SUBSTITUTE ARMY
JEALOUS 194
REMEMBER YES.!
👉TANAKA, the one you used to know by the name VALDI.
👉ALANA, which you used to know by the name LI QIN.
👉Why have their names changed.? read EPISODE 189.!
Waiting is something that is very boring for all living things on this Earth, where they must be faced between yes and no, there and no. sometimes patience is also tired of choosing to stop, but it is different from Tanaka and Alana where Tanaka waits for Alana to open her heart and Alana waits for Valdis to give certainty to each other waiting for something that is not certain.
Tonight, the atmosphere is a little hostile because the heat is not like the previous night there is a sepoy - sepoy that greets every cold night
tonight the wind seemed reluctant to enter Tanaka's room until he had to take off his clothes because of the sweat that poured out in the perfect field coupled with the view of shahdu which was clearly plastered with torn bread almost divided into twelve boxes make all eyes that see will certainly give themselves only - only.
That night with the intention of just talking to Tanaka, Alana decided to go to the cold handsome man's room after finding out that Tanaka had been in his room. without any thought to knock first, he said, alana breaks into the room and of course it distracts Tanaka who is talking to someone over the phone.
"Gosh" said Alana, surprised to see the perfect scene plus the sweat that soaked Tanaka's chest made her gulp like water in one glass
"why are you glaring at me like that" asked Tanaka
."aaah, perfect" replied Alana
"are you teasing me, Alana.?" ask Tanaka
"ckk basic perverted brain" replied Alana
"then what's up, Alana.? are you missing me.?" ask Tanaka
"hahahaha, yes I miss your face but not your name" Alana replied innocently
"aaaah, Valdis you mean.?" tanaka asked and as soon as his face changed from good to furious, he also put his phone on the table without turning off which meant that someone could also listen to their conversation.
"what can I help you with.?" tanaka asked Alana but with a slightly deadly aura.
"aaaaa. ti. ti. no, no" said Alana.
"why.? tell me, I'll help you" Tanaka said
"ckk, help your mama.! with your aura just like this I think even coronaviruses are afraid to approach you what else intend to enter your body to harass you.!! am I the one who saw you straight away so I'm missing the question.!" alana said in her heart.
"stop imagining my body, Alana, because I won't give it away just" Tanaka said
"ckk, why can't your speech be filtered first using a tea filter" said Alana consciously with her mind
"then what are you doing in this half-naked man's room at night.?" ask Tanaka
"hey.! I'm not going to do anything to you like you're a fool" Alana said
"ppfft.." came the sound of laughter from Tanaka and Alana's phone view
"wait a minute" Tanaka told an interlocutor on the phone
"You don't believe too much, don't love too much and lastly don't expect too much.! because too many flavors that you save will hurt your heart with so much too" said Tanaka who guessed that now Alana is thinking about a voice that is no stranger to her inquisition
"i've come to believe deeply" Alana replied with a still look at Tanaka's phone
"stop hoping Alana, it will be a futile effort for you" Tanaka continued
"nothing will be in vain as long as I am faithful" replied Alana
"until when are you going to keep going like this.? you've wasted a lot of time on your own feelings Alana" Tanaka said firmly with a thousand words of jealousy
"until I knew she wasn't for me" replied Alana, who was now staring blankly at Tanaka's bedroom wall
"you already understand the possibility of what happened then why can your heart be this hard Alana.?" tanya Tanaka snapped a little
"color When my heart and I chose him to love me, since then I gave love to him very sincerely according to the ability of my heart. But, not to receive a reply from my race.! I just gave her my love without wishing for her to return to give me her love" Alana replied
"Like unconditional Love.?" tanya Tanaka tries to explore how much love Alana has for her twin
"yes, let's say it like unconditional love.! I have my own meaning and deep meaning in my heart, for how I must be faithful to my love.because I love and cherish the person.! but if for whom they give love is actually regardless of my responsibilities, I only carry out my duty to love him Tanaka including imperfections" said Alana without looking at Tanaka's face
"does that include in the sense that you're right no matter how much your heart hurts when it's not for you.? you are loving what is with all the advantages and disadvantages you have.? tanya Tanaka wanted a definite answer
"i accept his strengths and love his weaknesses deeply in everything including when he doesn't remember me at all or I can't even reach Tanaka at all, when I waited for him for years without news when I was on the same roof with his siblings and I still wait for him until now at least greet me" replied Alana firmly
"but Alana, isn't that an option to have it.?" ask Tanaka again
"My obsession was for her mom to come back not to have her because my love for her never demanded to force her with me.! even if my mind is like that, my heart will punish him brutally" Alana said
"but, Alana.!" tanaka firmly but Alana quickly interjected before Tanaka continued his words
"just consider this Unconditional Love, loving selflessly without hoping for a reply or anything and I am always ready to make her happy who is not sure will be my partner" said Alana.
"it's crazy Alana.!" tanaka shouted with a hunting breath and managed to surprise Alana as well as Vini who happened to enter Tanaka's room
"sister.??" vini said to both of them and saw compassion for Tanaka and Alana
"OUTRRRRR.!!!" tanaka yelled at Alana, she seemed to no longer be able to hold back the emotional turmoil of jealousy within her
"Sister.!" the reprimand of Vini to Tanaka who immediately embraced Tanaka gave peace there
"Tanaka.? you mad.?" ask Alana
"get out brother Alana, don't ask.!" firmly Vini who still hugged Tanaka and stroked Tanaka's back with her trembling hands, whenever Tanaka like this because of his jealousy towards Alana then Vinilah who calms Tanaka
"Vini, take care of him for me" Alana told Vini
Hayoo... What is this.?
Then who was actually contacting Tanaka before Alana walked into her room until Tanaka chose not to turn off the phone.?