SUBSTITUTE ARMY
V&L 171.

...THE MEANING OF WAITING FOR THE EDITION IS NOT CONNECTED...

...VALDIE PROV...

Sometimes in the many limitations and problems that we have, I have to be patient waiting for the best plan to come, while continuing to do what can be done to prepare for the good. although I realize that not everyone has the chance to get the best.

As far as I go, I am grateful that the life I have until now is so perfect.I have a whole family, who still love me when I am not who - who, make me worthy in the public eye. freeing me to find my own identity and choice.I am grateful as far as I walk I do not meet sharp pebbles that make the relationship between me and my family become tenuous.

But like her in terms of romance I lost a little at the beginning, really my love story is very much different from the love story between me and family. in love that involves the heart and feelings. I must believe that there will always be one woman at the end of the journey that God has prepared to keep and continue to stand by my side. I should have believed in every opportunity there was love coming at me, at you and all of us.

But, there is one thing about love that I have been afraid of for a long time when I loved the same woman that my own sister loved. I don't know whose feelings we grew up with in liking the same woman, all I know for many years I tried to refrain from waiting until I went away from Lombok to forget her and let my sister to pursue her love however, she said, the same thing my sister did. she went far abroad not to return until now.

But somehow as far as I go, I always hold on to my feelings of continuing to stand by the choice of being faced with a love triangle, loving one woman the same, not my desires and expectations. Again, I must admit that love is a mystery.! the more you try to forget, the more easily he will come closer to you.

until the time I was rediscovered with her there were many surprises that I could and sometimes there was a fear that haunted what if something that I considered a surprise for my happiness was a surprise for my sister's grief

now that we have met again in a different land and were able to get a chance to meet her was a coincidence, really meeting a woman who once captivated me was a blessing, she said, living under one roof with the woman who kept me grounded without any bondage was an opportunity for me until the greatest opportunity came, being able to sleep next to her when she's not my wife is a victory even if we don't do anything. looking at her face up close quietly without feeling disturbed is a matter of respect for me.

sometimes I think "this is what it's like to have a wife.? sleeping on my bed as I please, crashing not clearly with as he pleases. do everything as he pleases in this room. I really hope that my feeling can be avenged by a woman named Li Qin, if her memory returns whether the man who is in her heart and eye view, she said,

I don't know whose name is engraved beautifully in her memory.

maybe that's my name?

maybe it was me.?

the question always danced - dance in my mind, forcing me to reason - if in silence.

suppose that's my name, then,

if it were me, maybe I'd be pretty sure we'd be together"

Li Qin had you been sensitive here before meeting you, there was me who would have waited patiently just to wait for a news about you. Are you still alone, you are, do you remember me and are you okay.

Although actually loving the same woman as my brother feels like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, it feels like giving up for him but the pain is so bitterly felt on the skin. sometimes I think maybe this is the fate of a dream between me and my twin where we lived a happy and complementary life but, in the final story we sprained on the same rock.

But my heart is already lulled in love, it will hurt if I choose to lie the heart pretending not to want it. because I have waited too long and expected it with patience while and hope that what I was dreaming becomes real.

I'm not really here to wait for when we're free from the love triangle, nor did I wish that this love was only owned by me and Li Qin but I waited for something that had passed away where I had once shunned him and he came back to me here in a way different ones.

I'm not here to wait for someone to tell me to stay, but I'm here waiting for what I believe I can wait for, because my heart commands all my body to stand and I will continue and always wait for it until time does not allow us to unite and later If the thing I fear arrives then, then, dii was the reason why I had to hurt my family and still choose her.

Because, today I decided to never again doubt the choice of my heart.I believe everything I have intended will end well. no matter how hard the trials that come to shake me to reach you, I still keep you and continue to love you, despite having to hurt one heart and put you first.

because choosing you is not the hardest thing for me to do but, to hurt you is the thing that makes me difficult to decide.

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