SUBSTITUTE ARMY
V&V 40
VALENSIA PROV'S
Indeed, the days that I have passed are very hard, no time is missed without a burden of thought and the demands of great responsibility are put on hold, it is not easy to become a head of the room to control all team members not to mention if there are new children who often do wrong actions in the patient's treatment procedure or family members of the patient demand to screamshout like in the forest because we feel unnoticed even though we have tried our best without discriminating the status of patients😔
I honestly don't have time to share my stories with others even if they're in front of me, every time I see a team sharing a story from a distance or near I can only smile proudly at how good it is to have their lives shared with each other so easily, sometimes imagine if I was in their position and issued all opinions, rejections and anything easily maybe I was the happiest.
but the ways and processes of human sharing are very different as I am doing today, having known the novel world full of any kind of pride can be humiliated without any prohibition, refutation and rejection.
I began to explore my new world without thinking or judging anything, I originally made up an original story with dozens of episodes.! but I didn't expect the story to invite comments from several authors until one of them continued to support my work without ceasing to encourage me it certainly caught my attention because basically I was used to judging loyalty a friend/team at work.
"for me a faithful person will continue to be present in your work even if he is not interested in your story and will continue to be present to support you in any form"
yep.!! the way it managed to make me want to be close to her to invite me into a group with various dramas that happened I finally received an invitation to enter the group, he said, initially the group discussed about the novel of course I only listened but I don't know what blue blood possessed me, until responding to everything in GC and I make join a piece of join do not forget me Ss all fhoto cogan that managed to wake up the women of GC.
they all called me by my favorite nickname "Honey, Mother, "O", kk, dedek, my friend, Aa, Hani Bebeb😂 namjha (kayak jin)" what else are the mothers who are tired of the storm always gently give me spirit, if my real family like this.! how lucky I am to be able to choose my path especially the matter of a life partner.
making the world a place to share without having to hesitate they will tell friends or family is a decision I did not realize.! every time I join I feel comfortable open in the world halu😁 friends I am sure there will be no threat to me if only divulge secrets because they do not know the world and my place of residence.
the burden of my heart feels reduced whatever is disturbing my mind is always shared with my dumb friends and all the answers they give are short and clear.! actually in everyday life I look for people who can make me comfortable to share but unfortunately there is no sense of security in my real world.
I didn't expect Sunday to be the day that made me clumsy because Valr's arrival my fear of him could be sure wasn't a nervousness or nervousness.!! until I can no longer say NO to all his invitations, when I asked for permission for one week in RSUD because we had to kelombok take care of the marriage license.
until he took the road today until the afternoon we sat side by side on the white sand on the beach there were no important sentences out of my mouth other than thinking hard how to tell it without having to offend his feelings and said that.....