SUBSTITUTE ARMY
V&L 183
...PURA - PURA...
Sometimes when we lose our memories, our lives feel like lights off. as if walking without direction, feels like a stranger in his own home.When wearing personal items looks like wearing other people's goods, it looks like wearing other people's goods, and it's like a, it feels new and confusing.
until there is a sense to recover immediately, forcing the brain to work more than to the power it has in order to immediately be able to remember all the memories that have been lost.Sometimes the ego master the mind and want more, more, feels like it precedes God's gift.not waiting for pure grace from God to gain self-recovery and pure memory.
That was what Li Qin had experienced, he had once forced his brain to work and think to recover his memories however, he had, it actually makes things worse and slows down the way the brain works because of various pressures and egos and desires that are too high.
Currently Li Qin's memories had returned 95% and his body and physical condition had also slowly recovered, now he can see clearly through his memories what really happened in the past, not just that. he also knew the real person he liked and whose name he had engraved beautifully in his heart.but something wrong happened when he remembered all of them, there was a turbulent curiosity in his chest and his heart was filled with disappointment after knowing that the figure he loved told him to love another.
"but why does it all feel so priceless in your eyes, I know you love me and love me. But, why.! why do we have to sacrifice for your sister.?" li Qin said again with sadness mixed with emotions and no one could answer Li Qin's question what else was able to calm him at this moment.
"how can I lie to the heart, for the sake of the happiness of the other heart.this is not fair to me and also you Valdis and now that several years have passed, you must have managed to forget me. you must have gotten a better person than me" Li Qin said again as he sobbed.
"this memory should not be recovered, just let all the memories disappear without me having to remember again.! I hate it, I hate this memory.! this is not my past, this must be the past of a very wrong person" Li Qin said trying to shout but his lips felt stiff to the point of only being able to shout inwardly.
tock.tok..
Valdi knocked on the bathroom door because he felt Li Qin was too long in the bathroom, he also felt worried that Li Qin did not usually waste time and linger in the bathroom.
"Li Qin.?" call Valdi and there is a sound of water from inside
"yes for a moment" Li Qin replied
"you're good - good rhyme.?" ask Valdi
"of course I'm fine, I'm just trying to cool my head" Li Qin replied with a shout, quickly cleaning his body so as not to make Valdi wait for a long time.
"i'll be waiting for you here" Valdi said
"alright, I'm almost done" capt Li Qin
Li Qin finished his bathing routine after feeling calmer, slowly looking for a towel in the door hanger but did not find it. A few minutes passed he began to panic, apparently he entered the bathroom without a towel and also a change of clothes.
"yep.! it could - usually upset to make me become senile and forget to bring a towel and change of clothes" said Li Qin who just realized that he had not brought a towel and also he could not come out without a thread on the body.
"Why is it so long.?" yelled Valdi from outside
"astaga.! how about this, I can't possibly get out in this state. It's a sight that shouldn't be seen.!" li Qin said in panic
"if you're still a long time, then I'll force you in" Valdi said with a sly smile
"just be right.! just be aware that you dare to enter" Li Qin shouted and grew even more panicked
"quick out, I count ya" Valdi said trying to count
"DON'T.! you're crazy, you know that I forgot to bring a towel and a change of clothes. How can I get out without a shirt on my body or at least wrapped around a towel to cover my body" li Qin said bluntly
"yes.!" li Qin replied with a frown
"why haven't you talked since.? did you wait inside for too long because you didn't bring a towel..?" ask Valdi
"yeah.! I've been ready for a long time but, dare not get out of here because I do not have a towel and fear you arrive - come in and see me naked this" said Li Qin
"astaga, you must be cold" Valdi replied
"of course I'm cold even my fingers start to wrinkle so long I'm here" Li Qin replied starting to pretend to Valdi
"wait a minute, I'll get you a towel" Valdi said and took the towel immediately gave it to Li Qin
"open the door, these towels come out" Valdi said
"this is not my towel" said Li Qin who noticed that the towel Valdi was carrying was not his
"just wear it, I don't know where you hang your towel" Valdi replied
"alright" said Li Qin..
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On the balcony, Li Qin and Valdi sat together while drinking warm tea to warm the body of Li Qin who had felt cold. they while telling me about some things about work to the memory of Li Qin who had recovered.
"Li Qin, may I ask.? why do you realize you've mentioned my name so many times.?" valdi asked curiously and hearing that Li Qin was a little confused as to what to answer.
"at that time I called your name because I wanted to ask you for help but, I don't know what kind of help I want" Li Qin replied honestly.
At the moment Li Qin is honest about asking for help but lies about why he asked Valdi for help and it seems he chose to pretend.
"what is my name in your heart..?"
HAYOOO.. HOW'S THE STORY GOING ON..?
WILL LI QIN ANSWER VALDI'S QUESTION IN EARNEST.?
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