait for you to come back, can we change phone numbers.? I'll probably remember you day and night and it must have been very difficult for me" li Qin said when he and Valdis were sitting together in the garden behind Valdis's house and Valdi was out with his parents for shopping in Nias.

"in two days, I will leave Indonesia.I will not say or order you to wait.I just want you to reach your mind as high as possible, he said, destroy all the walls and thick fortifications that make you unable to advance.! do all the good things and do not cheat or deviate" said Valdis pamit and also advised

"is Valdi also going.?" asked Li Qin

"no.! he chose to go to Nias, the birthplace of my parents, if you understand him with your heart, choose him" Valdis said

"why did he choose Nias.? does he not intend to continue his studies.?" li Qin asked in astonishment.

"sometimes we need peace for all to be at peace" Valdis replied

"why could that be.? isn't peace there when we can be at peace with the heart no matter how much pressure from the outside.?" li Qin's

"Li Qin, remember this.! every day I always feel at peace when I see you on my side and on the other side I am also worried about the surroundings who also want you on his side. until I no longer feel peace even though my heart is calm" Valdis said

"just calm down, I must always support and also vote for you Valdis" Li Qin said

"Li Qin, for me it is very important to make sure that my life is in your heart.This is what always makes me confident in my choices and dare to continue my studies at a distance. and also sometimes with the confidence I have, making peace with the heart alone does not always bring peace to my mind" Valdis said enigmatic

"alright, now go get everything you want. Remember buy me a thousand red roses if you succeed with what you have achieved" Li Qin replied without wanting to understand the intent of Valdis's words

"i will definitely buy you a thousand red roses but, isn't a thousand red roses a sign of a proposal in Korea.?" ask Valdis

"just think about it" Li Qin replied

"Li Qin's.! I'll really go, I have one request for you" Valdis said

"tell me what your request is Valdis" Li Qin said

"Can you give all the attention you have to my brother.? I also want your eyes and heart to give it to my brother" Valdis pleaded

"what's this the name of the negotiation.?" asked Li Qin

"no, it's not a negotiation, but it's a request" Valdis replied

"what kind of request would be willing to hurt his own heart for the sake of the happiness of his other heart.!" asked Li Qin

"a sister's request for a woman who likes her and is also liked by her brother" Valdis replied

"should.! what if my heart can't take a glance at her and just chooses to wait for you.?" asked Li Qin

"impossible.!" li Qin's

"Li Qin.?" Valdis

"Valdis" said Li Qin

"Li Qin, I may not return to Indonesia. actually I was looking for the most comfortable place in the world for me to live and forget the fact that in Indonesia I had felt crazy to fall in love with the same person my brother liked by himself" Valdis said full of disappointed tones.

"Valdis, don't be selfish.! why don't you think about my feelings.? how can you manage my heart.?" li Qin's

"I'm not the owner of your heart that's really Li Qin, loving you is the one success that I'm normal with a thousand feelings when in love that I feel but, liking you is a mistake for me. How can I like a woman my brother likes.?" valdis said and it managed to anger Li Qin

"VALDIS.!!" shouted Li Qin

"no Li Qin.! this is not right for us.!" said Valdis

"Valdis, you don't make decisions too soon just because you're away from Indonesia" Li Qin said, hoping Valdis would change his decision

"i'm really - really Li Qin" Valdis replied

"Valdis, the love that grows in our hearts is pure and unmistakable" Li Qin said trying to clarify

"it's Li Qin's fault" Valdis replied

"Valdis, this is very true and there is nothing wrong.You must not tell me to choose Valdi because I cannot love two people at once and put his second in my heart." said Li Qin again

"no Li Qin, this is not true.! very - very untrue.! even if later after I leave you do not choose my brother and keep waiting for me, then I will not choose you and look for another love. even though my heart loves you so much and my whole body wants you so much, but, I can't keep thorns in my family just because of love." valdis said steadfastly trying to cover up how much he loved Li Qin but had to let go of him with great heart so as not to hurt his brother.

"Valdis.!!" li Qin's

"Li Qin, don't waste your life just for keeping your love for me.!" said Valdis who was now standing straight from his seat was about to leave Li Qin but his steps were restrained.

"Valdis, no.! no Valdis.!" li Qin said in tears hugging Valdis's hand until Valdis's steps were restrained.

"VALDIII"

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