SUBSTITUTE ARMY
V&L 175

...IN A BAD MOOD...

There comes a time in life when you are forced by circumstances to choose to reopen a page you have completed long ago. there are times when you should be ready with various rejections after opening an old sheet that may result in your disappointment.

And even if you again choose to turn the page forward so that you can write another book by opening a new sheet and closing the old sheet, but remember that as far as you open the sheet by sheet, you will be able to write another book, you will continue to be haunted by the shadows of old sheets that have not been priceless and make you feel hurt because the struggle without value that you do feels in vain.

Then the feeling of disappointment and heartache comes to you, the feeling of disappointment that also always approaches all humans wherever they are and always feel heartache in a variety of ways. just like when we are dealing with death we do not have the strength to avoid always happening just like that, such is also when we are faced with disappointment and heartache sometimes can not be avoided.

Just as Valdi was now feeling, the pain he was feeling right now led to sadness and anger that he could not express. after finding out that Li Qin still could not remember her, a sense of disappointment as he had hoped much that Li Qin would turn his head towards her was so painful. because from the beginning Valdi loved one woman too deeply, he hoped too high, writing one name to the bottom of the deepest heart. so he forgot where he put the eraser to remove the name of his chosen woman and eventually ended up in heartache.

"it turns out that after I saved my good taste, closed my eyes with a thousand incoming feelings, I was behind all the love of some sincere woman who loved me.

I go to my whole heart with your name, I put a beautiful painting on the wall of my heart that is the same as your face so that at all times there is always your face in the eyes of my heart.

maybe I don't think this is your taste, though,

maybe the love that I defended myself was clapping one hand.?

or it's true that you actually just gave Valdis heart.! should this love triangle story continue to this extent.?"

Word by word continued to be spoken like a poem in Valdi's heart, while stepping far out of his room. somehow the current condition of his heart is increasingly uncertain. somehow his heart felt a very deep disappointment at the thing if it was thought - think again, Li Qin had yet to give a rejection to him. it was just that Li Qin still did not remember too much about her.

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"I've reminded you many times and besides me, there's a lot that's come to you just to remind you, not that you're stupid, just that you're currently detached from consciousness. about the decision that was so early you already know what answer you will get from your long wait" said Vini firmly when listening to all Valdi's stories about Li Qin

"i had thought, after telling everything, he would immediately remember one by one about his lost past" Valdi replied

"we're in the real world you have to be aware of that, not the Halu World where our story depends on the Author and our life is at the end of his thumb." the word Vini confirms that they live in the real world🤣

"yes, yes, yes, this time you are talking beyond your proper age" Valdi told Vini.

"remember.! there is no need to continue living in waiting, one day you can laugh because you see something bad happening to people you once loved." Vini told Valdi

"do you think I'll pray and wait for him to be doomed.?" ask Valdi

Not long after Valdi's phone rang, it turns out his favorite brother Valaria called him. Just immediately without thinking long he pressed the green button to immediately connect with his sister.

"hallo brother" said Valdi

"hi, how are you doing.? long time no see, you're alive what's dead.?" valaria asked her adek

"do I exactly like the voice that's about to die.?" ask Valdi

"it seems so" Valaria replied

"where are you.?" ask Valdi

"the brother is in the room and calls you, make sure you are okay or just behind it" Valaria replied

"i'm in a bad mood" Valdi replied honestly, Valaria and family were the most comfortable place for Valdi as well as others. sometimes they refuse to be open to others.

"are you feeling the excitement" asked Valria

"just think of it that way" Valdi replied

"ooh gosh.! it turns out to be true said my guard, that everyone will feel upset in time. hahahaha" ledek Valaria on her twin sister and then Valdi told her everything without a remnant from the most isolated to the largest on Valaria.

Valaria who heard all about Valdi's curses was very laget and really did not expect that her sister would meet even live in a row with women of heart and of course she felt very sorry and proud in Valdi because of his handsome face and his dashing posture, he did not use it as a tool to play tricks on the hearts of many women.

"branch.? Either it was kept alone or spoken clearly about your feelings for Li Qin or to the people you trusted. Psychologically, feelings of anxiety is a mental disorder in which you and your feelings cannot understand each other.it will make you feel in a state that is all wrong, this is wrong and so is wrong" Valaria said

"then.?" ask Valdi

"Be at peace with your heart first, ask your heart and do not involve your ego. How strong your heart survives in confusing situations, is it true that you are ready to build unconditional love.? are you able to survive when your love claps one hand.?"

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